korban?

salam...

wah...ada jugak yang ziarah blog cekya even if it's a long holiday weekend yek. thanx so much. hari ni, macam biasa, monday blues. malas sungguh nak kerja and the network is giving problems like once in 5 seconds!huh....

anyway, i had a good raya korban. amazing yet a tiring trip. we went there around 12pm, friday. freakin' hot! dah la naik kereta cousin cekya, perdana kaler hitam, lagilah membara! ira pulak tidur kat pangku cekya and my kurung was wet masa sampai muar. dia punya peluh la!aduhaiiiii....

we had lunch and straight to jb. stayed overnight and we went to the family gathering, somewhere in majidee. it was fun for all of them but not me. cekya sakit perut. asyik berulang pi toilet masa gathering tu. terus takde mood. but i managed to snap some pics though there were basically the same. pics of my relatives mingling and some, trying too hard to get people's attention. geleng kepala ajelah cekya.

and out of the trip, i have freed myself from something that's dragging my life for the past 4 months. duduk dalam kereta berjam-jam membuatkan cekya berfikir. alhamdulillah, cekya dah tak rasa terikat or terfikir sangat tentang perkara yang bukan-bukan. cekya rasa dah tak perlu rasa bersalah pada benda-benda yang tak sepatutnya. cekya sedar, kadang-kadang, kita tak boleh paksa orang terima kita seadanya. kadang-kadang, benda besar, adalah benda kecil pada orang lain. like wise. i feel so refresh and regaining my strength. cekya harap, perkara atau orang perseorangan(adui la skemanya aku...kalah KT!) yang terlibat dalam cerita mengarut cekya selama 4 bulan tu, akan lega dengan tamatnya segala konfrontasi yang menyebabkan huru-hara dalam life dia semata-mata mempunya kawan bernama cekya. cekya korbankan rasa sayang seorang sahabat and let go of matters. cekya dah tak sanggup duduk dan terus telan rasa pahitnya bersahabat. i should be happy with my friends. not cry. and surprisingly, cekya dah tak ingat lagi tentang 4 bulan tu soon as i wake up that morning though my migraine's still intact. alhamdulillah....:) maybe pembalasan atas dosa-dosa cekya pada sahabat cekya tu.

i guess, that's about it. i'll be working late today.
take care guys! wassalam...