salam....
lupa nak cerita, member cekya yang naik pelamin ahad lepas, masuk office. sabtu pagi, barulah bertolak ramai-ramai ke pahang untuk majlis sebelah pihak lelaki. ini antara perbualan cekya thru YM dengan huda;
cekya (3:41:08 PM): seronok ye huda...solat pun berimam skrg
cekya (3:41:08 PM): ;))
huda (3:41:40 PM): :)
huda (3:41:54 PM): pas solat buley calam n cium tgn hubby
cekya (3:42:00 PM): hehehe
cekya (3:42:06 PM): hmmmm
cekya (3:42:12 PM): meremang lak bulu roma saya
huda (3:42:32 PM): naper?
huda (3:42:44 PM): awk nih
cekya (3:42:52 PM): syahdu wey
cekya (3:42:53 PM): ;))
cekya (3:42:55 PM): :-j
huda (3:43:02 PM): ceh, trying 2 b isteri mithali gituh
hmm...sebak dan syahdu bila huda sebut salam & cium tangan hubby. tatau kenapa tiba-tiba perasaan jadi gitu. dah tiba masanya ke? cekya tak fikir macam gitu...sebab syarat-syarat sah 'ijab-kabul tak complete lagi...
kenapa ya aku rasa macam ni? sedih la pulak...:(
wassalam...
Thursday, December 30, 2004
d-va@aku, dia dan kamu...;)
salam...
wow!such a refreshing day, even if i was having flu and all. also, the pain on my shoulders. semalam pi facial tu, akak yang buat facial tu picit belakang sekali. hari ni, punya la sengal!even my jaws terasa sengal. betul punya tenyeh muka kitorang. ingat nak ambil gambar but kami-kami diminta berkemban semasa facial dijalankan. so, tak dapek la...huhuhu...kang jadik blog 18sx pulak sheblocks nih.hehe...
dan yang best masa facial tu, cekya disahkan mempunya kulit yang tak ada masalah. even masa process 'korek'(maaf, terpaksa guna term nih sebab sakitnya, mak ku tuan...Allah saja yang tahu!airmata cekya sampai meleleh!!), tak banyak white heads atau anasir-anasir lain. hehehe....maklum la, orang tak guna make-up, tak kuasa nak try product kecantikan, tu pasal muka pun tak ada benda. tak adventure sungguh!huhuhu....
anyways, i got a truly, truly, truly good response @ my fotopages. penghulu thought me how to make pics alot better. and he hand in few very good tips for me.he also edited one of my pics. memula tu, cekya tak nampak specialnya gambar tu. biasa jek. tak cantik and kabur. tapi tengoklah hasil kerja penghulu nih;
saya tabik spring ah kat awak!
and tadi, masa cekya lepak-lepak lepas lunch, i tried out the tissue paper trick untuk cut down the flash volume. i must say, it makes alot of difference;
wah lah! hmm... banyak lagi yang cekya tak tahu nampaknya. so i guess, i'm not the only one who has problems with very very flashy flash lights.
oklah, cekya ngantuk ler...nak pi surau, nak solat.errrr....hehehe
daaa!
wassalam...
p/s : tengah gila lagu aku, kau dan dia. best ah lagu tu....."...betapa bodohnya diriku, mau diduakan dirimu..."
wow!such a refreshing day, even if i was having flu and all. also, the pain on my shoulders. semalam pi facial tu, akak yang buat facial tu picit belakang sekali. hari ni, punya la sengal!even my jaws terasa sengal. betul punya tenyeh muka kitorang. ingat nak ambil gambar but kami-kami diminta berkemban semasa facial dijalankan. so, tak dapek la...huhuhu...kang jadik blog 18sx pulak sheblocks nih.hehe...
dan yang best masa facial tu, cekya disahkan mempunya kulit yang tak ada masalah. even masa process 'korek'(maaf, terpaksa guna term nih sebab sakitnya, mak ku tuan...Allah saja yang tahu!airmata cekya sampai meleleh!!), tak banyak white heads atau anasir-anasir lain. hehehe....maklum la, orang tak guna make-up, tak kuasa nak try product kecantikan, tu pasal muka pun tak ada benda. tak adventure sungguh!huhuhu....
anyways, i got a truly, truly, truly good response @ my fotopages. penghulu thought me how to make pics alot better. and he hand in few very good tips for me.he also edited one of my pics. memula tu, cekya tak nampak specialnya gambar tu. biasa jek. tak cantik and kabur. tapi tengoklah hasil kerja penghulu nih;
and tadi, masa cekya lepak-lepak lepas lunch, i tried out the tissue paper trick untuk cut down the flash volume. i must say, it makes alot of difference;
wah lah! hmm... banyak lagi yang cekya tak tahu nampaknya. so i guess, i'm not the only one who has problems with very very flashy flash lights.
oklah, cekya ngantuk ler...nak pi surau, nak solat.errrr....hehehe
daaa!
wassalam...
p/s : tengah gila lagu aku, kau dan dia. best ah lagu tu....."...betapa bodohnya diriku, mau diduakan dirimu..."
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
#taman kejam#
salam...
semalam, sakan cekya carik kotak digital camera. nak study balik manual dia tapi kotaknya entah ke mana...!cekya rasa ada, tapi i just could not figure out kat mana cekya letak. i've might have misplaced it masa renovation work kat rumah kelmarin. tanya jugak kat ayah sebab ayah cekya rajin mengemas. dia tak ada nampak. mama pun tak nampak kotak tu. tak apalah...these things, kalau carik, memang tak jumpa. tapi kalau tak carik, tuuuu diaaaa!!hehehe...
anyways, masa tengah selongkar kotak-kotak cekya, i saw my savage garden cassette, bought masa cekya kat college. gila betul dengan lagu truly madly deeply! and i love each and every song in the album, but TMD's a favourite!
A new beginning
And when the stars are shining
Oh can you see it baby?
cekya pun amik cassette tu(and i immediately forgot about the digicam's box i was looking for), amik kunci kereta and dengar dalam kereta. i was missing my car and also my past. it all blends-altogether! cekya dok termenung dalam kereta. tak ada apa yang cekya fikirkan. my mind was completely blank masa tu. even masa adik cekya tutup lampu garage(he didn't know i was outside and i didn't start the engine), cekya diam jek. i sat there in the dark.
rasa tenang? entahlah. rasa lapang jugak, despite my coughings and sneezing. tidur masih tak nyenyak, and i was damn sleepy dalam lrt pagi tadi. it's been that way for the past few days. tidur tak nyenyak, not only because of my health, but the heartbreaking stuff that had happen.
i'm not saying that i'm good and perfect, tapi kadangkala, kita kena jugak ketepikan perasaan kita sendiri to NOT hurt others. tapi, kalau setiap kali, cekya yang mengenepikan perasaan sendiri...what is there in the friendship?and kita boleh cakap yang others sukar or tak boleh langsung untuk memahami kita.
it's the chances you give people to understand you more.
it's the effort that really matters.
cekya tak salahkan awak. awak ada rights to act and feel, mengikut apa yang telah sebati dengan diri sendiri. tapi, tak ada salahnya kalau kita bagi peluang pada orang lain untuk memahami diri kita dan menerima nasihat orang lain.
maaf kerana telah mengandaikan sikap awak, tapi, cekya rasa, ada cara lebih baik untuk menepis or deny andaian cekya dengan cara yang lebih manis. i know, the period of time yang kita kenal amatlah pendek untuk cekya mengenali awak luar dan dalam, but there's no need to insult my intelligence.
don't say "i can't help it, it's me". andainya memang begitu cara awak, change for better. pernah awak katakan dulu, berubah kerana kita sendiri mahu berubah, bukan sebab orang lain. then, change for a better you. bukankah berubah kepada yang lebih baik itu hijrah namanya?
cekyakah yang bersalah? kalau cekya yang bersalah, dengan secara terbuka, cekya pohon ampun dan maaf. namun cekya tetap kecewa dan jauh hati dengan sikap awak.
*sigh*
sedih, sedih, sedih. so i had to forget about things for the time being. lepas office, cekya nak temankan miza@driver teksi merah bumbung tinggi(my colleagues@akak paling rapat kat opis) pi giant, beli bahan-bahan untuk dia buat sandwich. kata dia, esok ada pot luck @ her toastmasters club. then, we all akan pi rumah soraya(another colleague) to do facial!hahaha...
ini la pertama kali cekya nak buat facial. tak pernah-pernah. miza and soraya memang 'hantu' beauty and fashion. things yang tak kena dengan minat cekya tapi dah diorang ajak, meramaikan majlis, so i agreed. orang yang buat facial tu will some to soraya's house to 'do' our pretty faces. we'll just see the difference la nanti yek?
so i guess, itu saja cerita untuk hari ni. till later guys!
wassalam...
semalam, sakan cekya carik kotak digital camera. nak study balik manual dia tapi kotaknya entah ke mana...!cekya rasa ada, tapi i just could not figure out kat mana cekya letak. i've might have misplaced it masa renovation work kat rumah kelmarin. tanya jugak kat ayah sebab ayah cekya rajin mengemas. dia tak ada nampak. mama pun tak nampak kotak tu. tak apalah...these things, kalau carik, memang tak jumpa. tapi kalau tak carik, tuuuu diaaaa!!hehehe...
anyways, masa tengah selongkar kotak-kotak cekya, i saw my savage garden cassette, bought masa cekya kat college. gila betul dengan lagu truly madly deeply! and i love each and every song in the album, but TMD's a favourite!
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly Madly Deeply Do
I will be strong, I will be faithful
Coz I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning..yeah..
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining
Brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
Pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
Coz it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come
cekya pun amik cassette tu(and i immediately forgot about the digicam's box i was looking for), amik kunci kereta and dengar dalam kereta. i was missing my car and also my past. it all blends-altogether! cekya dok termenung dalam kereta. tak ada apa yang cekya fikirkan. my mind was completely blank masa tu. even masa adik cekya tutup lampu garage(he didn't know i was outside and i didn't start the engine), cekya diam jek. i sat there in the dark.
rasa tenang? entahlah. rasa lapang jugak, despite my coughings and sneezing. tidur masih tak nyenyak, and i was damn sleepy dalam lrt pagi tadi. it's been that way for the past few days. tidur tak nyenyak, not only because of my health, but the heartbreaking stuff that had happen.
i'm not saying that i'm good and perfect, tapi kadangkala, kita kena jugak ketepikan perasaan kita sendiri to NOT hurt others. tapi, kalau setiap kali, cekya yang mengenepikan perasaan sendiri...what is there in the friendship?and kita boleh cakap yang others sukar or tak boleh langsung untuk memahami kita.
it's the chances you give people to understand you more.
it's the effort that really matters.
cekya tak salahkan awak. awak ada rights to act and feel, mengikut apa yang telah sebati dengan diri sendiri. tapi, tak ada salahnya kalau kita bagi peluang pada orang lain untuk memahami diri kita dan menerima nasihat orang lain.
maaf kerana telah mengandaikan sikap awak, tapi, cekya rasa, ada cara lebih baik untuk menepis or deny andaian cekya dengan cara yang lebih manis. i know, the period of time yang kita kenal amatlah pendek untuk cekya mengenali awak luar dan dalam, but there's no need to insult my intelligence.
don't say "i can't help it, it's me". andainya memang begitu cara awak, change for better. pernah awak katakan dulu, berubah kerana kita sendiri mahu berubah, bukan sebab orang lain. then, change for a better you. bukankah berubah kepada yang lebih baik itu hijrah namanya?
cekyakah yang bersalah? kalau cekya yang bersalah, dengan secara terbuka, cekya pohon ampun dan maaf. namun cekya tetap kecewa dan jauh hati dengan sikap awak.
*sigh*
sedih, sedih, sedih. so i had to forget about things for the time being. lepas office, cekya nak temankan miza@driver teksi merah bumbung tinggi(my colleagues@akak paling rapat kat opis) pi giant, beli bahan-bahan untuk dia buat sandwich. kata dia, esok ada pot luck @ her toastmasters club. then, we all akan pi rumah soraya(another colleague) to do facial!hahaha...
ini la pertama kali cekya nak buat facial. tak pernah-pernah. miza and soraya memang 'hantu' beauty and fashion. things yang tak kena dengan minat cekya tapi dah diorang ajak, meramaikan majlis, so i agreed. orang yang buat facial tu will some to soraya's house to 'do' our pretty faces. we'll just see the difference la nanti yek?
so i guess, itu saja cerita untuk hari ni. till later guys!
wassalam...
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
dia, seorang teman...
salam...
it's 2:39pm. i felt dizzy and all. dada sakit. asyik batuk dari tadi. very very disturbing. lunch time, i managed to take some rice. rasa nak terkeluar balik but i just ignore the feeling. ewa called tadi, she cancelled our meeting lepas office sat lagi. she's suppose to pay duit kutu. morning sickness dia dah melarat ke evening sickness so she went straight home lepas dapat mc tadi. so i guess i'll be heading home after office...
oh my, my....it's another 2 hours plus till the 'bell' rings...i miss my bed...:(
******************************* and a little something, for my future reference...i'm sad, i'm sick, uncomfy...ughh it's just a terrible feelings stucked in my body!:(
sometimes, there are things, yang tak perlu dicakapkan, sebab, tak ada apa lagi yang perlu diperkatakan. i'm hurt, physically & emotionally. but what can i say...it's faith, it's written by Allah Ta'ala. something that i can't deny nor ignore. it's my half of the bowl..cekya redha!
wassalam...
it's 2:39pm. i felt dizzy and all. dada sakit. asyik batuk dari tadi. very very disturbing. lunch time, i managed to take some rice. rasa nak terkeluar balik but i just ignore the feeling. ewa called tadi, she cancelled our meeting lepas office sat lagi. she's suppose to pay duit kutu. morning sickness dia dah melarat ke evening sickness so she went straight home lepas dapat mc tadi. so i guess i'll be heading home after office...
oh my, my....it's another 2 hours plus till the 'bell' rings...i miss my bed...:(
sometimes, there are things, yang tak perlu dicakapkan, sebab, tak ada apa lagi yang perlu diperkatakan. i'm hurt, physically & emotionally. but what can i say...it's faith, it's written by Allah Ta'ala. something that i can't deny nor ignore. it's my half of the bowl..cekya redha!
wassalam...
rounders @ kampung baru!
salam...
tengok gambar kat bawah ni;
we were shouting, screaming and laughing like nobody's business!hehe....best woooo...! run forest run!hahaha...ada yang jatuh tertonggeng. ada yang pukul bola, pastu the other group takleh carik bola, puas ler orang yang tengah lari ni buat home run ntah berapa kali!hahaha...sambil lari, sambil gelak. semput tak hengat!
anyways, balik tu, cekya singgah jugak beli mini telekung untuk ira & ika;
ermm...makan pun dah tak selera...asyik layan biskut kering.ntah ah. the quality of my health is truly bad at the moment. anyways, have a great day, guys...
wassalam...
p/s : cekya dah update the story. sesiapa yang interested, please proceed...hehe bunyik dah macam MD cekya la plak!!
tengok gambar kat bawah ni;
we were shouting, screaming and laughing like nobody's business!hehe....best woooo...! run forest run!hahaha...ada yang jatuh tertonggeng. ada yang pukul bola, pastu the other group takleh carik bola, puas ler orang yang tengah lari ni buat home run ntah berapa kali!hahaha...sambil lari, sambil gelak. semput tak hengat!
anyways, balik tu, cekya singgah jugak beli mini telekung untuk ira & ika;
ermm...makan pun dah tak selera...asyik layan biskut kering.ntah ah. the quality of my health is truly bad at the moment. anyways, have a great day, guys...
wassalam...
p/s : cekya dah update the story. sesiapa yang interested, please proceed...hehe bunyik dah macam MD cekya la plak!!
