salam!
i had a tiring weekend. thought of posting my entry tomorrow tapi rasanya esok akan busy yang amat!
saturday pi rumah officemate. ada doa selamat for his mom, nak pergi tunaikan haji, 29th of december. petang sikit, cekya singgah tasik titiwangsa. hujan pulak. me and a colleague turun jugak. amik angin lepas hujan. fresh.
nampak gak a few couples dalam parked cars. dok tido. agaknya tak dapat tido serumah, tido le sekereta. huhuhuhu...
and tadi. cekya gi tengoh PHSM II. actually, besides it being a horror movie, cerita ni sebenarnya tentang dendam. manusia, kalau dah berdendam...bawa ke mati...
dendam jugak punca segala perasaan negatif dalam diri manusia. dendam menyemarakkan rasa marah, geram, sakit hati. macam api. dendam jugak membuatkan kita nak membalas perbuatan orang lain. kadang tu, orang lain jadi mangsa.
yesterday, someone dear to me almost 10 years ago messaged me kat yahoo messenger. lately, dia ada jugak message and he told me about his happy life. duh! tatau la apa motif dia. i acted cool and mengiakan segala cerita dia.
but last nite, he told me something that made me think of his saying 10 years back, masa kami baru nak berkawan. dia berdendam dengan his ex-gf at that time. what he wants to do is fool girls and make them dropped to their knees and leave. then he met up with me and things changed.
and all of a sudden, things don't work out between us. apa yang buat cekya risau is what he had told me last nite. he had married another. i was so shocked! dia balas dendam ke?? i knew him too well to even put that thought away!
hati kecil cekya mengiakan sangat. dah 2 wife dia. baru 29 years old. i got so furious. entah la. maybe dah jodoh dia. and he said that his first wife setuju. memang la but i wonder how she feels. and yet she just gave birth to their 2nd baby. and is he just playing around?
emm...berbisa sungguh dendam ni, yea? and i just feel so sorry kat his first wife and his kids. emm..
wasalam.
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