When it hits, nearly rock bottom...

Despite the wishful thinking of wanting all of the below, I'm in a situation whereby I felt small, especially when surrounded by friends.


It felt like I have nothing. *sigh* 


And I'm also in the situation where I wanna be idle. Do nothing. Think nothing. Hear nothing.


I'm still searching, or shall I say, waiting for that 'push'. I'm ashamed to ask but Allah, let me find that little strength! 


Love, Cekya.