.:.she wanders.:.

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 12:14:00 +0000

Salam Aidilfitri
to my dearest blogsahabats;
kak lun, masyi, rai, awan, cekmi, kak yati, biah, kak emmy & azell.

you guys are the siblings i have never had!

have a joyful raya...:-)

from,
cekya & family

and it's only day two...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 22:18:00 +0000

salam my sweet sisters and brothers...

it's pretty awkward posting an entry, at 6 in the morning. hehehe. got back early today, at about 4.30, had sahur, mandi & solat. and here i am...

it was pretty tiring yesterday but tonite, it was A alrite for me. probably i was warming up at about 1am, walking to a quite far 24hr mamak stall to have drinks with the rest of the team...we haven't really got to know each other but most are single and young guys. early 20s. so maybe wavelength kena adjust as the day goes by.

everything about the training and work is alrite, cuma there were some issues about the contract with the recruitment agency. tatau la if i'm gonna let go this job or not coz from the looks of it, i don't really have a problem since money is the main reason i looked for a job and it wasn't an issue for me. few colleagues will call the agency today and we'll just see how it goes.

guess i wanna take my power nap. at about 10am, mommy will wanna drag me to do some groceries shopping, etc.

so, later dearies!

and have a good day at work!

love, cekya.

so much for families...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:04:00 +0000

salam...

yesterday was an off-mood day for me.

i'm actually exposing dirty laundries here but had to tell it somewhere. talked to alfie's mommy and she was comforting, thank you so much...

some of you might know the cerekarama going on in my family. and my cousin wrote something rude in one of my postings in facebook. i wasn't even involved in that drama, yet this little cousin of mine, lashing it out on me, on facebook, for everybody to read!

i know, i'm not at the losing end. cekya tak rugi apa, and this will eventually 'introduces' the new her to relatives and close friends, nanti sendiri malu but somehow, i was terribly hurt. a cousin sister, who fondly calls me 'akak', acting that way. come to think of it, she was rude to my father, takat cekya nih, apa la sangat kan? she really got the guts!

i cried. but alhamdulillah, an hour @ masjid asy-syakirin during breaking fast & maghrib brought so much peace and ease. eventhough asyik teringat. but like alfie's mommy said, she's young, and immature, thinking that she's a uni graduate, having the liberty to lash out and say anything. and family values. if you guys were to meet and know her, kita takkan sangka. *sigh* it shows how she was brought up[so well, prim and proper as claimed], tapi hakikatnya...

i was her before, cepat marah and berdendam. cekya doa, satu hari, Allah akan bersih dan tenangkan hati dia as Allah has slowly soften mine. insya-Allah...:-)

let us all pray for her.

love,
cekya

p/s: and on the posting, i didn't answer her back, but i typed this instead -> :-).

i need changes. good ones.

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 04:51:00 +0000

salam...

it's like a week away from ramadhan. i have really high hopes for it. i wished to be a better person, i wished that things will change for me, i wished for more happiness coz it's quite empty in that department.things are not getting any good for me. the job hunting is not going well. i'm a little demotivated and supports are not that strong.

i wished for thing to get better, really soon! :-(

here's a picture of the recent job. congratulations redha & shila...

take care all.

love, cekya

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 17:24:00 +0000

salam...

i posted a story about a friend, a brother, a colleague once here about his sudden heart attack, or was it 'cardiac arrest'?

that story crossed my mind when i heard the brilliant director, yasmin ahmad's condition this evening. at about 5pm, some said that she has passed. alhamdulillah, it was totally a hoax, and some are actually spreading them, which bothered me so much!

i seeked news throughout the internet, and The Star gave me the whole truth. she had the same situation that cek man faced. alhamdulillah, cek man is up and about, and his health is just excellent! i pray, that yasmin would fight this, and insya-Allah, will recover, the soonest!

love, cekya.

update : yasmin left us all on saturday nite, at about 11.30pm. may Allah bless her soul. al-fatihah. :-(

and the hunt begins...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 17:12:00 +0000

salam all...

received a call from a job agency, wanting to see me tomorrow, as he thinks that my experience fits the job i applied yesterday.

so i'm off for an appointment tomorrow at about 11am.

i'm nervous. or not. not so sure about it. it feels different when going off for an interview when i was 22. :D i was shaken.

i'm cool. but a little nervous. i'm only human.

love y'all. pray for me.

love, cekya.

almost!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 17:35:00 +0000

salam all!

