Wednesday, June 30, 2004


emosimu sering berbelak
sebentar hitam
kadang putih

bila kau hitam
semacam berkisar segalanya
mulut mu enggan berkata banyak
setakat menjawab soalan
jelingan kau tajam
seolah benci itu tertera di raut wajah
kau lebih diam dari mendengus

tatkala putih terpalit
senyum sering di bibirmu
kau keletah bercerita
cerita tentang rindu
bagai bimbang ada yang keciciran
aku tenang melihat kau begitu
melakar kasih dengan butir bicaramu

alangkah manis,kalau kau sering menjadi si putih...


Tuesday, June 29, 2004

~at dusk~

hi people...

took some pictures on my way home.oh yeah!met a friend of mine.she asked her to take her wedding pictures..extra worries.i'll do it my friend.and please,do not bother about what other people say.i believe,you have made the right choice and i'll always pray for your happiness...

here are some snaps.not perfect but i love them!

a pic i took near kg baru lrt station.the view is even better at night..!

my 'kampung's' masjid before nightfall..

in my brother's modified vroommm vroommm daihatsu charade...tinted screen maa!huhuhu...

bunga sundal malam..?nope!but i got goosebumps looking at the pic!and my mom said it looks...well...unique!

i guess that's about it.till tomorrow darlings!
wassalam and have a good sleep..

p/s:awak,i missed ur eyes..:)

::golden rules::

assalamualaikum readers...
i was searching for articles on photography techniques and i would like to share these golden rules with you guys which i find interesting...

"always bring your camera"
the number one reason why people miss good pictures is because they don't have a camera. make it a habit to always carry a camera with you, because you never know what you could miss.

"shoot more"
if you think you shoot enough - you don't. especially if you have a digital camera, because there is no added cost to taking more photographs. why take just one picture if you can take several? are you in a place you may never visit again? take a picture, because even the most boring day to day scenes can become historical in just a few years of time.

"trust your eye"
studying laws of composition is fine, but when it comes down to you must trust your eye. when you frame the shot, move the camera and explore the scene. when you find an angle or composition that FEELS good to you, take the picture immediately. you can (and should) get several more shots.

"train your eye"
look at the pictures you have taken and critique your own work. did the image turn out like you planned? do you like the composition? this self-review stage is essential for you to improve your photographic "spider-sense".

"know your camera"
you don't need to memorize every feature right away, but over time you should be comfortable enough so that operating your camera becomes second nature. it's like learning to shift gears or ride a bicycle - only when the machine becomes transparent are you really driving.

"always work on a copy"
this essential guide is new for the era of digital photography. remember that until you make a backup copy your digital photo is a one of a kind original. make it a habit to make copies immediately after loading them from your camera, even before looking at them! back up your images onto removable media as often as you can.

read on at the site i've linked earlier...have fun taking pics guys!

Monday, June 28, 2004

::aku ke yang bermimpi?::

aku rasa
aku masih belum bangun dari mimpi
aku masih terlayang oleh kata-kata seorang manusia
aku masih tertipu dengan ucap manisnya
walaupun aku tahu,ianya mungkin tidak benar..

aku ingin
aku mahu tahu apa yang ada dalam batu jemalanya
aku mahu meneroka isi hatinya
aku mahu untuk tidak dibohongi buat sekelian kali
walaupun aku tahu,sangat mustahil untuk aku kenali dia yang sebenar..

kadang itu
aku rasa bodoh yang teramat
seluruh hidupku penuh dengan kepercayaan,trust
aku percaya kerana aku ikhlas
aku percaya kerana aku tidak pernah punya agenda untuk mempermainkan
lantas kenapa aku dibalas dengan ini semua..

jika 'tidak'
kalau 'tidak' yang dimaksudkan
luahkan saja dari lidah pantasmu
aku bisa menerima segalanya
aku sudah lali dengan perkara seperti ini..

tidak ada
tidak wujud sebab mengapa aku tidak boleh menerima kenyataan
aku sudah cukup kuat untuk mendengar kata-kata itu untuk sekian kalinya
aku tahu Allah sentiasa bersama
dan aku sudah jemu kerna asyik dijadikan bahan..

kasih itu
kasih pada Allah kekal abadi
aku tak pernah menidakkan hakNya
tapi kau dan aku manusia yang akan mati suatu hari nanti
manusia berperasaan yang mahu menyahut seruanNya dengan ada orang tersayang di sisi,mendoakan..

keterlaluan kah aku
sedangkan harapan itu,kau yang letakkan
aku tahu
yang salah,aku,aku,aku
yang sentiasa benar,kau,kau,kau..