Monday, December 27, 2004
lelah sendiri...
salam semua...
cekya sebenarnya letih. penat. melayan kerenah badan cekya. since friday, badan tak sihat. badan tak berapa panas tapi cekya batuk-batuk, sakit dada dan macam termengah sebab udara takleh nak go thru ruang udara ke dada. lemas betul.
sepagi sabtu, lepas subuh, cekya berlabuh atas katil. rasa nak demam, tapi badan tak panas. makan 2 biji panadol and off to bed. dalam pukul 2, cekya terjaga, masuk dapur, makan sikit, and makan ubat lagi. tidur lagi. cekya betul-betul letih hari tu. then pukul 4, cekya bangun dan siap-siap iron baju & tudung. nak ke ttdi jaya, shah alam for my cousin's kenduri doa selamat. insya-Allah, 07/01 ni, he and his wife nak menunaikan haji. proud of him. salah seorang pakar dalam bidang s.a.p software.
balik dari kenduri tu, berdekatan dengan junction ke glenmarie, kat traffic light, conversation sambil gelak-gelak dengan ira & ika diganggu oleh bunyi screeeechhhhh & gedegangggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and all of us terdorong ke depan. sah! accident! ira dah nak nangis coz she hit her head kuat kat dahi cekya. terhantuk.
rupanya, our car, and kereta belakang, a feroza telah dilanggor-tak-hengat-donia oleh sebuah kereta wira. cekya turun, amik gambar serba sedikit. cekya jeling-jeling kat abang yang pakai wira tu. muka dah cuak teramats sangats. and bila tengok kereta dia, terbeliak le mata cekya. his wira was...err....bad! bumper depan dah cecah ke jalan. dah berderai dah enjin kereta dia. eisk! apa jugak la yang dalam kepala abang tu sampai lalai macam tu sekali. eisk...duit semua tu...nak repair...dah la kena cover insurance sampai 3 kereta...alahai...
...kereta ayahndaku...
bila dah ada kereta sendiri...or ada commitment yang melibatkan duit, kadang-kadang even orang buat salah macam tu, ada la jugak rasa kesian. bila tengokkan kereta ayah yang kemek dan compare dengan kereta abang wira tu, kesian pulak rasanya. cekya tak pasti kalau orang lain but i feel that way. ntah la...asyik kesiankan orang jek la cekya ni. orang lain, tak ada pun kesian kat cekya...:(
and sunday was actually a tiring day for me. dengan keadaan kesihatan yang tak mengizinkan, cekya ke area kl untuk 2 weddings. mula-mula, ke keramat. wedding huda, my colleague. alhamdulillah, her beloved hubby was discharged that very morning. denggi. dah seminggu cek abang dia dalam ward. masa nikah pun, lari balik rumah kejap sebab nakkan huda. hahaha... selamat pengantin baru huda & jalal!
check out this pretty girl's wedding @ my fotopages!
then, beransur pulak ke gombak. wedding dah habis but definitely not the food. makan-makan and terus kak driver hantar cekya ke lrt. masa tu rasa dah tak tahan sangat. jenuh rasanya menunggu almost 20 minutes dalam lrt. rasa nak landing cepat-cepat atas katil. tak terkata letihnya! with coughs and sesak dada. cekya rasa macam nak pitam.
tiba saja kat rumah, cekya dah mengalah dengan badan sendiri. cekya terlelap sampai ke maghrib. bangun untuk solat dan sambung baring semula. tak boleh jadi. cekya terus mintak adik belikan 100 plus. lepas minum sikit, ckeya baring semula. berpusing-pusing atas katil. lemas. sekejap bangun. sekejap baring ke kiri, kanan, tertonggeng, tertiarap. semua style ada. eisk! payah betul nak lelapkan mata bila dada perit dan batuk mengganggu. it's all very disturbing. dan cekya tak tahu pukul berrapa cekya terlelap. sedar-sedar, dah pukul 6 dan terus siap-siap ke pejabat.
and i'm still tired. balik ni, cekya nak singgah jalan masjid india. nak belikan tudung untuk ira & ika since diorang dah nak masuk kelas agama next monday. pejam celik, dah nak sekolah dah! sebak pun ada. alahai....emo la plak...
kalau nak pakai tudung gini, payah nak pinkan!
ibu diorang mintak belikan mini telekung. orang tengah sarat, tak larat nak berjalan area tu. cekya pun faham. so i guess i'll be dropping by @ masjid jamek later. gotta go guys...
wassalam...
cekya sebenarnya letih. penat. melayan kerenah badan cekya. since friday, badan tak sihat. badan tak berapa panas tapi cekya batuk-batuk, sakit dada dan macam termengah sebab udara takleh nak go thru ruang udara ke dada. lemas betul.
sepagi sabtu, lepas subuh, cekya berlabuh atas katil. rasa nak demam, tapi badan tak panas. makan 2 biji panadol and off to bed. dalam pukul 2, cekya terjaga, masuk dapur, makan sikit, and makan ubat lagi. tidur lagi. cekya betul-betul letih hari tu. then pukul 4, cekya bangun dan siap-siap iron baju & tudung. nak ke ttdi jaya, shah alam for my cousin's kenduri doa selamat. insya-Allah, 07/01 ni, he and his wife nak menunaikan haji. proud of him. salah seorang pakar dalam bidang s.a.p software.
balik dari kenduri tu, berdekatan dengan junction ke glenmarie, kat traffic light, conversation sambil gelak-gelak dengan ira & ika diganggu oleh bunyi screeeechhhhh & gedegangggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and all of us terdorong ke depan. sah! accident! ira dah nak nangis coz she hit her head kuat kat dahi cekya. terhantuk.
rupanya, our car, and kereta belakang, a feroza telah dilanggor-tak-hengat-donia oleh sebuah kereta wira. cekya turun, amik gambar serba sedikit. cekya jeling-jeling kat abang yang pakai wira tu. muka dah cuak teramats sangats. and bila tengok kereta dia, terbeliak le mata cekya. his wira was...err....bad! bumper depan dah cecah ke jalan. dah berderai dah enjin kereta dia. eisk! apa jugak la yang dalam kepala abang tu sampai lalai macam tu sekali. eisk...duit semua tu...nak repair...dah la kena cover insurance sampai 3 kereta...alahai...
bila dah ada kereta sendiri...or ada commitment yang melibatkan duit, kadang-kadang even orang buat salah macam tu, ada la jugak rasa kesian. bila tengokkan kereta ayah yang kemek dan compare dengan kereta abang wira tu, kesian pulak rasanya. cekya tak pasti kalau orang lain but i feel that way. ntah la...asyik kesiankan orang jek la cekya ni. orang lain, tak ada pun kesian kat cekya...:(
and sunday was actually a tiring day for me. dengan keadaan kesihatan yang tak mengizinkan, cekya ke area kl untuk 2 weddings. mula-mula, ke keramat. wedding huda, my colleague. alhamdulillah, her beloved hubby was discharged that very morning. denggi. dah seminggu cek abang dia dalam ward. masa nikah pun, lari balik rumah kejap sebab nakkan huda. hahaha... selamat pengantin baru huda & jalal!
check out this pretty girl's wedding @ my fotopages!
then, beransur pulak ke gombak. wedding dah habis but definitely not the food. makan-makan and terus kak driver hantar cekya ke lrt. masa tu rasa dah tak tahan sangat. jenuh rasanya menunggu almost 20 minutes dalam lrt. rasa nak landing cepat-cepat atas katil. tak terkata letihnya! with coughs and sesak dada. cekya rasa macam nak pitam.
tiba saja kat rumah, cekya dah mengalah dengan badan sendiri. cekya terlelap sampai ke maghrib. bangun untuk solat dan sambung baring semula. tak boleh jadi. cekya terus mintak adik belikan 100 plus. lepas minum sikit, ckeya baring semula. berpusing-pusing atas katil. lemas. sekejap bangun. sekejap baring ke kiri, kanan, tertonggeng, tertiarap. semua style ada. eisk! payah betul nak lelapkan mata bila dada perit dan batuk mengganggu. it's all very disturbing. dan cekya tak tahu pukul berrapa cekya terlelap. sedar-sedar, dah pukul 6 dan terus siap-siap ke pejabat.
and i'm still tired. balik ni, cekya nak singgah jalan masjid india. nak belikan tudung untuk ira & ika since diorang dah nak masuk kelas agama next monday. pejam celik, dah nak sekolah dah! sebak pun ada. alahai....emo la plak...
kalau nak pakai tudung gini, payah nak pinkan!
ibu diorang mintak belikan mini telekung. orang tengah sarat, tak larat nak berjalan area tu. cekya pun faham. so i guess i'll be dropping by @ masjid jamek later. gotta go guys...
wassalam...
Friday, December 24, 2004
pants on fire!!
salam...
yesterday, was the day that truly challenged my patience and all.
first.
they guy that handled my dad's laptop refused to accept the laptop's warranty. memang la period of warranty dah abes, but it ended early this month. tak sampai sebulan pun and they say, if i wanna fix it, it'll cost me a hefty rm1,800!!!i truly hate unexpected expenses. i contacted they guy again and he's still seeking for some adjustments from the people @ the support center. deng! i was pissed off. big time! and a friend of mine, changed his water pump untuk kereta dia and he had to pay double the normal price. the freaking mechy charged for upah pasang more than the price of the parts itself. double deng!
second.
after office, i promised a friend @ dang wangi lrt station. she wanted to buy a new handphone. hers was stolen last week at her bestfriend's wedding.(cekya dapat pencurik tu, memang cekya hantuk kepala dia dengan handphone tu!!grrr.....). so, we took the monorail and stopped @ bukit bintang.
we went searching for the phone she wanted. nokia 7610. banyak wooo..duit minah ni! huhuhu...and to cut story short, she was cheated, somehow rather. the price paid for the phone is far more expensive than the first price discussed. dear mista ah-peh, may you burn in hell for lying to my dearest friend!eisk marahnya aku!!!that's a triple deng!
anyways, masa tengah sibuk nego price, another friend of ours called saying she's @ lot 10. she joined us and sent us home right after that. dah malas nak jalan-jalan lagi. the face & memory of the ah-pek conning us still linger...duh! on the way home, i talked about my trip to cameron. mainly about how lorry & bus drivers drove down-hill. and this morning...this came up in the papers;
IPOH: Lima orang, termasuk dua pelancong asing terbunuh, manakala 17 lagi parah apabila sebuah bas ekspres Kurnia Bistari terhumban ke gaung sedalam 25 meter di Kilometer 12, Jalan Cameron Highlands-Simpang Pulai dekat Pos Slim, petang semalam.
more news?click here.
gotta go guys. it's 12pm. we got a half day today because of the x-mas celebration tomorrow. i'm off to klcc, insya-Allah, to watch a movie. cerita apa? hehehe...i'll story about it on monday la yea?hahaha....and also, i'll be having a kinda busy weekend. esok, i've got kenduri doa selamat @ ttdi jaya, shah alam. my cousin's gonna perform his hajj with his wife. and on sunday, i've got 2 weddings to attend. i'll snap some pics, kalau sempat.
oh yeah, i'll be uploading some pics yang my friend(yang kena tipu dek ah-pek tu!) took masa wedding bestfriend dia last weekend. love the pelamin.
take care guys. have a good weekend!wassalam...
yesterday, was the day that truly challenged my patience and all.
first.
they guy that handled my dad's laptop refused to accept the laptop's warranty. memang la period of warranty dah abes, but it ended early this month. tak sampai sebulan pun and they say, if i wanna fix it, it'll cost me a hefty rm1,800!!!i truly hate unexpected expenses. i contacted they guy again and he's still seeking for some adjustments from the people @ the support center. deng! i was pissed off. big time! and a friend of mine, changed his water pump untuk kereta dia and he had to pay double the normal price. the freaking mechy charged for upah pasang more than the price of the parts itself. double deng!
second.
after office, i promised a friend @ dang wangi lrt station. she wanted to buy a new handphone. hers was stolen last week at her bestfriend's wedding.(cekya dapat pencurik tu, memang cekya hantuk kepala dia dengan handphone tu!!grrr.....). so, we took the monorail and stopped @ bukit bintang.
we went searching for the phone she wanted. nokia 7610. banyak wooo..duit minah ni! huhuhu...and to cut story short, she was cheated, somehow rather. the price paid for the phone is far more expensive than the first price discussed. dear mista ah-peh, may you burn in hell for lying to my dearest friend!eisk marahnya aku!!!that's a triple deng!
anyways, masa tengah sibuk nego price, another friend of ours called saying she's @ lot 10. she joined us and sent us home right after that. dah malas nak jalan-jalan lagi. the face & memory of the ah-pek conning us still linger...duh! on the way home, i talked about my trip to cameron. mainly about how lorry & bus drivers drove down-hill. and this morning...this came up in the papers;
IPOH: Lima orang, termasuk dua pelancong asing terbunuh, manakala 17 lagi parah apabila sebuah bas ekspres Kurnia Bistari terhumban ke gaung sedalam 25 meter di Kilometer 12, Jalan Cameron Highlands-Simpang Pulai dekat Pos Slim, petang semalam.
more news?click here.
gotta go guys. it's 12pm. we got a half day today because of the x-mas celebration tomorrow. i'm off to klcc, insya-Allah, to watch a movie. cerita apa? hehehe...i'll story about it on monday la yea?hahaha....and also, i'll be having a kinda busy weekend. esok, i've got kenduri doa selamat @ ttdi jaya, shah alam. my cousin's gonna perform his hajj with his wife. and on sunday, i've got 2 weddings to attend. i'll snap some pics, kalau sempat.
oh yeah, i'll be uploading some pics yang my friend(yang kena tipu dek ah-pek tu!) took masa wedding bestfriend dia last weekend. love the pelamin.
take care guys. have a good weekend!wassalam...
