salam bloggy....
dah berapa hari,i have lost my passion to write.entahlah...tak ada mood sungguh even if i have thousands of ideas to put in here.messages kat doneeh.com pun cekya tak update.kat office,not much work tapi ada kerja yang perlu disettlekan...
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jiran cekya,uncle rahim,passed away on wednesday morning,leaving behind his wife,auntie radziah.they don't have any children together.arwah meninggal because of lung cancer.dengar cerita,he refused to go thru chimotherapy.sedih dan sebak cekya tengok auntie radziah@teh yah masa tu.cekya faham bila kehilangan orang yang disayang buat selama-lamanya...teringat masa arwah nenek meninggal.tak sakit,tak apa,the next morning masa nak kejutkan nenek solat subuh,cekya nampak mulut arwah berbuih.mintak ayah check...yeah,she's not around anymore.and nenek meninggal sehari selepas birthday cekya...
anyways,rabu lepas,i took half day emergency leave.dalam pukul 11 baru pi office.eventhough dah mandi,cekya masih terbau-bau kapur barus.dan rasa kehilangan nenek muncul semula..emm...
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hari ni cekya nak pi tabung haji,kuarkan my savings,nak belikan birthday present mak cekya.i wanted to buy her a watch tapi dia nak buku masak chef wan,ALL of them!hehehe....nantilah tengok macam mana.rasanya i'll just buy both.and then,i'm gonna buy my brothers baju raya.tengku mahkota wants an EIC shirt.yang adiknya tak tahu pulak.high taste betul adik-adik cekya..eisk!
i hope the shopping spree would distract me form stuff in mind that i've been dwelling with for the past few days.dah tak tahan rasanya.i'm worried,i'll get headaches just because of all the things in my head...it's just not worth it eh?
it's 6.47am,saturday mornin'...this is me...signing off!
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