kenangan semalam...

salam bloggy!

pagi ni,liat sungguh cekya nak bangun tido.hehehe...

i had a full weekend.

saturday - cekya temankan mak,my cousin and her 2 daughters pi sungai buloh,shopping pokok bunga and other related stuff.jalan becak sangat area tu coz it rained the night before.my niece,ika,was 'pleading' to me untuk dukung dia.adui la!!
petang sikit,relax aje kat rumah coz sunday,nak balik muar...

sunday - bertolak dari rumah at about 845am.sampai muar at about 11am.seronok bila kumpul ramai-ramai.and i get to tease my cousins.huhuhuhu...and i had to break this news.cekya dah ada cucu sedara...uwaaaaa...one of my cousins dah ada cucu.adui la...'nenek' dia nih pun belum ada boyfriend,dia dah lahir...ceh!

pastu masa balik,dah nak dekat sampai rumah,we passed by rumah neighbour belakang rumah cekya.i saw one red wira,modified like nobody's business,siap dengan spoiler setinggi langit*i'm good at exaggerating*...bila cekya jeling-jeling kat driver dia,ternampak le muka yang pernah menjadi 'peneman' cekya suatu waktu dahulu...

ceritanya gini,masa cekya muda-muda dulu,when i was in seconday school,memang cekya suka memerap dalam bilik dan tingkap bilik cekya facing belakang rumah neighbour belakang tu.and kadang-kadang bila lewat malam,ada sorang budak lelaki,i guess baya cekya,maybe older,akan duduk kat tembok rumah tu,sambil menyanyi dan berbual dengan mak dia yang tengah memasak kat dapur...

one day,dia nampak cekya and we started talking.berbual,pasal macam-macam.cekya lepak tepi tingkap,dia duduk goyang kaki kat tembok.memang seronok.not every day but he'll be there whenever i need to talk.walaupun the conversations were not the serious ones,hanya borak-borak kosong,but i look forward to see him...

ada at one time,dia hilang..lama..dan dia dah tak lepak goyang kaki kat tembok rumah dia lagi.pelik jugak and i feel lost.rasa macam hilang kawan.sekali one day,cekya tengah duduk kat meja study,cekya nampak dia.he was climbing up the walls and senyum je kat cekya.dia cakap,lepas nih,maybe dia tak dapat nak berbual lagi dengan cekya.dia cuma lambai aje kat cekya,dia turun tembok and that was the last time i saw him,until petang semalam...

so malam semalam,cekya asyik tengok rumah dia.rasa gelihati pun ada,berbual tepi tembok,cekya pulak tepi tingkap.cekya rasa,each and every one of us ada cerita-cerita masa kecik macam cekya,kan?tak tahu lah,lately,there are so many things from my past,muncul semula...

dan cekya rasa happy coz my memories,good or bad have made me wanna smile again.

oh yea...semalam,cekya berlawan sms dengan a friend of mine.that person does not like the idea of my aunt being in UK and married a british guy.and dia menentang sangat-sangat when i said that i wanna make a new living there in UK...here's the conversation;

+017656****
A'kum buat apa tu?Sihat tak?

+012291****
W'salam.Siapa ni?

+017656****
Shaff ni.buat apa tu?

+012291****
On my way back from muar.Went 2 my mak long's hse.ada tahlil arwah n kenduri sambut bulan puasa.How r u?

+017656****
Ok.Normal.U lak.

+012291****
Alhamdulillah i'm alrite.What did u do during d weekends?

+017656****
Rilex.Think about u.Ur auntie.

+012291****
Hmm me & my auntie tak ada relation dgn u.And u dont even know us.Hehehe why r u so interested?Siap think about us tu!

+017656****
Anak melayu hilang.

+012291****
I masih ada.Dan i doa untuk dia balik.Jgn terlalu bimbangkan anak melayu yg hilang.Yg perlu usahakan adalah akhlak anak melayu yg semakin buruk.

lepas tu,dia terus senyap and didn't reply my sms sampai pagi ni.entahlah.kadang-kadang,i'm worried about this person.dia begitu beria-ia nak tahu nama my auntie and her hubby.nak seru supaya anak melayu nan seorang tu balik ke tanahair agaknya!

cekya tak pernah menentang untuk auntie cekya to go to UK and menggalak pun tidak.it is up to her to make her own decision and handle her own life.before she went to UK,i did pujuk her to stay but still,dia nak jugak.if she'll be happy,why not?sekarang pun cekya nampak dia dah happy with david.so untuk apa cekya pujuk dia to come back.entah lah...

kalau dipandang dari soal melayu dan sebagainya,i guess it's better for her to stay tapi,dari apa yang dia dah lalui here in malaysia since she was small,i guess it's better for her to start anew.sejak umur baru 2 hari,dia ditinggalkan di hospital by her own mother.kalau dah ditakdirkan Allah,her life will improve if she stays in UK,then let it be.as at today,i'm happy for her...

kadangkala,manusia hanya menghakimi kehidupan manusia lain tanpa mahu mengetahui apa yang telah berlaku pada masa lalu!

wassalam...

p/s : ada orang tu,tengok bawang,terus teringatkan cekya.peliknya.muka cekya macam bawak ke?mungkin tidak!hahahaha....