Thursday, December 23, 2004
salam..
pagi ni, cekya busy sikit. ke sana, ke mari. ada seorang staff warded, kena denggi. so i have to take over his tasks. kesian gak la kat dia. even kawan cekya yang nak nikah sabtu ni, tunang dia pun masuk ward. setakat nih, dah 3-4 cases yang cekya dengar. dalam busy tu, sempat jugak cekya baca online papers. macam-macam cerita ye sekarang. manusia makin zalim. bak kata kawan cekya, itu bukan manusia, tapi syaitan!rasanya, cekya terpaksa mengiakan kata-kata dia. it’s just so cruel for a so-called human being, to rape and kill a little girl. moga Allah memberi balasan yang setimpal kat orang tu!jahat sungguh!!
on a lighter note, cekya ada ternampak satu opportunity untuk cekya dapat digital camera tanpa mengeluarkan satu sen pun! hehehe….i know, the possibility of winning adalah teramat sangat tipisnye but there’s no harm in trying, right?? so, sesiapa yang interested to enter this digital photography contest, logon to this website.best eh? the theme’s “Something Old, Something New”…well i have to get started and do some snapping…!
esok, the office has given us a half day leave. so i guess i'll be planning for a movie, after office. yeyy!! insya-Allah i'll get to watch alexander. yeah..yeah..it's just so back-dated since sekarang dah banyak new movies. pada cekya, movie like this, serupa macam troy, king arthur, you need to watch it in a cinema,baru best...kalau tak, tak thrill ler!
and, i have already faxed the receipt for the laptop that my dad bought a year ago. rosak, and they wanna see if it's still in the warranty period. sad to say, it was bought on 7th of december. yup!dah lepas warranty period! deng! but i have called my friend to arrange whatever's possible. dengarnya, main board ada problem. kalau kena bayar, geeezzz!!!
anyways, gotta go. ada kerja menunggu.
p/s : biarkan kemesraan berlalu, bersama kesunyian yang padu - sudirman hj arshad.
pagi ni, cekya busy sikit. ke sana, ke mari. ada seorang staff warded, kena denggi. so i have to take over his tasks. kesian gak la kat dia. even kawan cekya yang nak nikah sabtu ni, tunang dia pun masuk ward. setakat nih, dah 3-4 cases yang cekya dengar. dalam busy tu, sempat jugak cekya baca online papers. macam-macam cerita ye sekarang. manusia makin zalim. bak kata kawan cekya, itu bukan manusia, tapi syaitan!rasanya, cekya terpaksa mengiakan kata-kata dia. it’s just so cruel for a so-called human being, to rape and kill a little girl. moga Allah memberi balasan yang setimpal kat orang tu!jahat sungguh!!
on a lighter note, cekya ada ternampak satu opportunity untuk cekya dapat digital camera tanpa mengeluarkan satu sen pun! hehehe….i know, the possibility of winning adalah teramat sangat tipisnye but there’s no harm in trying, right?? so, sesiapa yang interested to enter this digital photography contest, logon to this website.best eh? the theme’s “Something Old, Something New”…well i have to get started and do some snapping…!
esok, the office has given us a half day leave. so i guess i'll be planning for a movie, after office. yeyy!! insya-Allah i'll get to watch alexander. yeah..yeah..it's just so back-dated since sekarang dah banyak new movies. pada cekya, movie like this, serupa macam troy, king arthur, you need to watch it in a cinema,baru best...kalau tak, tak thrill ler!
and, i have already faxed the receipt for the laptop that my dad bought a year ago. rosak, and they wanna see if it's still in the warranty period. sad to say, it was bought on 7th of december. yup!dah lepas warranty period! deng! but i have called my friend to arrange whatever's possible. dengarnya, main board ada problem. kalau kena bayar, geeezzz!!!
anyways, gotta go. ada kerja menunggu.
p/s : biarkan kemesraan berlalu, bersama kesunyian yang padu - sudirman hj arshad.
pelangi petang - allahyarham sudirman hj arshad
ku meniti awan yang kelabu
ku tempuhi lorong yang berliku
mencari sinar yang menerangi
kegelapanku
ku percaya pasti suatu masa
sang suria kan menyinar jua
membawa harapan yang menggunung
bersamanya...
engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
tak bercahya namun kau berseri
tapi cukup menghiburkan
hati ini
seharian waktu bersamamu
tak terasa saat yang berlalu
bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
pergi jua...
p/s : alangkah pahit untuk menerima, jikalau sahabat-sahabat kita, hanya singgah di dalam hidup kita, cuma untuk beberapa ketika...dan menghilang, bagai pelangi petang!
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
hish!
salam ...
cekya tak faham, kenapa time cekya happy, rasa life tenang dan aman, alih-alih ada pulak perkara-perkara yang buat cekya sedih, marah....sudah la perut nih meragam. sejak dari sebelum waktu lunch tadi, dah buat hal, tapi cekya buat tak tahu jek. malas nak layan. tup-tup, lepas lunch, perut cekya bergolak, macam ada perang kat dalam perut nih...aduih la...
sudah la staff sorang lagi tu tak datang, so kena handle kerja-kerja dia to support users at other floors. tak productive rasanya sebab terpaksa jalan slow.
bila dah perasaan bercampur baur, marah, sedih, frust, kecewa, mula la rasa nak meradang. eisk...cekya rasa tak best betul hari ni! sungguh-sungguh tak best!
pelik cekya. kenapa orang disekeliling cekya, suka cakap atau sebut benda yang cekya tak suka. diorang tahu, i don't like to hear certain things , tapi masih lagi nak 'jolok sarang tebuan'..why?? sedangkan cekya cuba sedaya upaya untuk tak kecikkan hati orang lain bila bercakap. or mungkin mulut cekya, tanpa cekya sedari, ada menyakiti cekya, tak pulak cekya tahu. itu yang orang lain bukan main sakan lagi nak buat cekya rasa tak keruan...
entah lah! cekya rasa boring betul kalau rasa macam ni. dah la perut sakit! argh!!!!
wassalam bloggy...harapnya esok, everything would be fine.
cekya tak faham, kenapa time cekya happy, rasa life tenang dan aman, alih-alih ada pulak perkara-perkara yang buat cekya sedih, marah....sudah la perut nih meragam. sejak dari sebelum waktu lunch tadi, dah buat hal, tapi cekya buat tak tahu jek. malas nak layan. tup-tup, lepas lunch, perut cekya bergolak, macam ada perang kat dalam perut nih...aduih la...
sudah la staff sorang lagi tu tak datang, so kena handle kerja-kerja dia to support users at other floors. tak productive rasanya sebab terpaksa jalan slow.
bila dah perasaan bercampur baur, marah, sedih, frust, kecewa, mula la rasa nak meradang. eisk...cekya rasa tak best betul hari ni! sungguh-sungguh tak best!
pelik cekya. kenapa orang disekeliling cekya, suka cakap atau sebut benda yang cekya tak suka. diorang tahu, i don't like to hear certain things , tapi masih lagi nak 'jolok sarang tebuan'..why?? sedangkan cekya cuba sedaya upaya untuk tak kecikkan hati orang lain bila bercakap. or mungkin mulut cekya, tanpa cekya sedari, ada menyakiti cekya, tak pulak cekya tahu. itu yang orang lain bukan main sakan lagi nak buat cekya rasa tak keruan...
entah lah! cekya rasa boring betul kalau rasa macam ni. dah la perut sakit! argh!!!!
wassalam bloggy...harapnya esok, everything would be fine.
Monday, December 20, 2004
busy as a bee!
salam...
hish rindu betul cekya dengan blog, dengan menulis & also posting pictures! last week, dari 13th to 15th december, cekya pi cameron for family trip. yes, again! entahlah, i just love the environment. very relaxing. almost everything is in blue & green colour.
hish rindu betul cekya dengan blog, dengan menulis & also posting pictures! last week, dari 13th to 15th december, cekya pi cameron for family trip. yes, again! entahlah, i just love the environment. very relaxing. almost everything is in blue & green colour.
the weather was awfully cold during 1st & 2nd day of our visit. cekya sampai kena asthma! punya la sejuk. and my cousin pulak demam. sudah le kena muntah dek ms ika during our way up, sampai-sampai, sejuk tak ingat. memang badan tak tahan la...and we get to pick strawberries this time. there are so many farms available for you to visit and get yourself working with the little red ones. tapi kena be extra careful. tanya dulu how much would they charge sebab kadang-kadang, info yang bagi before we go plucking lain, lepas dah penat-penat memetik, lain pulak chargenya!
and to my frustration, masa we all pergi tu, bukan musim bunga. so the roses are not the fresh ones. maybe musim cuti sekolah, the nicer ones dah pun kena beli. even the strawberries yang merah-merah dah tak banyak lagi.
kali ni, surprise jugak tengok condition cameron. the places are improving. dah banyak kedai souvenirs, shops selling fresh veggies, fruits, and also food stalls. masa cekya kecik, banyak kedai makan cina but now, they also have warung style places, malays food stalls. there are also budget apartments for small groups. i guess dah banyak berubah cameron highlands ni.
anyways, my aunts semua dah request for the next family trip to east coast. semua dah pakat-pakat nak shopping kot. insya-Allah, me & my mom would make the arrangements. asyik sejuk-sejuk aje, now nak panas-panas plak yea...hehehe...
so please, visit my fotopages' album. not much but maybe there's something that you would love. maybe. and i also have updated the story. so,enjoy!
wassalam...
Friday, December 10, 2004
off i go!
salam...
hmm..it's been a boring and also tiring week..!i'm tired of being bored!hehehe...
well, i'll be going off for a busy weekend and also for my annual holidays with my family. i'll be going to camerons on monday till wednesday. cameron lagi ek? takperlah...i love that place. relax and soothing. and yang penting...sejukkkk....hehehe...
and the best part is, i'm gonna take loads of pics!tu yang besh tuu....
so, have a great weekend friends!wassalam...
p/s : i've written a story, which you would wanna read. it's my collection. and i just want it to be place somewhere. and the story goes....or you can click on the right side of this blog...enjoy!
Thursday, December 09, 2004
bein' rude & all!
salam...
hari ni, cekya bermulut celupar. cakap orang b*ng*ng.
ermm...maaflah, cekya bergurau.
bukan serious.
cekya suka bergurau. tapi ada orang terasa hati.
cekya rasa, orang tu lebih banyak bergurau kasar dengan cekya.
so i was thinking, likewise la kan...ingatkan dia boleh terima. dia siap cakap, kenapa tak cakap p*k*m*k terus...eisk!
pastu terus letak telefon...period ke?
hmm....pastu cekya call petang ni, tak jawab,call lagi sekali;
"ada kerja sket la.ok bye!", terus letak jugak. eisk!
ampun dan maaf lah kalau kata-kata cekya melukakan perasaan saudara. tak ada niat pun. wassalam...
p/s : cekya rasa, cekya pernah diluah dengan kata-kata yang lebih pedih dari b*ng*ng. seharusnya cekya juga berasa hati.
hari ni, cekya bermulut celupar. cakap orang b*ng*ng.
ermm...maaflah, cekya bergurau.
bukan serious.
cekya suka bergurau. tapi ada orang terasa hati.
cekya rasa, orang tu lebih banyak bergurau kasar dengan cekya.
so i was thinking, likewise la kan...ingatkan dia boleh terima. dia siap cakap, kenapa tak cakap p*k*m*k terus...eisk!
pastu terus letak telefon...period ke?
hmm....pastu cekya call petang ni, tak jawab,call lagi sekali;
"ada kerja sket la.ok bye!", terus letak jugak. eisk!
ampun dan maaf lah kalau kata-kata cekya melukakan perasaan saudara. tak ada niat pun. wassalam...
p/s : cekya rasa, cekya pernah diluah dengan kata-kata yang lebih pedih dari b*ng*ng. seharusnya cekya juga berasa hati.
mimpi..
salam...
few days back, cekya mimpi encik ahmad. and the next morning, i messaged him kat YM;
cekya (2:08:09 PM): are u ok
cek ahmad (2:08:25 PM): yes i am
cekya (2:08:36 PM): alrite then
cekya (2:08:41 PM): aku mimpi ko lagi mlm semlm
cek ahmad (2:08:44 PM): awat hang mimpi apa pulak?
cekya (2:08:56 PM): ntah
cekya (2:08:59 PM): u called me up
cekya (2:09:04 PM): asked me to wait somewhere
cekya (2:09:06 PM): aku tunggu
cekya (2:09:08 PM): lama gila
cekya (2:09:15 PM): but aku tunggu jugak...
cekya (2:09:26 PM): then i can see u searching for me
cekya (2:09:29 PM): aku nampak ko
cekya (2:09:33 PM): tapi ko still cari aku
cekya (2:09:38 PM): aku tak panggil ko
cekya (2:09:43 PM): i let u search for me
cekya (2:10:00 PM): pastu u saw me
cekya (2:10:03 PM): ko datang kat aku
cekya (2:10:11 PM): pastu ko blah
cekya (2:10:12 PM): hmm
cekya (2:10:14 PM): ntah ah
cekya (2:10:17 PM): mainan tido
cekya (2:10:19 PM): ngarut2
cekya (2:10:37 PM): i just hope u're fine
cekya (2:10:39 PM): thats all
cek ahmad (2:43:00 PM): u nie mimpi ngarut2 jer
cekya (2:43:13 PM): ntah la
cekya (2:43:16 PM): lately mcm tu
cekya (2:43:19 PM): sedih aku
cekya (2:43:30 PM): masalahnya skrg
cekya (2:43:32 PM): why you?
cekya (2:43:38 PM): dah tak ada org lain aku nak mimpi?
cek ahmad (2:46:25 PM): itu lah hang miss sangat kat aku tuh..
cekya (2:52:09 PM): hmm...
cekya (2:54:14 PM): maybe!
or perhaps, i was missing someone. definitely not encik ahmad. err....is it encik ahmad? entahlah. cekya rasa dah ramai sangat orang-orang dalam life cekya who's either missing(not traceable), far from me or not contacting me, anymore.*sigh*
yesterday, me & 4 other colleagues went for dinner at chicken hartz. buffet for RM15.30. cheap eh? all sorts chicken dishes, fried, stewed, roasted? just name it. and the silly part was, i forgot to snap pics. i would have shown it to you guys. anyway, it's better that way. i don't wish to be cruel to my blog friends!hehehe...
we also browsed for rings. i can't believe that there are so many diamond & platinum shop lots. the guys dah boring, tunggu lama bila we all dok browse. maaf le yea..hehehe
i went home by monorail & lrt. seram betul naik monorail tu. and the worst part was, dia stop in the middle of the rail dalam keadaan senget! adui la...seram sangat-sangat! i prefer taking a roller-coaster than that slow and jalan senget monorail..reached home at about 1030pm. mum's annoyed. marah la tu...*sigh*
sorry but i just don't really wanna be at home sometime...and the fact that mom's a little mad at me about a few issues, i believe that she wants me out of her side. jahat ke aku? i'm a human being. i need space.
take care guys. wassalam...
few days back, cekya mimpi encik ahmad. and the next morning, i messaged him kat YM;
cekya (2:08:09 PM): are u ok
cek ahmad (2:08:25 PM): yes i am
cekya (2:08:36 PM): alrite then
cekya (2:08:41 PM): aku mimpi ko lagi mlm semlm
cek ahmad (2:08:44 PM): awat hang mimpi apa pulak?
cekya (2:08:56 PM): ntah
cekya (2:08:59 PM): u called me up
cekya (2:09:04 PM): asked me to wait somewhere
cekya (2:09:06 PM): aku tunggu
cekya (2:09:08 PM): lama gila
cekya (2:09:15 PM): but aku tunggu jugak...
cekya (2:09:26 PM): then i can see u searching for me
cekya (2:09:29 PM): aku nampak ko
cekya (2:09:33 PM): tapi ko still cari aku
cekya (2:09:38 PM): aku tak panggil ko
cekya (2:09:43 PM): i let u search for me
cekya (2:10:00 PM): pastu u saw me
cekya (2:10:03 PM): ko datang kat aku
cekya (2:10:11 PM): pastu ko blah
cekya (2:10:12 PM): hmm
cekya (2:10:14 PM): ntah ah
cekya (2:10:17 PM): mainan tido
cekya (2:10:19 PM): ngarut2
cekya (2:10:37 PM): i just hope u're fine
cekya (2:10:39 PM): thats all
cek ahmad (2:43:00 PM): u nie mimpi ngarut2 jer
cekya (2:43:13 PM): ntah la
cekya (2:43:16 PM): lately mcm tu
cekya (2:43:19 PM): sedih aku
cekya (2:43:30 PM): masalahnya skrg
cekya (2:43:32 PM): why you?
cekya (2:43:38 PM): dah tak ada org lain aku nak mimpi?
cek ahmad (2:46:25 PM): itu lah hang miss sangat kat aku tuh..
cekya (2:52:09 PM): hmm...
cekya (2:54:14 PM): maybe!
or perhaps, i was missing someone. definitely not encik ahmad. err....is it encik ahmad? entahlah. cekya rasa dah ramai sangat orang-orang dalam life cekya who's either missing(not traceable), far from me or not contacting me, anymore.*sigh*
yesterday, me & 4 other colleagues went for dinner at chicken hartz. buffet for RM15.30. cheap eh? all sorts chicken dishes, fried, stewed, roasted? just name it. and the silly part was, i forgot to snap pics. i would have shown it to you guys. anyway, it's better that way. i don't wish to be cruel to my blog friends!hehehe...
we also browsed for rings. i can't believe that there are so many diamond & platinum shop lots. the guys dah boring, tunggu lama bila we all dok browse. maaf le yea..hehehe
i went home by monorail & lrt. seram betul naik monorail tu. and the worst part was, dia stop in the middle of the rail dalam keadaan senget! adui la...seram sangat-sangat! i prefer taking a roller-coaster than that slow and jalan senget monorail..reached home at about 1030pm. mum's annoyed. marah la tu...*sigh*
sorry but i just don't really wanna be at home sometime...and the fact that mom's a little mad at me about a few issues, i believe that she wants me out of her side. jahat ke aku? i'm a human being. i need space.
take care guys. wassalam...