..this picture made me smile this morning,a nice way to start my monday ..

till later guys!

Sunday, June 27, 2004

hot,hot day!

assalamualaikum readers(if i do have any!)...

went to my friend’s wedding.the weather was disastrously hot..there were many new developed housing area,therefore,no trees whatsoeva.lin & syahril look good together..i prayed nothing but happiness for both of them...

then,i went to one utama with my close friends.4 of us.OU was crowded..lotsa people.i was excited when we arrived coz there were a photography exhibition by malaysian photographers.whoever are interested,do visit OU.they have great wide selection of photos.there are range of black & whites as well..i was planning on scanning the pamphlet for you guys to see but I left it at san francisco when we stopped for coffee.duh!the exhibition thingy will be till end of the month..

and i’m suppose to visit balai seni lukis negara for another photography exhibition.i HAVE to visit the place next week.last week and this week were full of plans.coz a friend of mine is pictured in one of the photos.i forgot about the theme but it’s about muslims in britain,indonesia and malaysia.i guess it’s an interesting exhibition.i saw the photos of my friend and her family and gosh!they look damn good...especially the technique used which i’m not sure of the technique’s name..huhuhu...

anybody knows any website about photography techniques?i'm just so into photography...

it's late...till tomorrow!



i got myself full with plans during the weekends.pampered myself with 3 of my favourie stuff-books,movie & photography!watched 'berlari ke langit' at gsc midvalley-all by myself.

the crowd was not as the usuals.surprisingly!
got my ticket and had breakfast.

while waiting for the show,went to grab 2 books by julie garwoods & sandra brown,my 6610's housing and also a pouch for my phone.don't wanna scratch the phone screen again..huhuhu!

and i took a few pics for you guys' view..enjoy!

..from bangsar lrt station..

..the steps..

till later guys..bye!

Friday, June 25, 2004


tatkala air mencurah ke tubuh
terasa bagai digeser pasir
ngilu menjalar
menggigit segala saraf
gigi mencengkam bibir erat
mata terpejam kejap
nafas meracau
menahan bisa
sakit yang asalnya dari hati
yang sudah terasa dalam realiti
hati yang dulunya pernah teguh
enggan goyah
kini bertaburan
kini perlu dipujuk semula
agar kuat kembali




a very good morning to everyone..

i still don't feel well today so i guess i won't be whining as much as the usual days.i'm pretty hungry this morning but i can't decide on having anything so i just stick to a mug of hot black nescafe and dream about roti canai or a plate of nasi lemak which i haven't had for months now..

yesterday,shah told me to do some modifications and design to his company's profile and list of services.i repeatedly told him that i AM NOT creative enough to design something that big...something that has to attract not only ONE but all of his clients..and he repeatedly asked me to TRY..

fine,i'll try to do it this coming weekends.ohh that reminds me,i actually planned for a movie tomorrow-the usual morning show!huhu...and i have a wedding to attend on sunday in klang.i have asked a friend of mine to be my 'escort'..heheh...wondered if she can make it..

insya-Allah i'll write more tomorrow on the movie i MIGHT be watching and the wedding..


