tralalala!

salam....

alhamdulillah, dah hari jumaat. dah lengkaplah seminggu kerja yang tak kerja. seminggu kerja yang tak ada makna apa-apa. tak produktif. membazir masa, elektrik dan yang sewaktunya. ini termasuk jugak beberapa mug nescafe yang cekya buat to ease myself. macam rokok lak nescafe. lepas satu, bancuh lagi, dan lagi, dan lagi. ada orang tu kata, nescafe akan buatkan usus kita tak function dengan betul. iyea? ermm...

effect nescafe. malam tak boleh tidur. i think alot. i get online(which is very rare nowadays!) with a few cups of nescafe by my side. drinking nescafe's like i have a ciggi between my fingers. d*mn! i'll sleep @ 4am, bangkit @ 7am. late to work almost everyday. i couldn't care less! biarlah! and i'll come home late. past 7pm. balik, mandi and go online again. chatrooms? not really. surfing. chats with my online friends and also real life ones....

my life's like before. when i was working @ damansara. i'm losing it, bit by bit. it's like when i lose achik. risaunya. Allah saja yang tahu.

a friend asked,"are you ok?are you alrite?"

if you ask me whether i'm ok or alrite, i would surely say yes. coz i can't really figure out what's really bothering me. i don't irritate people. cekya tak kacau orang.

what's in my mind?? entah. blank-O.

what i wanna do?? be away.

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oh my. sorry for the babbling guys. esok, ada bbq kat rumah cekya. would be busy the whole day. insya-Allah, i'll snap pics. i just realise that my beloved camera cannot use rechargeable batteries. gambar blur! gambar nampak ada spots. agaknya sebab battery tu murah kot. it was given free masa cekya beli camera tu dulu. i guess i have to buy expensive rechargeable batteries la. baru gambar ok sikit. buat masa ni, beli jek battery biasa tuh. i love energizer e2 titanium. ok sket. high taste betul camera tu ye! kopak tuannya nih...huhuhu

dah pukul 5. nak balik? belum lagi. maybe lepas maghrib.
wassalam...;)

p/s : to a friend, move on! if you're gonna feel hurt of what i'm going to say, then, i can't say anything. really! i know, i'm not a good friend. i'm just like any other women in the world. i'm not cekya whom i used to be a few months back. but i'm sorry. coz you know what? real friends tell you the truth. not hide things from you. not wanting to see you crushing yourself. not being sad over someone who have hurt you bad! please think about it. praise the day you were born. love the day your dearest mom gave birth to you. the lady whom have given you the opportunity for you to breathe. memang dah banyak kali cekya minta maaf minggu ni. but i meant every word. take care dear and have a great weekend.. have fun doing your job @ the office...:(