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
#masih ada rindu#
semalam, seharian cekya sebak. teringat kembali pada dia. kenangan bersamanya. sudahlah penat berkerja seharian. ingatan bertubi-tubi padanya memburukkan lagi keadaan.
cekya hairan. kenapa perasaan sayang pada dia masih ada. ingatan pada dia masih kuat walaupun dia sudah lama berlalu dari hidup cekya. dia pergi meninggalkan selingkar cerita buat lipatan kenangan, untuk cekya ingati, dan tangisi.
dan hati cekya sebal. bila mana dia datang kembali. menyentuh tirai semalam. sebagai manusia yang baru. yang sudah berubah. mungkin demi cintanya yang baru. demi keluarga yang melingkari hidupnya kini. demi tubuh kecil yang masih belum boleh bertapak atas kaki sendiri.
cekya sedih. untuk apa hadirnya dia. mengapa ada dia, untuk sekali lagi. tidakkah dia tahu. cekya sudah hampir melupakan segalanya. cekya sudah penat untuk menangisi pemergiannya dulu. cekya sudah mahu melupakan tertawanya. amarahnya. suaranya. kasihnya.
adakah ini dugaanMu ya Allah? sudah hampir 4 tahun! kenapa amat sukar untuk cekya lupakan apa yang sudah terjadi? mengapa?:(
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on a lighter note, last nite, my nieces, ira & ika dropped by. they gave me a belated birthday gift and a song too. i love the card, the mug, check it out @ my fotopages.
they were jumping with joy. siap suruh cekya minum using that mug, THAT instant. sabo ajelah. they filled me up with smiles and lotsa of love, all over again. i'll be bringing them to camerons next week. i hope it'll be a nice journey, again...
p/s : i guess, my love for him was true & sincere, from the bottom of my heart, as i was a very young girl back then. a silly little lady...
Monday, December 06, 2004
canai 'n' candy
salam...
weekend was...well...tiring.saturday was the tahlil day, 1st saturday of the month. i was busy doing some groceries kat giant, singgah pasar tani and helped my mom in the kitchen till petang. it was the usuals. mom masak sambal tumis udang, daging masak kicap, sambal goreng and ayam goreng. rojak buah pun ada. we finished clearing up at about 1, then i fall asleep till it's 6am. then cekya tidur semula(which was a hugeeeee mistake sebab dah janji dengan miza to meet up with her and go catch a movie at 10!). tetiba cekya terjaga,tengok kat luar dah terang gila!
damn it was 945am!!i sms-ed miza, siap ala kadar(i don't wear make-up so it really helps to save time!) and rushed to lrt. kesian my bro, kena rush hantar.heheh...sampai aje kat lrt, miza's smiling away. masa tu around 1015am(heheh...cepat betul eh?). i decided to ask her a not-so-wise question;
me : dah lama ke sampai?
and she answered;
miza : tak nampak ke kaki saya dah tumbuh akar?
eisk!sorry la!hahaha...sampai je mid valley, we bought our tickets. tengok cerita apa?jap...tunggu...
we had our breakfast kat mamak near mid valley. i had roti canai(lama dah tak makan) and teh tarik. then dah selesai, we browse around mid valley. the center court looked nice with the x-mas deco. have a look @ my fotopages. then we went straight to gsc. we got a surprise waiting. candy floss@halusmitai, ladies & gentlemen!hahaha.... tapi, yang tak bestnya, kaler dia hijau. i prefer pink, macam biasa lah!hehehe....
bride & prejudice. cerita hindustan? yeap! but the dialogue is all in english. a very entertaining movie, i must say! and i figured out that it's actually a movie that truly promotes india, the country, culture and also lifestyle. aishwarya is a beauty-as usual!and her mate, martin henderson(who?i wasn't sure either..tapi comel wooo...hehehe) is a charm as well. didn't notice that he was acting in The Ring coz i guess i was busy closing my eyes watching it, rather than concentrating on the actors. hehehe...surprisingly, there's also alexis bledel(yup, miss rory gilmore). overall, it's fun. what's not to love. it's a typical hindi film. the colourful background of the movie, the ever-so-crowded people of dancers, the songs. but the actors & actresses, as well as the language used, makes it a more interesting movie to watch!
enough of that. i'm actually busy today. i'm kinda tired going up and down the building. some documents needed approval and verification and yours truly has to do it. gotta go friends. have a productive week ahead!(ugh!how lame!hahahha....)
take care all!wassalam...
weekend was...well...tiring.saturday was the tahlil day, 1st saturday of the month. i was busy doing some groceries kat giant, singgah pasar tani and helped my mom in the kitchen till petang. it was the usuals. mom masak sambal tumis udang, daging masak kicap, sambal goreng and ayam goreng. rojak buah pun ada. we finished clearing up at about 1, then i fall asleep till it's 6am. then cekya tidur semula(which was a hugeeeee mistake sebab dah janji dengan miza to meet up with her and go catch a movie at 10!). tetiba cekya terjaga,tengok kat luar dah terang gila!
damn it was 945am!!i sms-ed miza, siap ala kadar(i don't wear make-up so it really helps to save time!) and rushed to lrt. kesian my bro, kena rush hantar.heheh...sampai aje kat lrt, miza's smiling away. masa tu around 1015am(heheh...cepat betul eh?). i decided to ask her a not-so-wise question;
me : dah lama ke sampai?
and she answered;
miza : tak nampak ke kaki saya dah tumbuh akar?
eisk!sorry la!hahaha...sampai je mid valley, we bought our tickets. tengok cerita apa?jap...tunggu...
we had our breakfast kat mamak near mid valley. i had roti canai(lama dah tak makan) and teh tarik. then dah selesai, we browse around mid valley. the center court looked nice with the x-mas deco. have a look @ my fotopages. then we went straight to gsc. we got a surprise waiting. candy floss@halusmitai, ladies & gentlemen!hahaha.... tapi, yang tak bestnya, kaler dia hijau. i prefer pink, macam biasa lah!hehehe....
bride & prejudice. cerita hindustan? yeap! but the dialogue is all in english. a very entertaining movie, i must say! and i figured out that it's actually a movie that truly promotes india, the country, culture and also lifestyle. aishwarya is a beauty-as usual!and her mate, martin henderson(who?i wasn't sure either..tapi comel wooo...hehehe) is a charm as well. didn't notice that he was acting in The Ring coz i guess i was busy closing my eyes watching it, rather than concentrating on the actors. hehehe...surprisingly, there's also alexis bledel(yup, miss rory gilmore). overall, it's fun. what's not to love. it's a typical hindi film. the colourful background of the movie, the ever-so-crowded people of dancers, the songs. but the actors & actresses, as well as the language used, makes it a more interesting movie to watch!
enough of that. i'm actually busy today. i'm kinda tired going up and down the building. some documents needed approval and verification and yours truly has to do it. gotta go friends. have a productive week ahead!(ugh!how lame!hahahha....)
take care all!wassalam...
Friday, December 03, 2004
=bayangan semalam=
.....hati ini mula menidakkan apa yang benar
mahu terus menyulam harap
terasa apa yang nyata itu bohong belaka
ada tika, pasti teringatkannya
cara dia mengusik
marah
bahkan melayan rajuk.....
.....payah benar mengusir kenangan
alangkah molek
kalau ianya sepetik jemari
sekerdip mata
senafas jaraknya.....
.....rindu masih ada
kasih juga masih di situ
bertapak bagai terukir di pasiran
hati terasa damai
kalau dapat bersenda bagai dulu
melakar merah jingga perasaan ini.....
.....janganlah hilang semuanya
lenyap segalanya disapa ombak
tidak juga derai dicemar gugur daun
biarlah ia kukuh
bersemi dalam damai
dalam rasa yang tersimpul rapi.....
cekya~30th nov 2004~21:09
~ilham dari kisah seorang teman~
Thursday, December 02, 2004
miss missy...
salam...
i just missed them both! badly!they'll be back from jb today, along with my parents. dah lama tak jaga these girls sebab ibu diorang dah stop kerja dengan MAS, so there is no longer staying over at my place kalau ayah diorang kerja. kalau tidak, they'll be waiting for me kat pintu rumah every evening, waiting for me to come home and bawak diorang jalan-jalan tengok neighbours' dogs. kebetulan, depan rumah cekya padang luas and there are often birds in various colors. ada blue, yellow. i missed the fun times!
well...my sis mely wants me to update what happened on 'my' day yesterday. nothing much sis...on my way home, i bought bihun sup utara(this thing rawkss!!), kuih sikit and i head home. my bro picked me up, lepas maghrib, off he went to ss3. tatau la,maybe dia ada open house or something. so i ate my food, solat maghrib.
lepas tu cekya pi kat living hall, rasa malas nak tengok tv. so cekya tutup semua lampu rumah, masuk bilik semula and start reading a book. tetiba dunia menjadi gelap! hahahah...cekya terlelap. i heard my hp ringing tapi memang ngantuk yang teramat sangat and i can't even lift my arms to answer my phone.
around 11 something, i heard the house phone ringing. terkejut cekya. kelam kabut bangun coz i thought it was my mom. sampai kat phone, the ringing went dead. tetiba dengan bunyi my hp plak bunyi. lari semula masuk bilik. it was cek ana. beria mintak maaf coz she forgot to wish me. tak apalah babe...i'm all alone today, so i don't mind. it was approaching 12 midnight pun masa tu.
so that's how i spent my birthday night. gempak eh?hehehe...tak apala, at least i got all the wishes. here are some photos i snapped last week.
raya deco & klcc
kl towers from kg baru @ miza's place
that's about it guys..till later. check out pics from my nokia@fotopages!
wassalam...
ira & ika..melepak atas katil cekya!
i just missed them both! badly!they'll be back from jb today, along with my parents. dah lama tak jaga these girls sebab ibu diorang dah stop kerja dengan MAS, so there is no longer staying over at my place kalau ayah diorang kerja. kalau tidak, they'll be waiting for me kat pintu rumah every evening, waiting for me to come home and bawak diorang jalan-jalan tengok neighbours' dogs. kebetulan, depan rumah cekya padang luas and there are often birds in various colors. ada blue, yellow. i missed the fun times!
well...my sis mely wants me to update what happened on 'my' day yesterday. nothing much sis...on my way home, i bought bihun sup utara(this thing rawkss!!), kuih sikit and i head home. my bro picked me up, lepas maghrib, off he went to ss3. tatau la,maybe dia ada open house or something. so i ate my food, solat maghrib.
lepas tu cekya pi kat living hall, rasa malas nak tengok tv. so cekya tutup semua lampu rumah, masuk bilik semula and start reading a book. tetiba dunia menjadi gelap! hahahah...cekya terlelap. i heard my hp ringing tapi memang ngantuk yang teramat sangat and i can't even lift my arms to answer my phone.
around 11 something, i heard the house phone ringing. terkejut cekya. kelam kabut bangun coz i thought it was my mom. sampai kat phone, the ringing went dead. tetiba dengan bunyi my hp plak bunyi. lari semula masuk bilik. it was cek ana. beria mintak maaf coz she forgot to wish me. tak apalah babe...i'm all alone today, so i don't mind. it was approaching 12 midnight pun masa tu.
so that's how i spent my birthday night. gempak eh?hehehe...tak apala, at least i got all the wishes. here are some photos i snapped last week.
that's about it guys..till later. check out pics from my nokia@fotopages!
wassalam...
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
16?26?36?
salam...
i turned 26 today. i feel fresh this morning. alhamdulillah, i've reached another stage. for all wishers, yang hantar wish thru sms, calls, ym, thank you so much! at least i know, there are still people who cares..anyways, gambar kotak pink ni is a gift from an officemate, miza. there's this pink handbag, a pink bookmark and potpourri wrapped in a pink fabric with a pink flower on top in this pink box!and also, a pink birthday card, which the 'theme' colour is like 'd' colour for me!hahaha...
actually memang dah pesan, kalau nak bagi hadiah, make sure it's wrapped in pink wrapping paper, with pink ribbons. hahah...sabo ajerlah yea...mintak tuuuu!
i have plans petang nanti. going to have all the time by myself, tengok wayang. wanna watch alexander. pathetic ke jalan sorang? it's just me. i prefer to spend time alone, most of the time. so take care friends. may 1st december 2004 would give you great joy and a memorable one!
wassalam!
i turned 26 today. i feel fresh this morning. alhamdulillah, i've reached another stage. for all wishers, yang hantar wish thru sms, calls, ym, thank you so much! at least i know, there are still people who cares..anyways, gambar kotak pink ni is a gift from an officemate, miza. there's this pink handbag, a pink bookmark and potpourri wrapped in a pink fabric with a pink flower on top in this pink box!and also, a pink birthday card, which the 'theme' colour is like 'd' colour for me!hahaha...
actually memang dah pesan, kalau nak bagi hadiah, make sure it's wrapped in pink wrapping paper, with pink ribbons. hahah...sabo ajerlah yea...mintak tuuuu!
i have plans petang nanti. going to have all the time by myself, tengok wayang. wanna watch alexander. pathetic ke jalan sorang? it's just me. i prefer to spend time alone, most of the time. so take care friends. may 1st december 2004 would give you great joy and a memorable one!
wassalam!
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
berbelak-belak....
"....perasaan bercampur baur. macam cuaca jugak. it can happen anytime, anywhere. without realising yang perasaan@cuaca itu would affect surroundings kita, especially people around us....."
