for you, or them?

salam…

i have noticed, some of my blog friends during my early years of blogging, they are either letting their blogs go idle or they just quit blogging. they’ve stopped sharing words and thoughts online.

why eh?

i’ve asked a few of them on this matter. ada yang cakap dah boring. ada jugak yang cakap tak ada idea nak tulis apa. and some even thought that their privacy’s being invaded. why is that so?

some said that their colleagues dapat tahu about their blog. ada yang can’t impress their readers as much as they did before. as a result, their blog terbengkalai and quiet. less comments, less visitors. definitely NOT like captain danny’s place.hikhikhik….

cekya tertanya. what’s the purpose of having a blog anyway? just to impress other people? just to make other people like their style and menyembunyikan the truth about themselves by making the stories or any write-ups interesting?

and they write to attract readers. of course, we all do. tapi itu ke sebab utama these people blog. apa pun, cekya faham, every individual have their own preferences on why they are doing certain things that we might not understand.

for me, i write what i feel. what i do. my routines. the boring and silly ones. the happening and fun ones. i just hope that one day, this blog will be in my wasiat list for my daughters & sons. so they would know,

how much fun their mummy had, whining and laughing around the virtual space,
how much fun their mummy had, being grumpy and weeping over silly things-all because of the stupid PMS,
how much fun their mummy had, having passions for photography and journal writing.
how much fun their mummy had, blabbering about the ups and downs of her life.
how much fun their mummy had, when she was young.

hmmm…

i’m truly busy in the office, but thank you for the visits, my friends. but i’ve dropped a few lines at some blogs.

take care my sayangs(nih ‘sayang’ dalam kiraan plural..huhuhuhu)..

wassalam.

**update @ 12am**
it's around 12.30am or so. still not asleep. i'm full. i was terribly down today. banyak sangat hal-hal politik kat office which makes me so upset. nak cerita kat sini pun, it'll make me feel more annoyed than ever.

anyways, i went to ikano for dinner with tatot. she picked me @ tmn jaya lrt station. i was quiet and muka pun macam ntah apa-apa till i got into tatot's car. she was so lively, and cheerful. no wonder. she just finished her meeting with mr ****. cehs!

and me, being down and all, kept saying the wrong things, asking stupid questions. however, we had a good laugh while eating. and me, seorang yang good girl, finished up my dinner while ms naughty gurl did not! want some proofs?let's see;

naughty gurl@tatot's plate

good gurl@cekya's plate
erk...macam lapor sangat cekya ek. hikhikhik...i'm trained not to leave my food and abandoned makanan yang tak berdosa. konon. however, ms tatot did tapau her leftovers. huhuhu...i guess she's having it in bed right now sambil main gitar..hikhikhik

i might not be going to the office esok. rasa macam malas. felt so demotivated.insya-Allah, if i have the hearts to be up at 7am tomorrow, then i'll be in the office. kalau tak, i'll stay home or perhaps pi shopping with my mom. hmm...shopping? another heartbreaker. duit tak ada, nak beli barang cemana?

let's just stick to plan A, shall we? hhehehhe...

good night guys.
daa...wassalam...again!

:D

p/s : tot, aku rasa kepala aku merekah masa kita gelak tak ingat dunia as if kita tengah minum todi. hahaha...BEST tak?anyways, THANX so much for laughing along. huhuhu....BEST sangat masa kita bantai lagu hazrul tuh ek?gerekkkk sehhh...huhuh....amcam kak lun..cekya boleh jadik s'porean dak?hikhikhik....uikss..sungguh panjang 'p/s'ku. huhuhuhu...