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salam!

been busy, i have to do an assignment, a prompt one. all of a sudden. mengejut. which i really hate coz i don't have much time plannning and designing. sheesh! and i have to complete at least say 95% or even siapkan sepenuhnya as i'll be leaving for my annual leave next week. insya-Allah, i'll be heading to cameron highlands. so, terpaksa siapkan and hand it to my boss, the latest by friday and esok dah khamis. urghhh!! tensi betul macam ni. kalau bagitahu awal-awal kan senang. eiiiii!!!!!!

lately memang balik lewat and i'll continue at home till 1-2 am..then pukul 9 dah terpacak kat office..then, bila tengok design some websites, rasa macam nak tukar layout. erghhh!! geramnya cekya!

i've been very tired.

physically and emotionally.

physically, maybe sebab kerja. that's fine. i love being tired because of work.

but emotionally, it's just draining the whole body system. i cried, i regret. tak tahu lah cekya nak explain macam mana but the frustration is beyond logical explanation. penat betul.
with work swamping in my brain, squeezing my mind to think about my work, dengam emotional depression. adui. rasa macam nak terjun tingkap tingkat 19 office tu. huh!

kerja pulak, they say the company is expanding but in order to do that, they need to reevaluate us and let go some of us. logically, we're suppose to hire. entah la. tatau strategy apa yang dipakai. dengar cerita, my department is not going to be affected. i'm just praying hard and try to do my job, at the very level best.

i have plans for zoo negara this saturday, tak pasti cekya dapat pegi atau tak. i'm planning to do my shooting, suka-suka with my good friends. nak cuba snap-snap kat zoo pulak. but because of this urgent project kilat tu, maybe terpaksa cancel! eiiiii!

istighfar,istighfar,istighfar!

anyways, dalam busy-busy tadi, cekya lari ke klcc and i bought dayang's new cd - kasih. aduih. best, best, best sangat. i always love dayang's voice and the recommendations from zuhri & cyberdad were more than accurate. tapi officemate cekya tak suka.
i just say,"oh ye? i suka." hehehe..lain orang, lain selera, ek?

it's almost 1am. i'm outta here. dah tak larat nak buat mata.
take care people.
wassalam.