Monday, November 29, 2004
~~'d' door~~
salam....
hari ni(pada ingatan cekya) is a birthday of a friend. once, he was the closest friend i've got. i told him every problems about me and him. well it turned out that i've got the wrong date, but the right age!hahaha...mixed up antara birthday & age dia. his day was 23rd and he turned 29 a week ago. then we started off by asking how each other are doing. according to me, i'm fine..hehe...but he was busy telling me how busy he is, with work, nak kahwin, how things have changed, his perspective of life. he was being patient all these while, handling life, bersyukur sangat - all of those things that you feel when you found the love of your life and having that person in your life, till the day you die. fine.
and he was telling me to pray, hope for the best, Allah will balas segala kesabaran kita, if you refer kat al-Quran, Allah ada sebut this and that - all those things that you said when you' re settling down, nothing else matters except for working out things to face the future with your hubby/wife, and you don't really need to hope to find someone to be with you, when there are no worries in mind whether you're going to get married or not, because you ARE getting married...in a month's time.fine.
i was a little irritated. no,no missy nice-lady today. boring pun ada tapi mengenangkan it's been a while since we contacted each other, and knowing that he's gonna get married, it was his birthday(which i'm still figuring out why did i care so much!), so i decided to ring him up and kept quiet till i got the space to mencelah. and there goes, segala laser-laser pun keluar, sampai terdiamlah cek abang tu.
it is very good to console other people. and i don't mean to deny whatever things that he said. apa yang dia cakap tu memang betul. and thru experience, he can say and advice me on what and how to do things. masalahnya, jalan cerita seseorang itu berlainan. dan usaha seseorang untuk dapat apa yang dia mahukan tu depends pada keizinan Allah Ta'ala. and if Allah does not permit you to do/have it, there goes. yang mampu kita lakukan hanyalah berdoa. redha.
degilkah cekya ni, seolah tak mahu menerima nasihat orang? i know, from his voice, he's kinda disappointed dengan penerimaan cekya. nak buat macam mana. dia dah jumpa dengan 'pintu' yang menghubungkan dia dengan kebahagiaan. dan cekya masih lagi terkial-kial dalam pencarian sendiri. secara mudahnya, cekya bagi contoh pada, katakan kita nak pergi rumah anuar zain(hahaha...contoh abg nuar la jugaaakkk). without peta. kita akan terus-terus mencari dan kalau kita jumpa, alhamdulillah dan insya-Allah, kita takkan ada masalah untuk pergi ke rumah anuar zain lagi. dan kita akan bagitahu semua yang kita dah jumpa rumah anuar zain. maka berbahagialah kita!
but, if it's destined that we are not suppose to find anuar zain's place,yet, then kita akan terus mencari, mencari dan terus mencari. nampaknya, we're not meant to meet anuar zain, not yet. sedih woo... abg nuar cumil.hahahah.... kita belum ditakdirkan untuk bertemu dengan 'pintu' yang menghubungkan kita dengan kebahagiaan tu..
maka teruslah kita menghadapi ujian Allah dalam pencarian tersebut. pada cekya, that's how we settle down. the destiny.
ermm...kalau ada yang merasakan terlalu sempit pemikiran cekya, harap maaf. ini kenyataan. kenyataan yang tidak dapat cekya sangkal.
wassalam.... s : hari ni, rasa macam nak tengok wayang lagi. huhuhuhuh....
hari ni(pada ingatan cekya) is a birthday of a friend. once, he was the closest friend i've got. i told him every problems about me and him. well it turned out that i've got the wrong date, but the right age!hahaha...mixed up antara birthday & age dia. his day was 23rd and he turned 29 a week ago. then we started off by asking how each other are doing. according to me, i'm fine..hehe...but he was busy telling me how busy he is, with work, nak kahwin, how things have changed, his perspective of life. he was being patient all these while, handling life, bersyukur sangat - all of those things that you feel when you found the love of your life and having that person in your life, till the day you die. fine.
and he was telling me to pray, hope for the best, Allah will balas segala kesabaran kita, if you refer kat al-Quran, Allah ada sebut this and that - all those things that you said when you' re settling down, nothing else matters except for working out things to face the future with your hubby/wife, and you don't really need to hope to find someone to be with you, when there are no worries in mind whether you're going to get married or not, because you ARE getting married...in a month's time.fine.
i was a little irritated. no,no missy nice-lady today. boring pun ada tapi mengenangkan it's been a while since we contacted each other, and knowing that he's gonna get married, it was his birthday(which i'm still figuring out why did i care so much!), so i decided to ring him up and kept quiet till i got the space to mencelah. and there goes, segala laser-laser pun keluar, sampai terdiamlah cek abang tu.
it is very good to console other people. and i don't mean to deny whatever things that he said. apa yang dia cakap tu memang betul. and thru experience, he can say and advice me on what and how to do things. masalahnya, jalan cerita seseorang itu berlainan. dan usaha seseorang untuk dapat apa yang dia mahukan tu depends pada keizinan Allah Ta'ala. and if Allah does not permit you to do/have it, there goes. yang mampu kita lakukan hanyalah berdoa. redha.
degilkah cekya ni, seolah tak mahu menerima nasihat orang? i know, from his voice, he's kinda disappointed dengan penerimaan cekya. nak buat macam mana. dia dah jumpa dengan 'pintu' yang menghubungkan dia dengan kebahagiaan. dan cekya masih lagi terkial-kial dalam pencarian sendiri. secara mudahnya, cekya bagi contoh pada, katakan kita nak pergi rumah anuar zain(hahaha...contoh abg nuar la jugaaakkk). without peta. kita akan terus-terus mencari dan kalau kita jumpa, alhamdulillah dan insya-Allah, kita takkan ada masalah untuk pergi ke rumah anuar zain lagi. dan kita akan bagitahu semua yang kita dah jumpa rumah anuar zain. maka berbahagialah kita!
but, if it's destined that we are not suppose to find anuar zain's place,yet, then kita akan terus mencari, mencari dan terus mencari. nampaknya, we're not meant to meet anuar zain, not yet. sedih woo... abg nuar cumil.hahahah.... kita belum ditakdirkan untuk bertemu dengan 'pintu' yang menghubungkan kita dengan kebahagiaan tu..
maka teruslah kita menghadapi ujian Allah dalam pencarian tersebut. pada cekya, that's how we settle down. the destiny.
ermm...kalau ada yang merasakan terlalu sempit pemikiran cekya, harap maaf. ini kenyataan. kenyataan yang tidak dapat cekya sangkal.
wassalam.... s : hari ni, rasa macam nak tengok wayang lagi. huhuhuhuh....
hujung minggu...
salam...
FRIDAY
at last, cekya pergi juga ke tgv petang jumaat kelmarin. and the incredibles were simply incredible! memang lawak cerita tu. tak rugi rasanya, walaupun cekya pergi menonton seorang. next movie is of course, alexander!
anyways, cekya sampai tgv petang tu at about 545pm, pi collect tiket dan terus naik ke kinokuniya. dah lama rasanya tak ber'kino'..hehe... i bought myself a magazine and a story book(terima kasih kekasih - norhayati berahim : about a lady, enggaged and tunang dia buat hal, kuar dengan pompuan lain. hangin betul! some men! sorry la, emo sket ari ni!).
mood wasn't so good that day, so that's the implication. beli tanpa memikirkan budget. kalau cekya singgah parkson or isetan, i bet i'll be buying some shirt or anything like that. duh! balik tu pulak, i bought rotiboy. i'm just a weirdo. tak pernah-pernah beli rotiboy even if bau dia semerbak sampai dalam lrt!
SATURDAY
bangun lewat. don't ask me what time. hehehe....i was down with flu, plus my mood hasn't improve. dok lepak tengok tv. i refused when my mom asked me to join her for open house @ her ex-boss' place. balik tu, she bebel, coz terpaksa jawab pertanyaan orang like where was i?why didn't i come? hehehe..biasa la ma...orang glamour lagik cumil!hahaha....duh!
SUNDAY
bangun lewat lagi. tido pun lewat coz i was so into the book i bought. at about 9, my uncle called, saying that he's coming with his family. so my mom sibuk nak prepare lunch for them. berebutlah coz i have to leave at about 1pm. promised my officemates to pick them up kat lrt kg baru, then pi cheras for an open house. how i hate rushing and wearing baju kurung dalam peluh coz kena berebut. mencik betul. sudah la hujan. and the worst part was, masa kat area pusat bandar damansara, air naik sket and it washed over my front mirror. tak nampak apa-apa langsung kat depan. memang cekya panik sangat time tu, dengan hujan lebatnya lagi! eisk...
anyways, alhamdulillah sampai jugak ke kg baru. setitik pun tak hujan! eisk..! then cekya bertolak ke cheras. ada nasi dagang, sate...makan banyak mana?eisk..jangan ditanya!
ermm..masih ingat lagi kawan baik cekya - encik ahmad? dia dah resign dari company and he's working with his dad now. he's suppose to attend the open house tapi dia sampai lewat. he called and repeatedly asked me to stay and wait for him. cekya pulak kena rush balik pj sebab dah janji nak ke open house kat bandar sri damansara. gini la lebih kurang sms between us :
cekya : ala...ko lambat sangat la. aku nak balik dah ni. i need to go. i have promised a friend, nak pi open house dia.
ahmad : please, aku dah nak sampai. kat plaza phoenix nih. tunggu la kejap.
but everybody nak balik cepat including myself. and yang pelik, semua orang tamau jumpa encik ahmad. entah la. gaduh or berjauh hati, i just don't know. i'm stucked between friends. kiri kawan, kanan pun kawan. then, we left the place sebab dah tak larat nak tunggu. masa on the way back, encik ahmad sms-ed me;
ahmad : ko nie...you left 2 minutes before i arrived. i really wanted to see you..
alahai...sedih la pulak. rasa guilty sangat. cekya sms dia banyak kali. he won't answer. merajuk gamaknya. and i messaged him kat ym but with no reply. i'm sorry encik ahmad..:(
rasa bersalah tuh tak habis sampai sekarang.....
then, cekya sampai rumah pukul 530pm, my friend was waiting for me. kitorang pun terus ke bandar sri damansara. makan lagi. the food was lontong, mihun goreng and sambal ayam. pedas gila! bergelen rasanya cekya minum air. huhuhuhu...
itulah saja cerita-ceriti cekya last weekend. pada encik ahmad, mintak mahap la... i wished you would come over to my house, ajak ramona sekali yea..dan kepada cik perut, i am so sorry as i have abused you over the weekends. hari ni, terimalah hukumannya, asyik ulang alik ke toilet. heheheh....
daaa people!wassalam...!
FRIDAY
at last, cekya pergi juga ke tgv petang jumaat kelmarin. and the incredibles were simply incredible! memang lawak cerita tu. tak rugi rasanya, walaupun cekya pergi menonton seorang. next movie is of course, alexander!
anyways, cekya sampai tgv petang tu at about 545pm, pi collect tiket dan terus naik ke kinokuniya. dah lama rasanya tak ber'kino'..hehe... i bought myself a magazine and a story book(terima kasih kekasih - norhayati berahim : about a lady, enggaged and tunang dia buat hal, kuar dengan pompuan lain. hangin betul! some men! sorry la, emo sket ari ni!).
mood wasn't so good that day, so that's the implication. beli tanpa memikirkan budget. kalau cekya singgah parkson or isetan, i bet i'll be buying some shirt or anything like that. duh! balik tu pulak, i bought rotiboy. i'm just a weirdo. tak pernah-pernah beli rotiboy even if bau dia semerbak sampai dalam lrt!
SATURDAY
bangun lewat. don't ask me what time. hehehe....i was down with flu, plus my mood hasn't improve. dok lepak tengok tv. i refused when my mom asked me to join her for open house @ her ex-boss' place. balik tu, she bebel, coz terpaksa jawab pertanyaan orang like where was i?why didn't i come? hehehe..biasa la ma...orang glamour lagik cumil!hahaha....duh!
SUNDAY
bangun lewat lagi. tido pun lewat coz i was so into the book i bought. at about 9, my uncle called, saying that he's coming with his family. so my mom sibuk nak prepare lunch for them. berebutlah coz i have to leave at about 1pm. promised my officemates to pick them up kat lrt kg baru, then pi cheras for an open house. how i hate rushing and wearing baju kurung dalam peluh coz kena berebut. mencik betul. sudah la hujan. and the worst part was, masa kat area pusat bandar damansara, air naik sket and it washed over my front mirror. tak nampak apa-apa langsung kat depan. memang cekya panik sangat time tu, dengan hujan lebatnya lagi! eisk...
anyways, alhamdulillah sampai jugak ke kg baru. setitik pun tak hujan! eisk..! then cekya bertolak ke cheras. ada nasi dagang, sate...makan banyak mana?eisk..jangan ditanya!
ermm..masih ingat lagi kawan baik cekya - encik ahmad? dia dah resign dari company and he's working with his dad now. he's suppose to attend the open house tapi dia sampai lewat. he called and repeatedly asked me to stay and wait for him. cekya pulak kena rush balik pj sebab dah janji nak ke open house kat bandar sri damansara. gini la lebih kurang sms between us :
cekya : ala...ko lambat sangat la. aku nak balik dah ni. i need to go. i have promised a friend, nak pi open house dia.
ahmad : please, aku dah nak sampai. kat plaza phoenix nih. tunggu la kejap.
but everybody nak balik cepat including myself. and yang pelik, semua orang tamau jumpa encik ahmad. entah la. gaduh or berjauh hati, i just don't know. i'm stucked between friends. kiri kawan, kanan pun kawan. then, we left the place sebab dah tak larat nak tunggu. masa on the way back, encik ahmad sms-ed me;
ahmad : ko nie...you left 2 minutes before i arrived. i really wanted to see you..
alahai...sedih la pulak. rasa guilty sangat. cekya sms dia banyak kali. he won't answer. merajuk gamaknya. and i messaged him kat ym but with no reply. i'm sorry encik ahmad..:(
rasa bersalah tuh tak habis sampai sekarang.....
then, cekya sampai rumah pukul 530pm, my friend was waiting for me. kitorang pun terus ke bandar sri damansara. makan lagi. the food was lontong, mihun goreng and sambal ayam. pedas gila! bergelen rasanya cekya minum air. huhuhuhu...
itulah saja cerita-ceriti cekya last weekend. pada encik ahmad, mintak mahap la... i wished you would come over to my house, ajak ramona sekali yea..dan kepada cik perut, i am so sorry as i have abused you over the weekends. hari ni, terimalah hukumannya, asyik ulang alik ke toilet. heheheh....
daaa people!wassalam...!
Friday, November 26, 2004
...boring friday...
salam...
kalau friday, semua orang happy coz there'll be the weekends. but not for me. ntah la..tak tahu kenapa rasa tak berapa seronok. i'll be going to an friend's open house on sunday. hope that'll change my mood by looking forward to a nice get-together.
kat luar mendung. i hope it will not rain. Ya Allah...pleaseeeeee don't let the sky burst today. hehehe....i have plans this evening. i've booked a ticket to watch 'incredibles'. alone. nothing weird about cekya going to the movies alone. cuma dalam kepala sekarang ni, nak atau tak nak. THAT is the question!
been seeing this movie's promo since i watched 'berlari ke langit'. hilarious. i guess it's funnier than a shark's tale. tengoklah macam mana nanti. oops!it's 5:00pm. gotta make my move now. take care people, and have a pleasant weekend!
wassalam!
kalau friday, semua orang happy coz there'll be the weekends. but not for me. ntah la..tak tahu kenapa rasa tak berapa seronok. i'll be going to an friend's open house on sunday. hope that'll change my mood by looking forward to a nice get-together.
kat luar mendung. i hope it will not rain. Ya Allah...pleaseeeeee don't let the sky burst today. hehehe....i have plans this evening. i've booked a ticket to watch 'incredibles'. alone. nothing weird about cekya going to the movies alone. cuma dalam kepala sekarang ni, nak atau tak nak. THAT is the question!
been seeing this movie's promo since i watched 'berlari ke langit'. hilarious. i guess it's funnier than a shark's tale. tengoklah macam mana nanti. oops!it's 5:00pm. gotta make my move now. take care people, and have a pleasant weekend!
wassalam!
jika ini ketentuan-Nya!
