sedih mengenang dia!

salam...

for the past 2-3 days,ada seorang kawan cekya,she's been calling me at nite,in the office as well.she was in the same school masa cekya kat sri aman girls school,pj.we never knew each other personally but we know each other as sags' girls.dah kerja ni,barulah berkawan!it's kinda weird as we have never spoken a word masa sekolah...

anyways,she's been having a problem which makes her a different person,not being herself.she's barely taking her fasting meals.kesian cekya tengok dia.the main problem-a guy lied to her about his status,twice.and she's beeing blaming herself for being stupid coz she knows,she's smarter than that.i know that too!masalahnya di sini,bukan status yang menjadi persoalan tapi menipu!

kenapa?

why do people lie?tak faham sungguh cekya.if that person really cares for the other half,kenapa menipu.isn't it better to tell everything,the truth,right from the start?apa salahnya?what's with telling lies??and make other people's life upside down?

dan kenapa mahu melihat orang yang kita sayang,menangis sebab kita?cekya simpati betul dengan kawan cekya tu.sebolehnya kita menerima segala baik dan buruk sesuatu perhubungan tapi bila di tahap sampaikan tak peduli apa dan bagaimana perasaan 'kawan' kita,i guess we shouldn't be in the relationship.
we're not even qualified to even initiate the relationship.
we're just not worth the sacrifices!

bila ditipu,dia rasa terkilan,sedih,geram,marah...even rasa bodoh pun ada.i have no nice words to console her,coz i feel the same towards that guy.and at the same time,this friend of mine,said she loves him very much.tak pernah sayang orang sampai macam tu sekali....

well,well,well....

cinta tu memang kadangkala mengkaburkan mata untuk melihat apa yang ada di depan mata.and i can't blame her.kesian sangat kat dia...

kasih,sayang,cinta tu..is a sacred feeling.how could a human being just crashes the feelings that she has got,deep down inside her...*sigh*

apa yang boleh dibuat sekarang,is just dengar keluhan dia,dengar dia marah-marah,dengar segala rasa tak puas hati dia.that's all i can do for you mate!i hope you'll be better...

wassalam...

p/s : biah,kita pindah UK ndak??takyah ler susah-susah fikir pasal lelaki lagi...hehehe...where to?london,baby!huhuhuhu....;)