salam....
i had another boring night. tv rosak, dah hantar petang semalam tapi apek repair tu tak ada call pulak. he promised to call for cost estimation tapi, till now, tak ada call. nampak gayanya, tak dapat la nak tengok konsert akademi fantasia sabtu ni. tapi musim ni, i'm not a fan of any of the students. saja suka-suka tengok. lain la ada orang tu..hikhikhikhikhik
semalam, after office, cekya pi club, swimming and pi sauna. rasa ngantuk, tired gila and had a little headache. i guess it's because i went off the pool abruptly. tak relax-relax dulu, terus keluar from pool after one lap. apa lagi. rasa cam nak melayang. pastu, masa nak naik lrt balik, cekya carik my travel card dlm handbag, tak ada pulak! duh! i left it on my table kat office. tak pasal-pasal kena waste rm5 for both last nite and this morning's trip to office. careless cekya!!
ada yang tanya, masih marah lagi ke? alhamdulillah, dah takde rasa marah cuma a bit somber at the mo. i'm quite disappointed on the progress of a few stuff that have been happening to me & my life. questions like why should it happen that way? why can't it be as simple and nice as possible? why do i feel different, different from who i am and how things are going before? do i deserve such treatment? entah lah. maybe tu semua yang membuatkan cekya marah sebab i don't have answers for myself. rasa tertekan yang membuatkan cekya marah. i was fully devastated. masalah jiwa betul lah kan?
kejap ok, gelak-gelak, ketawa, buat lawak bangang, laughing out loud.
another moment, i'm down, angry, frustrated, annoyed and felt like shouting my lungs out.
what's happening, girl?
bye people. wassalam.
p/s : i'm pretty sure, it's not pms. anyways, i've posted a few pictures on my fotopages, masa birthday celebration for my dad. enjoy!
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