"...dinda tetap bahagia,meskipun cuma hidup dengan harapan. jangan kanda turuti perintah ini. cinta kanda yang dinda harapkan. bukan dari yang lain. kanda tahu betapa hati dinda terasa damai kerna dapat bertemu kembali dengan kanda..." - gusti putri retno dumilah@puteri gunung ledang
bahagiakah kita cuma dengan harapan. mampukah kita mengecap bahagia itu? dulu, cekya pernah mengharap dan mungkin, di satu sudut hati ini, masih mengharap. mengharap akan apa yang telah berlaku hanyalah mimpi peneman tidur yang panjang. mengharap agar dikejutkan dari lena supaya cekya dapat mengecapi bahagia yang memang diharapkan. mengharap agar kehilangan 'dia' hanyalah suatu mimpi. mengharap agar keluarga yang dimiliki si 'dia' sekarang adalah cerita rekaan semata.
mana mungkin.
justeru menyusun harapan takkan mungkin ada dalam diri cekya lagi. untuk apa? sedang cekya tahu harapan itu tidak akan, bukan tidak pasti, tetapi tidak akan menjadi kenyataan yang diimpikan. pahit? tentunya. persis nescafe 'o' yang sedap berasap di atas meja cekya ni.
berbeza dengan gusti putri. cinta adalah harapannya. sekadar berjumpa, sudah mampu mendamaikan jiwa. sekadar bertentang mata dan berlawan madah, sudah cukup untuk membuatkan gusti putri bahagia untuk hidup dengan harapannya.
emosi cekya tak sekuat gusti putri. tak betah untuk hanya hidup dengan harapan yang muluk-muluk dan mengabaikan kenyataan yang memualkan di depan mata.
apa motifnya catatan ini? hanya peringatan buat cekya di masa hadapan. bahawa cekya telah menasihati diri untuk tidak menyulam harapan. agar tidak menyimpan angan. kerna jika cekya gagal menggapai harapan, maka bakal jatuh terhempas segala yang diinginkan.
bukankah segala itu pedih. dan dalam waktu ini, cekya tidak mampu berjudi hidup. kerna bukan mudah untuk menyenangkan hati semua, apatah lagi hati sendiri!
Thursday, November 25, 2004
pink power!hehehe...
Your Energy is Pink. You have achieved a perfect
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material existence. You are usually
affectionate and warm, showing compassion and
love for others. Others find you genuine,
cooperative and friendly. You are a
humanitarian and you possess a deep
understanding of life. You may aspire to
philanthropy, or you may find yourself heading
or volunteering for agencies that create change
for the good of the whole. You are a leader
and are willing to take on much responsibility.
What color is your energy?
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tangisan dalam kerinduan - farah
dah a few days cekya cari lagu ni on net. alhamdulillah,adik cekya dah downloadkan malam semalam. the words are so amazing. memang sama yang macam cekya rasa for the past 3 years. cekya berharap, satu hari nanti, this uneasiness akan hilang untuk selama-lamanya. lemas rasanya...
semalam cekya mc. demam melarat pulak. jumpa doktor, he asked me why the heck that i go to the office on that day(tuesday)...alahai kena marah. so semalam,i was on bed half of the day. another half? dok masak, buat kerja rumah sikit-sikit...but still, baju yang sebakul tu tak berlipat. letih ah... rasa wear-off sangat. dengan hidung tangkap leleh lagik... eisk!
nanti cekya tulis lagi. i have loads of paper on my desk. i would say that 70% of 'em are rubbish. hehehe....cekya ni suka menyimpan. kalau duit, dah tentu kaya!hehehe...
daaa!wassalam...
p/s : ada orang tu suruh cekya makan racun rumpai basta 15 semalam untuk baikkan demam. sabo ajelah!!!
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
ding*dong*deng
salam....
well,well,well...
kerja banyak since cekya masuk office semalam. and to make things worst, i'm having fever and also flu. non-stop mengalir nih. tissue in my left hand and 100 plus on the other. begitu punya malas nak pi klinik. i might be getting an mc,pastu kena stay at home,rest,baring..etc...yang cukup melemaskan. lagi sakit, ada la...right guys? it's better if i go to work...
lunch time tadi, mamam nasi himpit, rendang kedah, rendang tok, rendang nenek...hehehe...best wooo...makan sambil bersila dalam department legal.huhuhu....we are all still in raya mood. i'm still waiting for my fever to recover. nak ganti puasa when my health allows me to. and speaking of raya mood, cekya nak bubuh a few pics i took masa raya kelmarin.
nampak tak yang macam pulut panggang tu? it's called pulut gugus. inti dia, bawang kecil, bawak puting, lengkuas & halia-blend then together. then, gaul dengan rempah beriani. tumis, and masukkan daging(yang mudah empuk). masak sampai daging hancur dan tercarik. tumis sampai kering macam serunding.
as for the pulut, beras pulut dikukus for 1/2 an hour. then, keluarkan dan gaul dengan santan. kukus again for another 1/2 an hour.
bila dah siap both bahan, ambil satu senduk or less pulut yang dah siap tu and leperkan on daun pisang yang dah disalai. bubuh the daging beriani yang dah masak tu on the pulut and roll it macam pulut panggang. balut dengan daun pisang and both hujung tu bolehlah di cucuk dengan kayu kecik macam tooth-pick tu. or kalau dah moden, staple aje.hehehe...bakar in the oven in about 5 minutes. sedap wooo...hehehe
and i also manage to snap the picture of the place i was born. hospital besar sultanah aminah.tepi laut tu...patut la pantang tengok laut, nak berendam jek!hahahaha....
bangunannya merah, patut la cekya suka kaler merah, kaler pink...hehehe...errr...kaler hospital boleh influence a new born's preferences in life ke?hahhaha...theory cekya la nih!;)
and masa cekya balik ke kl, somewhere near upm,bangi,ada sunset. i tried snapping a few tapi gambar tak cantik and below is the best shot that i manage to get. ada lagi dalam fotopage, do have a look eh?
well,well,well...
kerja banyak since cekya masuk office semalam. and to make things worst, i'm having fever and also flu. non-stop mengalir nih. tissue in my left hand and 100 plus on the other. begitu punya malas nak pi klinik. i might be getting an mc,pastu kena stay at home,rest,baring..etc...yang cukup melemaskan. lagi sakit, ada la...right guys? it's better if i go to work...
lunch time tadi, mamam nasi himpit, rendang kedah, rendang tok, rendang nenek...hehehe...best wooo...makan sambil bersila dalam department legal.huhuhu....we are all still in raya mood. i'm still waiting for my fever to recover. nak ganti puasa when my health allows me to. and speaking of raya mood, cekya nak bubuh a few pics i took masa raya kelmarin.
nampak tak yang macam pulut panggang tu? it's called pulut gugus. inti dia, bawang kecil, bawak puting, lengkuas & halia-blend then together. then, gaul dengan rempah beriani. tumis, and masukkan daging(yang mudah empuk). masak sampai daging hancur dan tercarik. tumis sampai kering macam serunding.
as for the pulut, beras pulut dikukus for 1/2 an hour. then, keluarkan dan gaul dengan santan. kukus again for another 1/2 an hour.
bila dah siap both bahan, ambil satu senduk or less pulut yang dah siap tu and leperkan on daun pisang yang dah disalai. bubuh the daging beriani yang dah masak tu on the pulut and roll it macam pulut panggang. balut dengan daun pisang and both hujung tu bolehlah di cucuk dengan kayu kecik macam tooth-pick tu. or kalau dah moden, staple aje.hehehe...bakar in the oven in about 5 minutes. sedap wooo...hehehe
and i also manage to snap the picture of the place i was born. hospital besar sultanah aminah.tepi laut tu...patut la pantang tengok laut, nak berendam jek!hahahaha....
bangunannya merah, patut la cekya suka kaler merah, kaler pink...hehehe...errr...kaler hospital boleh influence a new born's preferences in life ke?hahhaha...theory cekya la nih!;)
and masa cekya balik ke kl, somewhere near upm,bangi,ada sunset. i tried snapping a few tapi gambar tak cantik and below is the best shot that i manage to get. ada lagi dalam fotopage, do have a look eh?
rasanya, itu saja celoteh cekya buat hari ni. posting hari ni, ala-ala balas dendam sebab tak dapat nak update blog untuk sekian lama..hehehe..
take care darlings!
wassalam...
a long,long break!
assalamualaikum....
i felt like it's been weeks since i write anything here*memang dah 'weeks' pun*. memang ada niat nak tulis during raya tapi,last minute, ayah cekya kata balik KL on 5th raya coz he had to work,ada inspection kat some of the factories he visited monthly.sepatutnya 3rd raya. so tertundalah semua plan. and i didn't even get the chance to wish all of you a wonderful raya. rasanya belum terlambat, so here it goes;
SALAM AIDILFITRI TO ALL
&
Maaf Zahir Batin
cekya harap, everybody had lotsa fun during raya. jumpa sanak saudara. it was a wet raya in jb. payah nak ke mana-mana due to the heavy rains. somehow,we manage to jalan-jalan carik pasal on 1st & 2nd raya...and we spent the rest of the days, sleeping...heheheh...
dalam pada hujan tu,cekya amik banyak gambar masa raya tu. do visit my fotopage kalau teringin nak tengok kami beraya sekitar jb.hehehe...and i'll post some scenery pics later. so take care people, and pada yang bekerja, welcome back to the office!
wassalam...
i felt like it's been weeks since i write anything here*memang dah 'weeks' pun*. memang ada niat nak tulis during raya tapi,last minute, ayah cekya kata balik KL on 5th raya coz he had to work,ada inspection kat some of the factories he visited monthly.sepatutnya 3rd raya. so tertundalah semua plan. and i didn't even get the chance to wish all of you a wonderful raya. rasanya belum terlambat, so here it goes;
&
Maaf Zahir Batin
cekya harap, everybody had lotsa fun during raya. jumpa sanak saudara. it was a wet raya in jb. payah nak ke mana-mana due to the heavy rains. somehow,we manage to jalan-jalan carik pasal on 1st & 2nd raya...and we spent the rest of the days, sleeping...heheheh...
dalam pada hujan tu,cekya amik banyak gambar masa raya tu. do visit my fotopage kalau teringin nak tengok kami beraya sekitar jb.hehehe...and i'll post some scenery pics later. so take care people, and pada yang bekerja, welcome back to the office!
wassalam...
Friday, November 05, 2004
semlm...
salam blog...
serasa macam dah lama cekya tak menulis-maklumlah,orang minat menulis...sehari tak menulis pun,cekya rasa lama sangat!
anyway,yesterday was filled with tears.'dia' dari masa lampau cekya,hadir semula.he has changed in many ways.agaknya sebab dah ada isteri dan anak,maka all his bad traits dah tak ada...alhamdulillah. tapi yang tak bestnya, segala memori datang semula. dan yang paling cekya sebak, 'dia' masih ingat mama,ayah dan adik-adik cekya. 'dia' minta cekya cari someone to be married to and have a family of my own. bukanlah semudah itu!
maka semalam penuh dengan rasa sebak. sebak sebab rindukan masa dulu. rindukan segalanya. rindukan kehidupan bersama dengan 'dia'.mungkin ada officemates yang perasan. cekya buat tak tahu aje. it's gonna be more worst if i talk about it with anyone.
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anyways,cekya buka puasa dengan officemates kat paradise palace,sogo. alhamdulillah, food dia not bad. buffet for RM19.90++. taklah mahal sangat compared to other buffet yang kat hotels around kl nih. ada yang sampai rm90++...makan ke,buat kenduri tu?hehehhe....
jom la sesiapa nak belanja cekya...;)
take care people.
wassalam
p/s : alhamdulillah, awak bahagia sekarang dengan life dan family. jaga diri elok-elok,moga Allah sentiasa memberkati kehidupan awak, isteri dan baby awak.
serasa macam dah lama cekya tak menulis-maklumlah,orang minat menulis...sehari tak menulis pun,cekya rasa lama sangat!
anyway,yesterday was filled with tears.'dia' dari masa lampau cekya,hadir semula.he has changed in many ways.agaknya sebab dah ada isteri dan anak,maka all his bad traits dah tak ada...alhamdulillah. tapi yang tak bestnya, segala memori datang semula. dan yang paling cekya sebak, 'dia' masih ingat mama,ayah dan adik-adik cekya. 'dia' minta cekya cari someone to be married to and have a family of my own. bukanlah semudah itu!
maka semalam penuh dengan rasa sebak. sebak sebab rindukan masa dulu. rindukan segalanya. rindukan kehidupan bersama dengan 'dia'.mungkin ada officemates yang perasan. cekya buat tak tahu aje. it's gonna be more worst if i talk about it with anyone.
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anyways,cekya buka puasa dengan officemates kat paradise palace,sogo. alhamdulillah, food dia not bad. buffet for RM19.90++. taklah mahal sangat compared to other buffet yang kat hotels around kl nih. ada yang sampai rm90++...makan ke,buat kenduri tu?hehehhe....
jom la sesiapa nak belanja cekya...;)
take care people.
wassalam
p/s : alhamdulillah, awak bahagia sekarang dengan life dan family. jaga diri elok-elok,moga Allah sentiasa memberkati kehidupan awak, isteri dan baby awak.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
panjang umurnya!
salam blog...
semalam, 1st november, adalah birthday mak cekya. we had a simple celebration. i bought her a carrot cake, 2 chef wan's cooking books and also a wrist watch.
then lepas isya',my nieces,ira & ika came. kemain excited nyanyi lagu happy birthday untuk tok auntie diorang. hehehe....
anyways, cekya still in the same mood,like i've been for the past few days. and i have lost a friend due to my behaviour. it seems that i'm just too mengada-ngada,i guess. entahlah...Allah saja yang tahu apa yang cekya rasa masa ni. if he/she does not want to understand or learn to understand and mengharap pada cekya sahaja untuk memahami sifat dan tingkah laku dia,then cekya tak mampu. it's not gonna be a fair relationship. it's not gonna be an honest one...
cekya rasa betul-betul letih dengan keadaan sekarang. i felt like curling myself in bed,under the covers and tidur untuk satu jangka masa yang panjang and when i'm refreshed,i'll be up and ready to face my life...
betapa lemahnya cekya waktu ini. and despite having lotsa so-called friends, i'm actually alone. apa pun,cekya berterima kasih kat zuril,and all other friends kat doneeh.com yang sudi bagi encouragement pada cekya...take care friends...
wassalam!
p/s : untuk kawan yang dah tak sudi nak kawan dengan cekya tu,terima kasihlah untuk masa awak. maaf sebab tiba-tiba rasa nak mengadu hal dan mengharap agar awak menenangkan saya tapi yang sebaliknya berlaku. i guess it's only me whom has to be by your side but it's actually up to you to be around or menghilang.
semalam, 1st november, adalah birthday mak cekya. we had a simple celebration. i bought her a carrot cake, 2 chef wan's cooking books and also a wrist watch.
then lepas isya',my nieces,ira & ika came. kemain excited nyanyi lagu happy birthday untuk tok auntie diorang. hehehe....
anyways, cekya still in the same mood,like i've been for the past few days. and i have lost a friend due to my behaviour. it seems that i'm just too mengada-ngada,i guess. entahlah...Allah saja yang tahu apa yang cekya rasa masa ni. if he/she does not want to understand or learn to understand and mengharap pada cekya sahaja untuk memahami sifat dan tingkah laku dia,then cekya tak mampu. it's not gonna be a fair relationship. it's not gonna be an honest one...
cekya rasa betul-betul letih dengan keadaan sekarang. i felt like curling myself in bed,under the covers and tidur untuk satu jangka masa yang panjang and when i'm refreshed,i'll be up and ready to face my life...
betapa lemahnya cekya waktu ini. and despite having lotsa so-called friends, i'm actually alone. apa pun,cekya berterima kasih kat zuril,and all other friends kat doneeh.com yang sudi bagi encouragement pada cekya...take care friends...
wassalam!
p/s : untuk kawan yang dah tak sudi nak kawan dengan cekya tu,terima kasihlah untuk masa awak. maaf sebab tiba-tiba rasa nak mengadu hal dan mengharap agar awak menenangkan saya tapi yang sebaliknya berlaku. i guess it's only me whom has to be by your side but it's actually up to you to be around or menghilang.
