salam...
i just realised there are alot of things, that i don't know.
despite my passions for reading, i don't really read.
although my love for photography is overwhelming, i don't really capture.
kenapa ek? i'm just not satisfied. bukanlah nak jadik professor serba tahu tapi i just wanna be able to answer and converse well if any subjects were brought up.
kenapa ek? all of a sudden, i felt a pang of guilt. for not wanting to explore more of what materials that i should read. i pick my materials. mostly fictions and also books on photography. that's about it. ugh. rasa cam buduh plak. *isk*isk*
i just have to work on my reading. more titles. more materials.
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last nite, i went to ss5 to buy my favourite char koay tiow. saw my ex-schoolmate. we hardly speak during our younger days. we just know we're in the same school and we would exchange smiles if we bumped into each other.
she asked,"ingat lagi tak?"
"ingat..shazlin,kan?"
"a'ah. keje kat mana sekarang?". as if she know where i worked before.
"kg baru."
"you dah kahwin ke?"
soalan paling susah nak jawab untuk sekelian singles dibumi Allah ini.
"belum lagi.."
with a look which says "are you sure you're not?" but what the heck!
"oh. nak phone number you boleh? i nak kahwin ni. nanti boleh hantar card. datang tau..."
one down. didn't know that you can send wedding invitations thru handphones. ah! MMS. hikhikhik...
"oh ok. it's 012-291 yadda yadda yadda yadda..miss call. i'll save the number.."
she called my number.
then i go,"oklah shazlin, i have to go. i'm rushing off to somewhere". yeah right. rushing off to stuff my face. i'm hungry, i could eat danny's ship. heh!
relationships, marriages, a family of our own. do i really have to think about it? should i ever dream of something like that. i still think of my past. the person in it. and unfortunately, i found out something unpleasant about him yesterday. something to do with him, his wife and his little charmer. late last nite, i was actually thankful to Allah, that my jodoh is not with him. for i shall grief if he does something like what i heard he did to his family.
alhamdulillah. i'm not with him.
wassalam!
14 comments:
cekya dear..
i think u r still young to settle down. u kan kanak2 riang on our ship!!hehe..but seriously, age is not an issue at all. if u meet someone, u istiharah, if the sign are gd gie bilang ibu/ayah. if not..that's it. Stay close to God, have faith..He'll show u the way. i pernah istiharah and mimpi kene kejar hantu. seram kan??? heh, in the end i marry my own buddy ...(sounds so easy but proses yg amat berat to tanggung masa tu phew!)
cheer up!
kak lun ~ well, the fact that all of my school buddies are mostly married, siap ada anak semua, sometimes makes me think that i need to think about it. well i guess i'm happier being kanak2 riang in danny's ship. huhuhuhu....
danny ~ hahaha...happiest?or naughtiest??yeah insya-Allah, i'll be enjoying every sweet seconds of me being single. yeha let's hate him! i'm just glad i'm not in his wife's shoes...alhamdulillah!
cekya, HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY!!
~kak lun~
to you too kak lun!
;)
wahai fomfuan,
a lil birdie told me that you were down while i was gone. what about a trip to *W**S*N ?? Bring ika along. she'll cheer up anybody anyday. it has been awhile since we last met up. Nama jer kita ni berjiran. heheehe.. rumah tu tak sampai sepenanak nasi jauhnyer.
slurp slurp .. nak gie swensen ke?? im bored too can ikut or not???
Jom jom jom.. meh kita ramai2 gi swensen.. i feel like ice cream!!!
tot ~ a lil birdie mana lak nih...huhuuh...i'm alrite now, i guess...taking ika with us? erk...muahahah..tak larats wooo....
kak lun ~ muahahha..pandai teka yek swensen's...jommm.....take the first flight to kl now!..huhuhu
sob sob flight smua fully booked uhukuhuk..
cekya, this is the onederful thing abt being single. member ajak kluar sure bley hihi. i was like that too..huhu..hapi makan ice-cream smua!!
kak lun ~ true. free and no obligations. kalau tak, kena fikir hubby, anak...hmmm...hikhikhik
byk lah ko cekya. baper kali dah aku ajak kuar. kemuts tul jiran ku ini. mentang2 aku pompuan, dia tanak kuar ngan aku. cuba aku jadik lelaki 5 bintang, sure nak kuar. hahahaha
tot ~ aler...jangan ler gitu tot....muahahaha...kalu ko mamat 5 bintang, belum ajak, aku dah pergi dah...hikhikhik...;)
Cekya..don't think too much about it. When the time comes, it will happen naturally. You will find someone who will love you dearly.
Pernah had a crush at my best friend but i guess we are meant to be just friends.
New Job Opening at Danny's ship..The Matchmaker.
-HR Manager-
WTL ~ thanx sis...i really appreciate it...:)
matchmaker?hmm.....hikhikhik
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