year 2006!

salam!

it's approximately 12:42am. it's 1st january, 2006. at this moment, i can still hear the sound of firecrackers. woi! tak abes lagi ke. people are trying to get some sleep here, BURNERS! hehehe...

how time flies. i learnt alot, i got to know so many people, be it in my real life and also my 'cekya' life. and i also can speak with my bro. we can interact and talk about stuff. not like before. i suppose the huge fight had made us realise, what are the things that are bothering us and keeping us apart. althought tak ada perundingan meja bulat dibuat. i guess we just understood that things can't go on like this, forever.

2005 is also regarded as the most sad year of my life. i sob alot. i think alot. i pity myself alot. i got very depressed, and i felt cheated. i got carried away? maybe..people have feelings. i have feelings. they say i'm sensitive, fine. it's better than being insensitive & cruel.

so people, i truly hope you guys will have a great year ahead. no, i won't ask about your resolutions. you make resolutions and wishes everyday, and changes can be made through out the year. it doesn't matter if you didn't get your reso fulfilled in 2005. just work smart towards it. no matter what year it is. niat yang baik, diberkati Allah, insya-Allah!

wish i can give a special word to each and everyone of you. love you guys, so much!
wassalam.

lotsa, lotsa, lotsa, lotsa, lotsa, lotsa, lotsa, lotsa LOVE,
cekya