Monday, November 01, 2004
*sigh*
salam....
malam ni hujan.cekya rasa tak best sangat.not only tonite tapi it's been going on for days.i've made a few people truly upset and angry with me.entah lah...
cuma yang cekya boleh cakap,cekya rasa tak best.
rasa bengang aje.and i'd prefer to keep quiet.cekya rasa tak sedap badan,plus the emotional thingy,is taking a toll on me.ada saja kata-kata orang disekeliling cekya yang buatkan cekya marah dan berkecil hati.things got worst when people couldn't care less.
cekya pun tak salahkan diorang.i'm the one who's having the emotional crisis.this is so crazy!and weird too!!
rasa macam ada sesuatu dalam diri cekya that i have to let 'it' out.by keeping 'it' in myself,i feel terrible and sesak.astaghfirullah 'al 'azim....kenapa cekya ni?
wassalam...
p/s : pada yang tinggal msg kat doneeh...thanx so much.cekya tak dapat nak balas...maaf sangat!apa pun,i truly appreciate your visits...:)
malam ni hujan.cekya rasa tak best sangat.not only tonite tapi it's been going on for days.i've made a few people truly upset and angry with me.entah lah...
cuma yang cekya boleh cakap,cekya rasa tak best.
rasa bengang aje.and i'd prefer to keep quiet.cekya rasa tak sedap badan,plus the emotional thingy,is taking a toll on me.ada saja kata-kata orang disekeliling cekya yang buatkan cekya marah dan berkecil hati.things got worst when people couldn't care less.
cekya pun tak salahkan diorang.i'm the one who's having the emotional crisis.this is so crazy!and weird too!!
rasa macam ada sesuatu dalam diri cekya that i have to let 'it' out.by keeping 'it' in myself,i feel terrible and sesak.astaghfirullah 'al 'azim....kenapa cekya ni?
wassalam...
p/s : pada yang tinggal msg kat doneeh...thanx so much.cekya tak dapat nak balas...maaf sangat!apa pun,i truly appreciate your visits...:)
Saturday, October 30, 2004
it's been...hectic!
salam bloggy....
dah berapa hari,i have lost my passion to write.entahlah...tak ada mood sungguh even if i have thousands of ideas to put in here.messages kat doneeh.com pun cekya tak update.kat office,not much work tapi ada kerja yang perlu disettlekan...
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jiran cekya,uncle rahim,passed away on wednesday morning,leaving behind his wife,auntie radziah.they don't have any children together.arwah meninggal because of lung cancer.dengar cerita,he refused to go thru chimotherapy.sedih dan sebak cekya tengok auntie radziah@teh yah masa tu.cekya faham bila kehilangan orang yang disayang buat selama-lamanya...teringat masa arwah nenek meninggal.tak sakit,tak apa,the next morning masa nak kejutkan nenek solat subuh,cekya nampak mulut arwah berbuih.mintak ayah check...yeah,she's not around anymore.and nenek meninggal sehari selepas birthday cekya...
anyways,rabu lepas,i took half day emergency leave.dalam pukul 11 baru pi office.eventhough dah mandi,cekya masih terbau-bau kapur barus.dan rasa kehilangan nenek muncul semula..emm...
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hari ni cekya nak pi tabung haji,kuarkan my savings,nak belikan birthday present mak cekya.i wanted to buy her a watch tapi dia nak buku masak chef wan,ALL of them!hehehe....nantilah tengok macam mana.rasanya i'll just buy both.and then,i'm gonna buy my brothers baju raya.tengku mahkota wants an EIC shirt.yang adiknya tak tahu pulak.high taste betul adik-adik cekya..eisk!
i hope the shopping spree would distract me form stuff in mind that i've been dwelling with for the past few days.dah tak tahan rasanya.i'm worried,i'll get headaches just because of all the things in my head...it's just not worth it eh?
it's 6.47am,saturday mornin'...this is me...signing off!
dah berapa hari,i have lost my passion to write.entahlah...tak ada mood sungguh even if i have thousands of ideas to put in here.messages kat doneeh.com pun cekya tak update.kat office,not much work tapi ada kerja yang perlu disettlekan...
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jiran cekya,uncle rahim,passed away on wednesday morning,leaving behind his wife,auntie radziah.they don't have any children together.arwah meninggal because of lung cancer.dengar cerita,he refused to go thru chimotherapy.sedih dan sebak cekya tengok auntie radziah@teh yah masa tu.cekya faham bila kehilangan orang yang disayang buat selama-lamanya...teringat masa arwah nenek meninggal.tak sakit,tak apa,the next morning masa nak kejutkan nenek solat subuh,cekya nampak mulut arwah berbuih.mintak ayah check...yeah,she's not around anymore.and nenek meninggal sehari selepas birthday cekya...
anyways,rabu lepas,i took half day emergency leave.dalam pukul 11 baru pi office.eventhough dah mandi,cekya masih terbau-bau kapur barus.dan rasa kehilangan nenek muncul semula..emm...
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hari ni cekya nak pi tabung haji,kuarkan my savings,nak belikan birthday present mak cekya.i wanted to buy her a watch tapi dia nak buku masak chef wan,ALL of them!hehehe....nantilah tengok macam mana.rasanya i'll just buy both.and then,i'm gonna buy my brothers baju raya.tengku mahkota wants an EIC shirt.yang adiknya tak tahu pulak.high taste betul adik-adik cekya..eisk!
i hope the shopping spree would distract me form stuff in mind that i've been dwelling with for the past few days.dah tak tahan rasanya.i'm worried,i'll get headaches just because of all the things in my head...it's just not worth it eh?
it's 6.47am,saturday mornin'...this is me...signing off!
Friday, October 29, 2004
pada yang sudi...
salam...
buat teman yang amat cekya sayangi...i hope you would understand,what i have inside my heart & my mind...sesungguhnya,cekya realise,who i am.so,tidak perulah lagi dipanjangkan cerita yang kita tahu,hanya suatu puisi pendek yang tak bernama...:(
moga kawan cekya faham.
wassalam...
buat teman yang amat cekya sayangi...i hope you would understand,what i have inside my heart & my mind...sesungguhnya,cekya realise,who i am.so,tidak perulah lagi dipanjangkan cerita yang kita tahu,hanya suatu puisi pendek yang tak bernama...:(
moga kawan cekya faham.
wassalam...
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
yesterday = disaster!
salam...
semalam...hish!
cekya tak tahu nak describe macam mana.the most devastating day ever in my life!
paginya ok...tapi bila tiba petang,time to go home,something happen.had an argument with my friend.cekya tak pasti apa yang membuatkan cekya jadi gitu.keadaan emosi yang tak menentu.menyampah betul!anyways,i've made amends dengan orang tu.sorry la awak!
then bila sampai rumah,baru cekya perasan,i left my ring yang mak bagi at the office.menggelabah betul.i know boleh ambil today but rasa takut sangat cincin tu hilang so cekya ambil keputusan to rush to the office after solat maghrib.
tiba office,cekya amik cincin,and a few stuff yang tertinggal petang tadi,cekya start kereta and nak balik.kat simpang tepi office tu,kinda busy so i had to wat for cars dari sebelah kanan...cekya perasan yang kereta cekya TERkedepan sangat so i decided to reverse a bit.tiba-tiba...gedeguk!!cekya tak perasan yang ada kereta kat belakang and i accidentally hit it!!uwaaaa....macam nak nangis.cekya pun jalan ke depan and terus belok kiri....cekya nampak kereta tu slow down.tapi tetiba cekya nampak kat cermin tengah,mamat tu suruh jalan gak.so jalan la...stop kat traffic light,mamat tu turun and tengok kereta dia pastu pandangmacam nak telan kat cekya.cekya-being emotionally unstable,just stare ala blank kat dia.cekya turunkan cermin but he didn't say a word...sorrylah bang!:(
enough said...pastu,kat jalan kuching,jadik lagi satu incident.i was still panic dan terkejut dengan kejadian tadi,tiba-tiba ada motor hon,rupanya cekya tak on kan lampu!dalam panic tu,sterring terpusing ke kanan and gedeganggg!!!langgar divider...aduhh...and cekya kept tekan minyak and jalan gak coz kereta memang banyak at that time.cekya adjust sterring and jalan macam biasa.lepas tu...cekya start nangis!dah la kepala tak berapa betul,campur panic,campur terkejut...cekya rasa nak berhentikan kereta kat tepi and call sesiapa to pick me up!entahlah,rasa tak menentu sangat masa tu...
then i called my friend,dia temankan cekya berbual,sampai lah ke rumah.thanx yea awak!(lepas tu kemain kutuk lagi yea...nanti laaa!)...
pastu pagi ni,nasib tak baik tu ada lagi.my brother bagitahu yang i didn't take the car keys in.it was hanging kat pintu rumah sebab kunci kereta tu attach sekali dengan kunci rumah!
and masa nak pi kerja.my left leg,stepped on my right leg kat ibu jari tu dengan tumit kasut masa nak naik kereta!hish!macam-macam la...rasa geram sangat!apa benda la cekya nih.i just don't understand myself for the past few days.ada saja yang tak kena...
i guess these past few days are not mine!sedih betul.dah lah emotionally disturbed,ada pulak jadik benda-benda yang tak diingini...
gotta go guys..wassalam!
semalam...hish!
cekya tak tahu nak describe macam mana.the most devastating day ever in my life!
paginya ok...tapi bila tiba petang,time to go home,something happen.had an argument with my friend.cekya tak pasti apa yang membuatkan cekya jadi gitu.keadaan emosi yang tak menentu.menyampah betul!anyways,i've made amends dengan orang tu.sorry la awak!
then bila sampai rumah,baru cekya perasan,i left my ring yang mak bagi at the office.menggelabah betul.i know boleh ambil today but rasa takut sangat cincin tu hilang so cekya ambil keputusan to rush to the office after solat maghrib.
tiba office,cekya amik cincin,and a few stuff yang tertinggal petang tadi,cekya start kereta and nak balik.kat simpang tepi office tu,kinda busy so i had to wat for cars dari sebelah kanan...cekya perasan yang kereta cekya TERkedepan sangat so i decided to reverse a bit.tiba-tiba...gedeguk!!cekya tak perasan yang ada kereta kat belakang and i accidentally hit it!!uwaaaa....macam nak nangis.cekya pun jalan ke depan and terus belok kiri....cekya nampak kereta tu slow down.tapi tetiba cekya nampak kat cermin tengah,mamat tu suruh jalan gak.so jalan la...stop kat traffic light,mamat tu turun and tengok kereta dia pastu pandangmacam nak telan kat cekya.cekya-being emotionally unstable,just stare ala blank kat dia.cekya turunkan cermin but he didn't say a word...sorrylah bang!:(
enough said...pastu,kat jalan kuching,jadik lagi satu incident.i was still panic dan terkejut dengan kejadian tadi,tiba-tiba ada motor hon,rupanya cekya tak on kan lampu!dalam panic tu,sterring terpusing ke kanan and gedeganggg!!!langgar divider...aduhh...and cekya kept tekan minyak and jalan gak coz kereta memang banyak at that time.cekya adjust sterring and jalan macam biasa.lepas tu...cekya start nangis!dah la kepala tak berapa betul,campur panic,campur terkejut...cekya rasa nak berhentikan kereta kat tepi and call sesiapa to pick me up!entahlah,rasa tak menentu sangat masa tu...
then i called my friend,dia temankan cekya berbual,sampai lah ke rumah.thanx yea awak!(lepas tu kemain kutuk lagi yea...nanti laaa!)...
pastu pagi ni,nasib tak baik tu ada lagi.my brother bagitahu yang i didn't take the car keys in.it was hanging kat pintu rumah sebab kunci kereta tu attach sekali dengan kunci rumah!
and masa nak pi kerja.my left leg,stepped on my right leg kat ibu jari tu dengan tumit kasut masa nak naik kereta!hish!macam-macam la...rasa geram sangat!apa benda la cekya nih.i just don't understand myself for the past few days.ada saja yang tak kena...
i guess these past few days are not mine!sedih betul.dah lah emotionally disturbed,ada pulak jadik benda-benda yang tak diingini...
gotta go guys..wassalam!
