point blank + stuffed chest = neverending tears.

have you guys been in a situation where you really, really don't wanna do something. like you have this weight in your chest, saying, no, don't do it. instinct that tells you not to do something or else something pretty bad's gonna happen?

and you, being you, just do it. langgar aje apa kata hati cakap. hati dah cakap, fikiran dah bilang. tapi still buat gak. in the end, sendiri suffer. degil la lagi!

it happen to me today. and i feel freakin' crappy about it. do list down things that are negative, super negative, harsh, volatile, evil....anything! name it. it's all in my chest.

how can you be so stupid, girl!!!!!!!!! i'm just so bloody mad at myself. nape la bangang sangat.

eisk!

and i cried. i cried coz i was being dumb. i cried coz i saw it coming, but still, i took the route i wanted too. i took the way i wanted too. you're old enough, so cekya, next time, think! for goodness sakes! next time eh? will there be a next time?

i am idiot. such a fool, you are!

[sedang ingin bercinta..]

salam!
i've been wasting my time in the office. tak buat keje satu apa pun. all i do is either blog-hopping, fotopages-hopping or play with my pictures, doing editing and that sort of thing. malas, menyampah, bosan, cukup! hahahaha....my boss is not around. he's on leave today. so....that explains la! hahaha...

semalam, lrt went bonkers. dari pukul 630 till around 930. kawan cekya dah muka lain macam. bengang, merengek, annoyed, panic...and all lah! she just got a job here in kl and she's not used to these kinda stuff. as for me, dah biasa dah lrt rosak. when things like this happen, cekya boleh imagine the lrt's technical guys, trying to solve the problem soonest. sure pressure habeh. it seems that nearly 1000 passengers were trapped in 3 coaches. kesian diorang.

tapi, passenger yang faham, tak apa...nih jenis yang tak faham, memberontak. masalah jugak yea. here are some piccas for you guys' viewing pleasure. klcc, taken last 2 weeks, at nite, of course. the second one, burung tu cekya shoot kat zoo negara & the last one is the sandy beaches, shot during my recent weekend getaway with some friends. enjoy!

love, cekya.