Thursday, June 24, 2004



hi guys...

i'm still coughing.
and only Allah knows how hard i struggled getting the phlegms outta my lungs this morning.
oh it was terrible!
the awful and bitter taste is still clinging..ugh!!
as a result,my throat was so dry that i can't even i bought some cold chrysanthemum tea,on the way to the office..
and soon as i sit on my chair,i just drank it up.. just feels so good..demm!heheh..(wait till shah reads this-i'm dead)

i'm off for now..haven't take my cough mix & the antibiotics..huhu...

till later..

me,dark mag?

you are darkmagenta

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.
the html color quiz

Wednesday, June 23, 2004


hari ini,aku nak menulis buat pertama kalinya dalam bahasa melayu..

hari ini,aku bertelagah dengan dia..
tentang sikapnya..dan juga sikap aku..
mungkin,dalam aku sakit-sakit begini..
cepat terasa..
cepat sensitif..
cepat tersentuh..
kerana aku tahu,aku ada dia..
aku mahukan sejuta perhatian darinya..
dia sibuk,dengan kerja,dengan tanggungjawab..
aku,leka dengan hingus,dengan badan panas..
kami berlawan cakap..
sesuatu yang aku mahu jauhi..
mungkin bukan silap dia..
kenapa...aku tidak berubah?
kenapa...aku tidak kuat semangat?
kenapa...aku tiba-tiba menjadi manusia cengeng?
caranya bercakap,sama seperti seseorang di masa lampauku..
nyata,aku tidak pernah mengubah sikapku yang terlampau..
bagaimana harus aku lakukan?
bagaimana aku mahu jauh labih matang dari sekarang?
bagaimana untuk aku ubah cara keanakan yang kadang-kadang terjengul dari diriku yang sebenar?

untuk dia-shahreez ridhwan,aku mohon maaf,kerana tiba-tiba membenarkan diriku menjadi diriku sendiri..

aku letih...esok aja!

~~saturday nite fever~~

assalamualaikum guys...

i've been sick,totally sick since saturday nite..and yesterday was disasterous.well something happen,made me cry a whole lot.i just can't seem to accept what's going on now.i wish to ignore it but this has got to do with my life,my future..i prayed hard to Allah so that i can forget everything.the reason me being sick-besides the HOT weather-was excessive flow of tears..

i have a quote here which i got from a good friend of mine:

"..fate determines who come into our lives..
..the heart determines who stays.."

i just can't write anymore..maybe later,when i have the strength again..coz the flu,sorethroat and steamy hot body(hehe-kinda funny to express fever this way)is here to stay for quite a while..


Monday, June 21, 2004

Grammar God!
You are a GRAMMAR GOD!

If your mission in life is not already to
preserve the English tongue, it should be.
Congratulations and thank you!

How grammatically sound are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

~quit hoping,should i?~

"aku tak percaya lagi akan apa yg kau beri
aku terdampar disini tersudut menunggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi akan guna matahari
yg dulu mampu terangi sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat tak ada cinta kudapat
mengapa ada derita bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam bila putih menyenangkan

aku pulang tanpa dendam
kuterima kekalahanku
aku pulang tanpa dendam
kusalutkan kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukan aku bahagia kau tunjukan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia kau berikan aku derita"

-berhenti berharap-
-sheila on 7-

the weekend!


i planned for either a photography exhibition or a movie on last saturday with shah but in a middle of it,got a call from my mom,telling me to come home early and shah got a call from his housemate,something came up,needing him to come home as early as possible..we got irritated,somehow,so we spent time around klcc and took some pics..

shah took this one..i love it so much!

were sitting near this small waterfalls..i saw the running water and took a snap!

truly hot saturday..well we were resting under the shades..
fountains!really wanna plunge ourselves in the water!

i took this on sunday evening..subhanAllah!amazing view..

i was having fever on must be the hot whole body was aching,along with sorethroat and headache..

however,i'm here in the office this morning and i hope i should get better by the end of the day..

till later darlings..bye!

Friday, June 18, 2004

money = waterfall


hi people!

i have plans for the evening,after office.heading for klcc to fix my dad's watch.the theory,i bought it there so supposedly,i have to go to the particular shop to's like a yearly thingy.the watch would have problems once a year.huhuhuh....i just notice this few days back when my dad asked when was the last time his watch was sent for's either the battery's out or something to do with the stuff inside the watch.and expenses like this would popped-up whenever i get my pay..huhu!

shah's coming with me,insya-Allah,if he hasn't got any last minute appointments with any clients.and he mentioned that he wants to get some stuff at sony the klcc 'trip' will worth it.otherwise,it'll be wasting time,being in crowds and all which me and him really hate.well this is the first time i mention him..we're trying to make things work..the relationship,i mean..

we discussed a whole length of everything.if things do 'click' between us,he mentioned to me that there will be no ring or wedding bells in a near future.and i can't agree more.both of us have commitments to our family..we got small brothers and sisters so there are so many sacrifices that has to be made.i'm just glad that we have an understanding on each other's responsibilities..

gotta go guys.i got stomach cramps.gonna find some ointment or something...daaa!