Monday, October 25, 2004
memories...
salam blog!
sabtu kelmarin,as i've wrote in my posting last week,managed to spend time dengan my collegemates dulu.we had a great laugh..masa cekya sibuk nak pilih comforter & cadar for raya,2 of them sibuk gelak-gelak,buat lawak bengong.hadui la...letih nak layan.usually,i'll be the one to be the clown tapi penyakit clown dah jangkit kat anak dara lagi 2 orang tu..eisk..rasa macam nak hantar balik jek...huhuhuhu....
pastu,masa jalan-jalan along the shops,one of them,aan,my best mate masa kat UK,hand me something.a piece of paper from our past.our days in UK...nak tengok?here it is...click on it;
::a letter written by yours truly::
i remembered,i didn't sleep for 2 days masa tu.memang letih sangat coz we had to rush for the final paper submission.masa baca kertas tu...rasa childish sangat masa tu.rasa sebak pun ada...it was the best years of my life-my studying years!i was speechless when she handed me the writings.so cekya mintak kat dia to scan and simpan.hehehe...she was happy to lend me that piece for memorable paper...
lepas balik dari buka puasa dengan my friends tu,cekya berbaring atas katil,terkebil-kebil,reminiscing the old times...;
the day i arrived kat heathrow;
the day we went out shopping to buy the necessaries;
the day we started classes;
the days we spend studying@sleeping in the library;
the days we moved about dari halls,to YMCA,to homestay;
the day when i missed my parents,my late grandma & my brothers;
the days when i get surprised calls from 'him' masa kat halls...
sedar tak sedar,it's been 5 years since i left UK.there were so many things have changed during that period of time.pahit manis hidup cekya selama 5 tahun kebelakangan ni was simple undescribable.terlalu banyak yang cekya dah tempuhi.
and some say that "pengalaman itu mematangkan"...cekya admit,it has made a big difference in ways i look at things.tapi,satu saja which spoil the whole maturity thing.i tend to cry.tanpa cekya sedari,cekya mudah tersentuh dan senang menangis...cekya pun pelik but it's the truth!
walau apa pun,cekya teramat bersyukur sebab cekya dapat mengalami sendiri cara kehidupan dan study kat tempat orang.and those memories is "tied nicely with a ribbon and kept warm" in my heart...
sampai sini dulu...till later guys!
wassalam...
sabtu kelmarin,as i've wrote in my posting last week,managed to spend time dengan my collegemates dulu.we had a great laugh..masa cekya sibuk nak pilih comforter & cadar for raya,2 of them sibuk gelak-gelak,buat lawak bengong.hadui la...letih nak layan.usually,i'll be the one to be the clown tapi penyakit clown dah jangkit kat anak dara lagi 2 orang tu..eisk..rasa macam nak hantar balik jek...huhuhuhu....
pastu,masa jalan-jalan along the shops,one of them,aan,my best mate masa kat UK,hand me something.a piece of paper from our past.our days in UK...nak tengok?here it is...click on it;
::a letter written by yours truly::
i remembered,i didn't sleep for 2 days masa tu.memang letih sangat coz we had to rush for the final paper submission.masa baca kertas tu...rasa childish sangat masa tu.rasa sebak pun ada...it was the best years of my life-my studying years!i was speechless when she handed me the writings.so cekya mintak kat dia to scan and simpan.hehehe...she was happy to lend me that piece for memorable paper...
lepas balik dari buka puasa dengan my friends tu,cekya berbaring atas katil,terkebil-kebil,reminiscing the old times...;
the day i arrived kat heathrow;
the day we went out shopping to buy the necessaries;
the day we started classes;
the days we spend studying@sleeping in the library;
the days we moved about dari halls,to YMCA,to homestay;
the day when i missed my parents,my late grandma & my brothers;
the days when i get surprised calls from 'him' masa kat halls...
sedar tak sedar,it's been 5 years since i left UK.there were so many things have changed during that period of time.pahit manis hidup cekya selama 5 tahun kebelakangan ni was simple undescribable.terlalu banyak yang cekya dah tempuhi.
and some say that "pengalaman itu mematangkan"...cekya admit,it has made a big difference in ways i look at things.tapi,satu saja which spoil the whole maturity thing.i tend to cry.tanpa cekya sedari,cekya mudah tersentuh dan senang menangis...cekya pun pelik but it's the truth!
walau apa pun,cekya teramat bersyukur sebab cekya dapat mengalami sendiri cara kehidupan dan study kat tempat orang.and those memories is "tied nicely with a ribbon and kept warm" in my heart...
sampai sini dulu...till later guys!
wassalam...
a little something for a sweet young lady...
salam...
this goes for zuril,the best little sis that i've got since blogging...;)
cekya buat nih untuk zuril...subuh gini,datang pulak idea untuk adik nih...
hope you'll like it!and thanx for the sms on PGL...hehehe...
wassalam
p/s : akak orang johor,tak pernah dengar pulak air katira.err...tapi tamau la tukor negeri...nanti balik raya,akak tanya mak long...huhuhu...;)
this goes for zuril,the best little sis that i've got since blogging...;)
cekya buat nih untuk zuril...subuh gini,datang pulak idea untuk adik nih...
hope you'll like it!and thanx for the sms on PGL...hehehe...
wassalam
p/s : akak orang johor,tak pernah dengar pulak air katira.err...tapi tamau la tukor negeri...nanti balik raya,akak tanya mak long...huhuhu...;)
Sunday, October 24, 2004
pagi 10 ramadhan...
salam...
cekya baru je call kawan cekya.promised that i would call at 430am for sahur tapi i called at 520am.gini la dialog dia;
"nih semalam janji nak call pukul pat stengah ke,lima stengah???!!!"
huhuhu...it's not that i didn't call tapi lately line coverage cukup payah!2 malam kelmarin,i got only 1 bar for my signal.tatau la..maybe line-line telecommunications tu berpuasa dak?eisk...
and i also did chatted with my old schoolmate,syara..and this was it;
me (5:26:10 AM): salammmm
me (5:26:15 AM): selamat berpuasa babe
syara (5:28:26 AM): s***** sama sama la kite
me (5:28:43 AM): insya-Alllah,raya nanti dtg umah aku ya
syara (5:29:00 AM): sowie.. aku tgh wat exam ni (ade 24 hrs take home exam ni... kene submit by 12 noon ni)
me (5:29:01 AM): no alasan bz with class and so forth...
syara (5:29:08 AM): insyaAllah..
me (5:29:11 AM): oh okkk
me (5:29:14 AM): go ahead
syara (5:29:18 AM): thx
me (5:29:22 AM): good luck
mak aih...bestnya,exam dia buleh bawak balik!hehehe....kalaulah time SPM dulu boleh angkut papers balik rumah and do it within 24 hours...alamat best student in the world la cekya!heheh...then another old schoolmate,biah,messaged me in yahoo.we even discussed about the handphone lines-especially maxis yang tak berapa elok these 2-3 days.geram betul!
biah (5:30:52 AM): s*****...
me (5:30:56 AM): yeaaaaaaaa
biah (5:31:03 AM): burppp
biah (5:31:08 AM): :">
biah (5:31:08 AM): alhamdulillah
me (5:31:12 AM):#=o
me (5:31:31 AM): syara tgh buat exam tuh
biah (5:31:50 AM): yer ker
biah (5:31:53 AM): tengah exam kul 530?
me (5:32:01 AM): 24 hrs type of exam
me (5:32:07 AM): buleh bawak balik la exam dia
me (5:32:10 AM): bukan ke best
me (5:32:16 AM): kalau exam SPM dulu
me (5:32:23 AM): boleh bawak balik
biah (5:32:46 AM): sure ko dah 6 agregate 20As kan?
me (5:32:51 AM): mmg cambridge la aku
me (5:33:01 AM): yessszaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
me (5:33:06 AM): berkilat2 sijil
me (5:33:08 AM): :D
biah (5:33:11 AM): =))
me (5:33:14 AM): aku gantung semua
me (5:33:17 AM): kasik frame
me (5:33:22 AM): laminate mana yg patut
biah (5:33:26 AM): hahahhahha
biah (5:33:29 AM): adoih adoih
me (5:36:39 AM): ermm
me (5:36:46 AM): nak tanya
me (5:37:05 AM): do u hv difficulties calling other numbers?
me (5:37:08 AM): i mean hps?
biah (5:37:27 AM): with ma number?
biah (5:37:29 AM): so far takde
me (5:37:35 AM): ermm
me (5:37:37 AM): 2-3 mlm ni
biah (5:37:37 AM): tapi everytime aku cakap ngan si jasmin
biah (5:37:41 AM): every 15 minutes
me (5:37:42 AM): nak gayut payat benor
biah (5:37:43 AM): kena cut off
me (5:37:47 AM): payah
me (5:37:51 AM): his line apa?
biah (5:38:04 AM): his maxis
biah (5:38:05 AM): me digi
biah (5:38:07 AM): dunno whose
biah (5:38:09 AM): mine kot
me (5:38:20 AM): aku rasa maxis la
me (5:38:25 AM): asyik kena cut off
me (5:38:31 AM): and freaking hard to call out
biah (5:38:32 AM): yer ker
biah (5:38:36 AM): deng
me (5:39:07 AM): ermmm
me (5:39:11 AM): puasa le line maxis
me (5:39:12 AM): lemah jek
me (5:39:13 AM): :D
biah (5:39:15 AM): =))
me (5:39:16 AM): tak sahur agak eh
biah (5:39:19 AM): orang dah berbuka
biah (5:39:23 AM): takkan tak buka2
me (5:39:41 AM): hmmm atau mebbi masa tu tgh terawikh
me (5:39:43 AM): ;))
biah (5:39:48 AM): kul 12?
biah (5:39:55 AM): bidaah sungguh maxis
me (5:40:14 AM): hah
me (5:40:17 AM): qiamullail
me (5:40:19 AM): ;))
biah (5:40:42 AM): =))
alhamdulillah,pagi ni,started off with a 'ceria' note.dah pukul 6 ni.i'm off for subuh.so have a great sunday,guys!jangan notty...;)
wassalam...
cekya baru je call kawan cekya.promised that i would call at 430am for sahur tapi i called at 520am.gini la dialog dia;
"nih semalam janji nak call pukul pat stengah ke,lima stengah???!!!"
huhuhu...it's not that i didn't call tapi lately line coverage cukup payah!2 malam kelmarin,i got only 1 bar for my signal.tatau la..maybe line-line telecommunications tu berpuasa dak?eisk...
and i also did chatted with my old schoolmate,syara..and this was it;
me (5:26:10 AM): salammmm
me (5:26:15 AM): selamat berpuasa babe
syara (5:28:26 AM): s***** sama sama la kite
me (5:28:43 AM): insya-Alllah,raya nanti dtg umah aku ya
syara (5:29:00 AM): sowie.. aku tgh wat exam ni (ade 24 hrs take home exam ni... kene submit by 12 noon ni)
me (5:29:01 AM): no alasan bz with class and so forth...
syara (5:29:08 AM): insyaAllah..
me (5:29:11 AM): oh okkk
me (5:29:14 AM): go ahead
syara (5:29:18 AM): thx
me (5:29:22 AM): good luck
mak aih...bestnya,exam dia buleh bawak balik!hehehe....kalaulah time SPM dulu boleh angkut papers balik rumah and do it within 24 hours...alamat best student in the world la cekya!heheh...then another old schoolmate,biah,messaged me in yahoo.we even discussed about the handphone lines-especially maxis yang tak berapa elok these 2-3 days.geram betul!
biah (5:30:52 AM): s*****...
me (5:30:56 AM): yeaaaaaaaa
biah (5:31:03 AM): burppp
biah (5:31:08 AM): :">
biah (5:31:08 AM): alhamdulillah
me (5:31:12 AM):#=o
me (5:31:31 AM): syara tgh buat exam tuh
biah (5:31:50 AM): yer ker
biah (5:31:53 AM): tengah exam kul 530?
me (5:32:01 AM): 24 hrs type of exam
me (5:32:07 AM): buleh bawak balik la exam dia
me (5:32:10 AM): bukan ke best
me (5:32:16 AM): kalau exam SPM dulu
me (5:32:23 AM): boleh bawak balik
biah (5:32:46 AM): sure ko dah 6 agregate 20As kan?
me (5:32:51 AM): mmg cambridge la aku
me (5:33:01 AM): yessszaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
me (5:33:06 AM): berkilat2 sijil
me (5:33:08 AM): :D
biah (5:33:11 AM): =))
me (5:33:14 AM): aku gantung semua
me (5:33:17 AM): kasik frame
me (5:33:22 AM): laminate mana yg patut
biah (5:33:26 AM): hahahhahha
biah (5:33:29 AM): adoih adoih
me (5:36:39 AM): ermm
me (5:36:46 AM): nak tanya
me (5:37:05 AM): do u hv difficulties calling other numbers?
me (5:37:08 AM): i mean hps?
biah (5:37:27 AM): with ma number?
biah (5:37:29 AM): so far takde
me (5:37:35 AM): ermm
me (5:37:37 AM): 2-3 mlm ni
biah (5:37:37 AM): tapi everytime aku cakap ngan si jasmin
biah (5:37:41 AM): every 15 minutes
me (5:37:42 AM): nak gayut payat benor
biah (5:37:43 AM): kena cut off
me (5:37:47 AM): payah
me (5:37:51 AM): his line apa?
biah (5:38:04 AM): his maxis
biah (5:38:05 AM): me digi
biah (5:38:07 AM): dunno whose
biah (5:38:09 AM): mine kot
me (5:38:20 AM): aku rasa maxis la
me (5:38:25 AM): asyik kena cut off
me (5:38:31 AM): and freaking hard to call out
biah (5:38:32 AM): yer ker
biah (5:38:36 AM): deng
me (5:39:07 AM): ermmm
me (5:39:11 AM): puasa le line maxis
me (5:39:12 AM): lemah jek
me (5:39:13 AM): :D
biah (5:39:15 AM): =))
me (5:39:16 AM): tak sahur agak eh
biah (5:39:19 AM): orang dah berbuka
biah (5:39:23 AM): takkan tak buka2
me (5:39:41 AM): hmmm atau mebbi masa tu tgh terawikh
me (5:39:43 AM): ;))
biah (5:39:48 AM): kul 12?
biah (5:39:55 AM): bidaah sungguh maxis
me (5:40:14 AM): hah
me (5:40:17 AM): qiamullail
me (5:40:19 AM): ;))
biah (5:40:42 AM): =))
alhamdulillah,pagi ni,started off with a 'ceria' note.dah pukul 6 ni.i'm off for subuh.so have a great sunday,guys!jangan notty...;)
wassalam...
Saturday, October 23, 2004
emm....
salam blog!
it's 5:36am,saturday morning.
i'm actually not in the mood for anything since yesterday.and i can't sleep last nite.it took me hours to get my eyes closed.pagi ni,payah nak bangun sahur!
masa tengah golek-golek tu,i wrote something.something that represents what i feel;
mengapa harus aku lalui
getar hati yang cukup meresahkan
merebah tubuh tidak menyenangkan
bersimpuh juga tidak membantu
apatah lagi untuk tegak berdiri
teramat pasti,fikiranku terganggu
banyak yang tidak terungkap
aku betul benci dengan rasa ini
bosan aku dengan keluh yang sarat
mungkin ia hanya mainan perasaan
lantas jiwa menjadi mangsa
cuma hati kecil berharap
segalanya berakhir
dan mengusir rasa tidak senang
ya Allah,padamu aku berserah
atas ketidaktentuan emosi ini
atas kelemahan akal yang terkadang
tidak bertepi...
i just can't understand myself sometimes.the fact that i let myself being dependant to certain people,and when the person's not around,i tend to get myself carried away.i truly hate it!urghhh!!!!
dah nak pukul 6 pagi.i guess i better get off and solat subuh.till later...
wassalam...
p/s : the buka puasa with colleagues went well.i'll post the pics on monday,insya-Allah!errr....i think about 'you' alot.why ah?arghh....lembik betul cekya nihhh!
it's 5:36am,saturday morning.
i'm actually not in the mood for anything since yesterday.and i can't sleep last nite.it took me hours to get my eyes closed.pagi ni,payah nak bangun sahur!
masa tengah golek-golek tu,i wrote something.something that represents what i feel;
mengapa harus aku lalui
getar hati yang cukup meresahkan
merebah tubuh tidak menyenangkan
bersimpuh juga tidak membantu
apatah lagi untuk tegak berdiri
teramat pasti,fikiranku terganggu
banyak yang tidak terungkap
aku betul benci dengan rasa ini
bosan aku dengan keluh yang sarat
mungkin ia hanya mainan perasaan
lantas jiwa menjadi mangsa
cuma hati kecil berharap
segalanya berakhir
dan mengusir rasa tidak senang
ya Allah,padamu aku berserah
atas ketidaktentuan emosi ini
atas kelemahan akal yang terkadang
tidak bertepi...
i just can't understand myself sometimes.the fact that i let myself being dependant to certain people,and when the person's not around,i tend to get myself carried away.i truly hate it!urghhh!!!!
dah nak pukul 6 pagi.i guess i better get off and solat subuh.till later...
wassalam...
p/s : the buka puasa with colleagues went well.i'll post the pics on monday,insya-Allah!errr....i think about 'you' alot.why ah?arghh....lembik betul cekya nihhh!
Friday, October 22, 2004
salam...
i got this test from robert's blog.there's no harm in taking the test....and these are my results;
it's 11:09pm.i'm truly bored!duh!
wassalam...
i got this test from robert's blog.there's no harm in taking the test....and these are my results;
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Low |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
|
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
it's 11:09pm.i'm truly bored!duh!
wassalam...
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