Tuesday, October 18, 2005

**14 Ramadhan 1426**

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salam!

bulan penuh semalam. or was it eclipse? tak pasti tapi cekya dapat snap gambar bulan yang terang sangat-sangat malam semalam.

my bro's causing so much pain by his words lately. cakap-cakap dia very cynical and kadang-kadang sensitive tak bertempat. it seemed that he has to resit for another paper in order to get his degree. and he start saying that i have a degree and i can do things and talk about stuff, but not him, reason being, dia tak ada degree. aduii!! i am truly tired of his attitude. memang cekya tak ada la marah dia, i'll just keep quiet coz whatever i say, he'll conclude that the reason i say this and that is because i have a degree.

for once, he could not stop blabbering about degree. duh! kalau nak sangat degree, why flunk the paper? my mom was asking him about that particular paper to him last nite and he said, he does not like the subject. duh! since when we're all fond of all those 'subjects'...

cekya memang tak ngam dengan dia. and the fact that dia selitkan nama cekya yang buat cekya angin. he explained what it takes to get the degree. kalau tak sit for certain papers, then you'll get general degree, kalau sit for it, dapat honours....macam akak dengan ayah punya degree tuuu...orang hebat-hebat je dapat honours. i was likeee....what daaaa???? tiba-tiba pulak.

he's getting cranky these days. he is always cranky la. i'm never close with him. i believe he has failed one of the papers and decided to get very defensive about EVERY single thing.

lemas cekya. i hope he'll get a grip on his attitude. takleh biar lama-lama macam. cekya takleh tegur dia. in fact my parents pun. i can't understand why my parents are being super-lenient.

anak sulung lelaki agaknya? i believe many parents give priority to their eldest son. what about the rest of us?

wassalam...

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