lelaki itu...

salam people!!

it's been helluva week. it was hot. the heat i can't really take. i took some wedding pictures on saturday together with awan. ikut wtl, it was her colleague's brother's wedding. the pictures are at http://cekya.multiply.com.

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lately, i've been crazy over anuar zain's latest single, lelaki ini. absolutely amazing. he really knows his listeners. but anyway, cekya bukan nak cerita pasal anuar.

it's about somebody i know. knew.
he adores anuar. his songs. his voice. his musical involvement, basically. not men-men attraction yea. hehehe...

i remembered, we bet, who's gonna get his cd first.
i got back that day with anuar's second album in my bag and called him when i reached home.
his words was;
"oh my god, did u hear the 6th song. it has this bla bla bla touch"
"goodness, his voice!"
"i like track 8 the most. what do you think?"
"i dah tak nampak sapa2 lagi nyanyi lagi best."[mawi wasn't in the picture at that time but i'm willing to bet that he'll pick anuar, still.]
and we could have lengthy conversation about each song in the album. till dawn, ok? no joke. he stays up just to talk and pick fights with me. all about anuar. hehehe... and being in the entertainment industry, he knows better! sheesh!

i missed having in-depth conversations with him. exchange of ideas. not only about anuar. about stuff. it feels good to have great conversation, being heard, getting annoyed[but i have gotta admit, i enjoyed it!].

i wonder how he's doing now. i would like to know if he's found the happiness that he's been searching for.
i wonder if the 'wounds' has been taken care of, or it's still there.

i saw him few months back, but from far. watching him from far.
he looks good. healthy.red fresh cheeks.

hey but who knows. deep down inside, he's hurting, all over again. i just knew, nampak mata dia...emmm tak ada sparkle.

well my friend, i hoped you have what you want in life. you would laugh your heart out, like you did that nite. always always!

i missed you and will always pray for you. and remembers you whenever they have anuar's number playin'! and i hoped you'll remember me, bila dengar any anuar zain's songs. ;)

love, cekya
wassalam...