i believe so..

[picture taken on my way to the office]

salam!

at this moment, i have mixed feelings. ada good stuff. ada bad things as well.
about the uncertainty, i've talked thru orang yang berkenaan, i guess the uncertainty can be delayed to another time. i suppose, by doing just that, sit and talk, i might not feel uncertain anymore, at all. i'm relieved.

at the same time, i'm just so worried about work. projects within my control, i can handle that. but things conducted by third parties, who am i to intrude? and the upper-level management is pushing for it. creepy. some so called corporate people wants a multimedia full flash ala spongebob's webbie? i mean, how weird is that? well that's what they want and developer aren't helping me out. i need to decide on the design next week and start scheduling for contents and images soonest as i can start the new project scheduled in my KPI.

apa lagi? owh i got 2 offers to be the photographer for weddings. i'm not good. i can't take it but the money..owhh!!!!!
i just can't decide yet. or can i just forget the whole thingy? entah la. torn between money and capabilities.

owh it's 8pm. gotta go.
wassalam!