am i? a playground?

salam...
above is one of the pics i sent for a contest. playgrounds remind me of ira, ika, mai[my nieces], dibdib[kak lun's], snow, hariz[ligo's], umar[i_mshe's], nabil, nabila, natrah[cyberdad's] & adi[zuhri's]. sorry if i missed out anyone. i just missed being surrounded by ira, ika & mai.

it's been 3 months since we last saw each other. there are some big issues and they're not allowed to come and visit me & my family. their mother, my aunt & family, they don't really say it but from the reasons and stories, i know they don't want us near the kids, as well as the girls' dad. as for me, kalau orang tak nak, then i'd rather not go to their house and meet up. i believe, they might have said things that have made the kids scared of coming to our home. how cruel!

and yesterday, the girls' dad called and said that he managed to see ira ofter 3 months of being away. ira looked scared at first, he said. but after a few minutes consoling her, she began to hug and kiss her dad. i cried. goodness. how can human being be so cruel. he said that ira pesan to come and visit her once in a while at her school and reminded her dad to look out for her on tv as she'll be in one of the advert for coming raya. she said she missed all of us but were too scared to come and visit.

ira, ika, mai. in case you girls read this one day. auntie su just nak cakap that i love you guys so much!! and the fact that you girls are away, hurts, like hell! i miss you little ladies so much. my picture collections dah tak ada lagi gambar ira, ika & mai[Allah i missed this little budak botak!!!].
ira, take care of your sisters, alrite? i know you're one tough girl even if you're only 7..

i just wanna stop writing here. or i'll flood my keyboard. :'(

wassalam.