Thursday, June 17, 2004


..i think alot about you and us today..

..thank you giving me a priceless treasure,i shall guard it with my life..


+the kinda girl i am+

GIRLY GIRL - Clever Kitty
A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.

Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,

Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..

You might like this game, but maybe it's not your
thing. Take a look anyway if you are

What kind of girl are you?
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solve 'em!

hey people..

i got this new may look childish but somehow,it has filled my time and distracted me from thinking about unnecessary issues!huhuhu..

this jigsaw puzzle site (free!) is really a great place,at least for me..;)

do try it...nice pictures to solve...:)

Monday, June 14, 2004


assalamualaikum friends...

i did a posting before this and decided to delete was not worth it,filling up my blog with the anger i have,juggling up and down in my mind..

i'm awfully hurt physically - my migraine's in town for a visit.
i'm undeniably hurt emotionally - he ruined my feelings badly.
i'm absolutely infected by the syndrome - monday blues.

as a result,i'm all grumpy,which i really hate!i was planning a nap when i reach the office but the workload was suddenly hanging onto my belt!

oh i feel awful!

till later...wassalam

Friday, June 11, 2004


I'm Monica Gellar-Bing from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

created by stomps.

p/s:alamakkkk...i'm monica...da perfectionist which i'm obviously NOT!riz,i guess we didn't expect the outcome eh?huhuhu...

Thursday, June 10, 2004


i got this from a dear friend...sir 'o'...

miss talking to you dear friend!

nope...didn't impress me at all!

this lyric is for someone...i know,i'm not good,at all...but i'm not really amaze by who you are..

I've known a few guys who thought they were pretty smart
But you've got being right down to an art
You think you're a genius -- you drive me up the wall
You're a regular original, a know-it-all

Oh-oo-oh, you think you're special
Oh-oo-oh, you think you're something else

Okay, so you're a rocket scientist
That don't impress me much

So you got the brain but have you got the touch
Don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much

I never knew a guy who carried a mirror in his pocket
And a comb up his sleeve -- just in case
All that extra hold gell in his hair oughtta lock it
'Cause Heaven forbid that it should fall out of place

Okay, so you're Brad Pitt
That don't impress me much
So you got the looks but have you got the touch
Don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much

You're one of those guys who likes to shine his machine
You make me take off my shoes before you let me get in
I can't believe you kiss your car good night
C'mon baby tell me -- you must be jokin', right!

Okay, so you've got a car
That don't impress me much
So you got the moves but have you got the touch
Don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night

That don't impress me much
You think you're cool but have you got the touch
Don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much

Okay, so what do you think you're Elvis or something...
Boy that hurt
That don't impress me much

so guys...

if u're thinking about hurting someone else...others people might get to you...
don't just think that if u're hurt...others don't have the possibility to get hurt as well...

Wednesday, June 09, 2004


no...not me...but i do have little flu...but people in malaysia...huhuhu

the akademi fantasia(it's a 'american idol' kinda contest) has started and i get to watch some glimpse on the audition before they select 12 final contestants..

goodness!i don't mean to say bad things about's all in their hands,whether to give it a try or what's just that,don't they realise,that most of them can't sing.they don't really have 'it'..don't they realise that the recording would be broadcast on astro(i think they should not be showing all these)huhuhu...

too much of the 'malaysia boleh' in mind,i suppose?

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

.:me,myself & i:.


Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator

serious - on earth??
unreal - well,sometimes...
refreshing - huhuhu..ooh la! la!
arty - yeah,sort of...huhuhu
yummy - beware,darlings!hahahaha
ambivalent - yeah,i'm always undecided...


hi people..

got up late this morn and i just can't find the plastic bag i stuffed my clothes and undergarments.well i had to clean up my room the other weekend for the renovation thingy.i purposely put the bags in front of my room,at the corridor for easy access.and one of the bags was accidentally moved,which would take time to find as everything is in black coloured bags..asked my mom and we started a little selfish,got a little irritated as i was late for office..and the dumb mouth started mumbling..

and my big boss got into the picture when all the fuss started to happen..he got a irritated as well and start tearing the plastic bags.he went ballistic!my mom got furious and she started crying as she was the one packing things up,putting then properly in the was no easy task as i had a tiring day packing my stuff during the weekend and i didn't get to finish it.i know,it was really heart-breaking to see such things done.

i just regret having to ask her about the bags..should have search it all by myself..!urghhhh!!!

Monday, June 07, 2004

::busy day::

hello everybody!

it was quite hectic in the office boss was busy attending few important meetings.the vendors were there in the office for the new leased line another colleague took annual leave and we got a new technical support person in the was a spinning situation!huhuhuhu...

the connection is also quite slow from and to all of our subsidiaries.the email server was giving quite a handful of problems as well..monday!monday!dizzy buzy!the new person can't blink his eyes.he thought it's like a twister coming in! he mentioned.."kenapa tiba-tiba macam kena ribut aje nih kak?"..hehehe...

my dear friend i watched 'pontianak harum sundal malam' with dropped by after maghrib.told her that i need to download some pictures from the digicam she,below is a picture i took while waiting before entering the cinema.

i know it's not as sharp but i love the scenery...up and high!if we don't have any gravity pulling,i would have jumped!huhuhu...

till later darlings!nite!

are you married?


lately,i was showered by the above question..i was and will always be immensely touched by this gimme-a-break kinda question.the fact that i can't answer the questions which follows have made me so reluctant to answer even this know...why?when?what?

and since my house is being renovated,to fix here and there,my closest relatives,even neighbours are also throwing cynical statements to my mom,e.g are we gonna celebrate a son-in-law,so just hurts me so much..

once,my aunt said that i WILL NOT get married first...not in a near future,or'll be my second brother who would be the first to tie the knot..the statement was rather hurtful as it shows that i'm not favourable,among family,let alone in the society!

frankly,in my opinion,i don't think anyone wants me.i believe,my fate is in ALLAH's i wish i would know what's in it for i would just tell them what's gonna happen and just leave me by myself,as well as my mom..

and the fact that most of my friends are actually married or at least enggaged,have made me think about the whole think is just so frustrating like hell!

i have tried not to think about it too much as i know,it will definitely ruin my mood and i'll start wasting my tears and get over-emotional about how things are going on and how it would be in's not only nerve-cracking but it'll just wash away the positive stuff i've 'planted' in my mind..

and most men i know..they have lust-driven type of relationships in mind which is just so disgusting and it makes me sick just thinking about them!so much for a 'no-committment kinda relationship'..duh!they think,life is THAT easy.unbelievable!

that's all i wanna say..

Friday, June 04, 2004

movie day,again!

assalamualaikum people...

i went out early form house this morning.planning to have a movie marathon with a dear friend(she took leave just for the marathon..hehehe).unfortunately,the queueing up was a frustrating experience so we settled for pontianak harum sundal malam.horror movie.scary sound system.gave me goosebumps!the experience is like i-want-to-get-off-the-seat kinda feeling.huhuhu...acted well by maya karin as the blood-eyed she always mentioned in the movie-"pulangkan!pulangkan apa yang kau rampas dari aku!"("return it!return whatever that you have taken away from me!")it was a movie of shocks as there is always a ghost turning up at the wrong place,wrong's actually a story of a lady's revenge to the man whom had took her life,her family,her house and her treasures.

moral-don't pick on other people's life.

then we proceed to central market coz the dear friend of mine wants to make some souvenir outta few pictures that she got from her officemates.she wanted to give to an officemate who is gonna leave the company,middle june.waited for another half an hour for the thing to be turn out to be a nice coloured tile,with scattered pictures and a small clock on the left side of the tile.

oh yeah!i was stopped by an 8TV crew when i was walking towards the klcc's lrt station. he asked me whether i would wanna be on tv.huhuhu....he wants to ask me some questions and i would be on tv.i guess they want opinions from the public on their station.i said no..can't imagine that i just turned down an offer! if it's a shooting for a movie - langsuir wangi mawar petang?huhuhu...;)

my mom called and asked my to come home as my little nieces are busy asking where i was.huh!so we took the next lrt was a tiring day,i tell you..

till later darlings!

