few old pictures and a broken heart...

salam!!

hey people!! first of all, sorry sgt sebab lambat post pictures. actually the pictures are not so great pun. tired and all. so i managed to snap a few. and these are the ones that i liked. lain tu gelap la...and i didn't bring my camera during out second meet-up kat klcc which i guess would be wonderful kalau cekya snap pics sebab terang benderang. i should have brought my camera...deng!!!

but anyway...i've been busy dengan wedding jobs yang nak siapkan, keje-keje office yang kena settlekan promptly. i love the fact that i'm busy. cekya tak payah fikir pasal benda ngarut-ngarut, yang menyedihkan, yang me-ngok-ngek-kan cekya. hehehe...

owh yea. speaking about benda mengarut. i have been praying hard to Allah to let me off the feelings i have. cekya carik macam-macam jalan to hate that person. jahat ek? but cekya buat untuk kebaikan sendiri. rasanya dah tak sanggup lagi sedih-sedih. and something happened, dengan kuasa Allah, cekya dah dapat petunjuk yang sangat-sangat jelas. alhamdulillah. rasa happy sangat. rasa bertuah sangat. rasanya, it is to HIM that we seek guidance. takde masalah nak tanya kawan-kawan but at the end of the day, things happen dengan kuasa Allah.

cuma satu je cekya nak buat sekarang. to let go everything 101%. to cry. i really wanna cry. that's my remedy for yearsss!hahaha...i've been reading books given by tatot but still belum nangis. mengalir-ngalir airmata sikit-sikit nih tak syoklah! to the extent i can't cry anymore? ceh! men! tatot said that it's me myself. bukan that person yang buat cekya macam ni. i'm not gonna argue nor i'm gonna agree. it's me who's facing this. but thanx gurl for lending the books!!

but since yesterday, cekya cam over cerialah sikit. walaupun kerja banyak, i'm just so relieved. lega. rasa ringan sikit kepala nih....and i hope it'll continue sampai bila-bila.

gotta go guys. nak kena siapkan some job description & appraisal forms. pemalas betul la hr department nih. semua humban kat staff untuk buat sendiri...

i thought they are paid to do all that. *sigh*

take care people. wassalam!!