talkabout observations!

salam!

wow. it's been thousands of stuff in my mind and i wish i can scribble everything here, sharing those with you guys.

early this week, cekya balik rumah naik lrt as usual, with my 7 months preggy colleague. she's petit and has quite a big tummy. we always have problems getting a seat for her. i know she's been tired lately. with swelling feet and numd hands, i feel helpless looking at her walk, even.

and that evening, we rushed in the lrt and there's an available seat. suddenly came this woman, datang terus duduk. i was like damn! biatch! so we just stand in front of her. she? buat muka tatau and buat-buat tido. biatch! tiba-tiba, a guys beside him, offered my friend his seat. and the interesting thing was, lelaki tu cekya memang nampak dia semacam. he was shivering, peluk tubuh, a drug addict.

haiya. penagih dadah pun faham yang a pregnant lady needs to take a seat. and a woman, whom i believe should have that sifat keibuan whether she's married or not, should have given up the seat. ni dok tengok my friend atas bawah. biatch! oh i've said that word 3 times now. enough already.

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office. is a total boredom. new boss. new colleague. adui. if i'm the only one yang susah nak adapt, then probably, i'm at fault. nih semua orang can't accept the way they work. the way they do things. the way they talk, even. it's just getting on my nerves la sometimes. ceh! cekya sampai tak tahu nak bercerita la pasal diorang berdua nih. and i got this deparmental meeting tomorrow. the boss have warned us that it's gonna be long. ceh! than siapa nak jaga department? who's gonna answer those damn calls. dia ke? dah la dulu sound gua sebab buat support kat tempat orang..."you jaga helpdesk...you should be at your place je...takleh gi tempat orang..!"...ceh! oh i've said that word 3 times now. enough already.

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lately, i feel pretty lonely. cam dok sorang-sorang jek. kalau balik lewat, balik terus mandi and tido. kalau balik awal, pun macam tu. tido. i guess that's the way to shoo-shoo my feelings kot. kadang tu i force myself to sleep sampai rasa suffocated. hahahaha....kalau letak cctv atas katil tu, macam-macam aksi ada. tutup kepala dgn bantal la. kaki naik atas bedpole tepi tu. baring melintang la. lemas betul. tpai nak menghilangkan rasa bosan dan menyampah dgn the mixed feelings i have.
i hope my friends out there tak le mengalami syndrome katil macam cekya. nyiahahahaha!!

oklah peeps. take care!

lotsa love, cekya.