Thursday, June 03, 2004

~syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma - let's remain thankful with what we have~

a poem,recited by dian sastrowardoyo in the song - alhamdulillah,by too phat,feat. yassin.

disaat waktu berhenti...kosong
dimensi membutakan mata,memekakkan telinga
lalu diri menjadi hampa
saat paradigma dunia tak lagi digunakan untuk menerkam
sadarku akan hadirmu,mematahkan sendi-sendi yang biasanya tegak berdiri...

sujudku pun takkan memuaskan inginku
'tuk hanturkan sembah sedalam kalbu
adapun kusembahkan syukur padamu ya Allah
untuk nama,harta dan keluarga yang mencinta
dan perjalanan yang sejauh ini tertempa
alhamdulillah pilihan dan kesempatan
yang membuat hamba mengerti lebih baik makna diri
semua lebih berarti akan mudah dihayati

..let's sit and ponder these few words of thousands meaning..

*twirling tweety*

afternoon people!i got this from riz's place..

You are Tweety!

You are cute, and everyone loves you.
You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing.
You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt.
Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time.
Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.

last nite

i had not so good instincts for the past few days and last nite was somewhat reached the peak of like everything!i have the feelings that my cousin’s hubby is cheating on’s not that i wanna intrude or anything.from the look at it,from the few things i notice-which i dare not tell,i have a strong feelings that he’s seeing someone else.what does it matter to me,you ask?well i’ve been baby-sitting their daughters for few months now.i’m just concern about the kids.i just wish that my instincts were not true.ya Allah,please,be it just a stupid hunch..

...on a lighter note...

i watched miss universe 2004 last nite with my mom and my cousin’s daughters.miss australia – jennifer hawkins won the title.the aussie model’s sweet and was unexpected as i was eyeing for miss paraguay to grab the crown.and i fall asleep smiling,thinking that i won’t even be miss petaling jaya...huhuhuuh


this morning

i saw four helicopters crossed the sky of brickfields this morning,after the kl sentral station.and everybody was busy looking and had ‘waaaa!’ expressions on their faces.and i bet they won’t have that look if there were in iraq or palestine eh?huhuhu...they might be grieving and shouting for help!alhamdulillah,we have all the peace we want in malaysia..we feel safe at every places that we go.there’s no need to worry unnecessarily to go across the country...alhamdulillah,ya Allah!

...on a lighter note...

i heard beads falling kinda sound on the floor of the lrt.i turned on my right and i saw this lady,bending down,trying to pick up the beads from her bracelet.the bracelet’s strip had accidentally cut off.was just wondering,it’s just simple beads.why is she busy looking for the missing ones.i suppose,it had sentimental values.and everybody were busy helping her to find those little purple coloured beads.good,good!i would have been a help too,if I’m not too far from her..hoped that she’ll get to amend the bracelet..for if might hold something priceless to her!

Tuesday, June 01, 2004



it's approximately 4:40pm here in kl.i'm in the office.been a little busy handling few stuff,not to mention a few phone calls..

my bro called,said that he wouldn't be able to fetch me from the train station coz he sent his car to the mechanics.i just can't figure out,why the heck that he's sending the damn car at this time of the day and not early in the morning.why on earth do he picked up the time when i'm heading back!he said his car will be available at about 7:30pm and suggested that i go "merayap dulu"..eisk!

this is when,i see the need to buy a car.this is when,i start counting my monthly income to fit the expenses when i have a car.when the calculation is completed,i guess the obligation of paying a kinda huge amount of money is just not applicable to yours truly..


i suppose,everybody hates it when there are any looks like i had to go off early,so i would grab a cab at the station-which if i'm late,it will take me,most probably around 1/2 hour to hop in a cab.clearly,everybody's heading home,now don't they?

it's 1o minutes to 5pm and i'll just go and get ready to head home...huhuhu...

till later...


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