the one & only...

salam...

today, cukup senyap. even keliling cekya riuh rendah, it is senyap for me. semalam, i slept at about 930pm. masa tu tengah tengok csi new york. tapi mata memang tak tahan lagi. terus masuk bilik and doze off. sempat gaduh dengan mat ayam on sms before tido tu. huhuhuhu...siapa mat ayam? encik mat ayam, please reveal yourself....hikhikhikhik

around 3am, cekya tersedar. perut sakit. went to the toilet, siap mandi sekalik! huhuhuhu...beshnya! tapi takleh buat selalu. nanti kena pneumonia macam 3 years back , masa cekya kerja kat stock-broking company. mana tidaknya, i'll be home at around 2-3am, takkan la tak mandi before going to bed. at last, meradang la paru-paru cekya. huhuhuhu...

semalam, i've talked to somebody on how i feel when the person treated me in certain ways, on which memang cekya tak berkenan. alhamdulillah, dia dapat faham. mula-mula tu malas nak cakap, tapi dia still nak tahu why i kept myself away. so cekya telah membentangkan beberapa perkara yang dia sendiri agree, memang salah dia. memang lepas dia, cekya dah tak kuasa nak rapat dengan siapa-siapa.

lonely, i feel lonely sekarang nih. silly unwanted feelings. duh! shhhuuhhh lonely! go away!

daaa!
wassalam.