apa la cekya ni!

salam blog!

kadangkala,cekya rasa cemburu,terasa dan rasa tak best bila cekya dengar kawan bertunang,orang tu naik pelamin,member nih tengah prepare utk the best wedding ever.

lebih sebak bila an old flame bagitahu yang his wife's preggy,with twins!

as much as i wanna be happy for these people,i'm actually hurting inside.i'm not being desperate nor over-emotional here tapi cekya akan rasa a little disturbed.

and hanya Allah saja yang tahu,how much i hate this feelings!

*sigh*

well,tadi,someone from my past,messaged me.saying sweet words and all.he's younger than i am.he's very determined that i'm gonna be his,one day.adoi!gila ke apa?but as much as i convinced him that things won't work,dia tetap yakin yang Allah dah tentukan jodoh dia dengan cekya!kalau cekya ni ala miss venezuela,tarak hal la tapi....alahai....

aiyohhh...apa nih???

when i asked where was he for the past few months,he said sorry coz he was busy to work things out in order to provide a good life for both of us...adoh!and he said he prayed every now and then that when he contacted me in future,i'm still not attached to anybody.he's scared that i might be married when he's ready for marriage.

hilangkan diri,alih-alih timbul,cakap semua tu....pelik betul....i truly hope that he's only playing with words eventhough he sounds damn serious about it....macam tak masuk akal betul la mamat tu....risau jugak kalau tiba-tiba dia terjengul depan pintu,asking for my hand from my parents.i know so little about this guy,and nak live my life with him??i might be out of my mind if i agree....

cekya rasa,lepas nih sure dia hilang lagi.i even asked him,saja nak perli;

"lepas ni,tahun bila pulak you nak contact i?"

anyways,jodoh pertemuan,hidup mati,semuanya ketentuan Allah Ta'ala...cekya redha dengan apa yang dah terjadi dan yang akan terjadi...

*sigh*

i'll write again later!daaa bloggers....

p/s : teringat pulak posting pasal diamond ring kelmarin!tapi yang cekya tahu,bapak dia tokey batu permata kat penang....wild wild wessttttt!!!!!!!hahahhahaha.......mata duitannya cekya..eh silap...mata batuannya cekya...huhuhu....