::insecured?::

salam....hi guys!

tadi,masa cekya tengah bosan buat kerja(i left my work open and surf in another window..hehehe)a kinda close friend of mine datang kat tempat duduk cekya.we’re quite close in terms of mengadu pasal problems.not all but we know that we have each other to turn to kalau ada apa-apa..

ahmad : ermm…dah lebih 12 jam dah ni.girlfriend aku tak call...
cekya : la…why?you guys gaduh ke?
ahmad : taklah..she went back to pahang,ada uncle dia meninggal..
cekya : tak ada signal kot kat kampung..
ahmad : memang la tak ada signal..i tried calling,tapi tak dapat.but there are always fixed line that she can use..!
cekya : ala..maybe she was busy tolong itu ini.you have to understand.
ahmad : if i go to any funeral ke apa,i’m sure to call her,seminit pun i call.kalau tidak,dia tanya,kenapa tak call...masa kat UK,she will call me,balik kelas,pi kelas..nak tido,bangkit tido...agaknya,dia tak suka kat aku lagi kot..
cekya : ya Allah…apsal fikir macam tu??she’s busy la tu.and maybe family uncle dia simpan the fixed line phones.we wouldn’t wanna receive calls time-time macam tu right?
ahmad : i just don’t know why i feel insecured.
cekya : dah la,don’t worry...tak ada apa-apa tu..she will call you when she arrive in kl.when is she coming back?
ahmad : today.
cekya : insya-Allah she’ll call you when she arrives or as soon as she got her hp’s signal..

(...and ahmad looked sad and worried as he was before…i know he still doesn’t feel good about it...)

cekya kesian jugak kat dia coz i know how he feels.cekya akan tetap call walaupun seminit untuk bagitahu cekya kat mana.tak nak orang bimbang. it’s all because we care about people around us…memang it’s not healthy to feel this way tapi kadang-kadang kita terasa macam tu…if we can do it and sacrificed the situation just to make a 30 seconds phone call,just to inform our partner that we are safe and everything is alrite,why can’t they do the same.isn’t relationships are all about ‘give & take’...why can’t some of our partners give in as much as we have?

memang sedap nasihatkan orang but we always feel that way...even ahmad’s girlfriend felt uneasy everytime he didn’t get to call to inform about his whereabouts or condition...and she’s actually doing it to him now...kadang-kadang,kita tak suka apa yang orang buat pada kita but at the same time,without us realizing,we’re doing the same thing to other people...

i just pray that ahmad’s girl is safe and sound.

and for you guys out there...give you loved ones a ring.they might worrying about you at this moment...;)

wassalam!