wow. it has been a year. well, almost. so many things have changed, losing something, gaining some again, meeting new ones, forgetting bad ones, rekindling old ones, it's just like a set of a never-ending tv series. i wanted to stop blogging and just close this little 'space' of mine. besides, the craze of facebook is just too good to ignore!

kak yati said no. she said that one day, i might wanna write again, expressing the unexpressed. which this blog, IS the place, i must admit. :)

so, insya-Allah, i wanna start writing again, to keep me sane, that's for sure. :)

love, cekya.

p/s: i so miss the blogsahabats. :(

it's here, again...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 03:40:00 +0000

dengarlah matahariku!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:10:00 +0000

would i say it's unfair? and when i wanna just settle for 'unfair', thousands of stuff running through my mind. right through my mind.
it's tiring to think about how, and why, and maybe.

i guess not everybody has its ups right now. we'll just have to accept and adapt, don't you think? well people, i just have to touch base with myself. coz i've lost it somehow.

believe me, it's frustrating, more than ever. depressed? tell me about it. frankly, i don't appreciate rudeness, sarcasm and stuff like that. not at this point of time. and i cried last nite. sizzled myself today with work, lifted like 20 heavy monitors. and still, it's there. won't budge. just please, go away, silly feelings. don't make me cry another nite. i beg you. i want out of these mixed feelings.

berinjaklah dari tapak itu
ke relung dirimu sebenar
meniti laluan berpercik air dingin
merasa hembus angin dijinjang lehermu
menghidu bauan alam
alami damainya sekali lagi
lebih selesa, bukan?

love, cekya.

p/s : salam ulang tahun buat kak emmy & kak lun. cekya sayang kamu.
p/s 1 : salam menyambut ramadhan buat kalian. cekya harap, ramadhan kali ini bakal merubah segalanya. amin.
p/s 2 : i did a 12'x12' enlargement and framed the photo above and presented it as a wedding gift to my boss. he loves it. :)

makin hampir kah?

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 09:18:00 +0000

menitinya bukan mudah
namun aku takkan tahu, mungkin
rasanya pasti berbeda
tapi sakit kita, ternyata banyak yang sama
pedihnya saja udah sama
demi Tuhan, hati terguris
kalau kau memanggil nama ibu
bila bisa meragut tenangmu
garis masa sudah terlalu hampir, mungkin
kiranya, ia terlalu singkat buat kita
mati, mungkin kau mendahului
atau mungkin aku
hanya Tuhan yang Maha Mengetahui
mengertilah, fahamilah, terimalah
aku sentiasa ada
dan terima kasih, atas ingatan doa itu.

happy birthday girl!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 02:19:00 +0000

my second scrapbook styled card!

it's shida's!

again, happy birthday, girl! notty dak nih. walaupun ada anak sorang. hahahha... and the kain on her shoulders is my gift to her. kain ela. cantek ah, suka!

love, cekya.

hujung minggu...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:47:00 +0000

salam...

rasanya, hujung minggu lepas adalah yang ter'sakit'.

khamis :: kepala berat, depan mata, nampak berpusar-pusar. kalau tak berpegang mana-mana, alamat tumbang. susah juga orang mahu mengangkat cekya yang bertubuh comel ini. pukul 6 petang, semasa di pejabat, peluh dingin menitik. cekya bersandar dan cuba lelapkan mata. selepas setengah jam, rasa ok sikit, tapi badan masih rasa tak selesa. tiba di rumah, badan rasa letih semacam. duduk-duduk, baring-baring. terlena.

jumaat :: badan masih tak sehat. apa lagi. doktor + cuti sakit = yippee! doktor buat test. tekanan darah. ujian darah. segala yang berkaitan darah. kecuali dara. ops. he found something. i felt down and devastated. takpe. ini semua ujian, bukan?

sabtu malam, kami buat tahlil bulanan, macam biasa. nasib baik adik ipar kesayangan ada. dia boleh tolong mak cekya. huhu! i was so weak. perut tak selesa. tekak rasa berangin. bakal terkeluar fillet o fish yang cekya makan tengahari tu. cekya cuba kuatkan badan, kuatkan hati. letih nak sakit-sakit.

ahad shopping kain. dalam melayang-layang dan tubuh yang capek, cekya dapat juga pilih sepasang. sebenarnya, dah ada dalam kepala, kain yang cekya nak. tapi mak bagi ayat nih >> ''cuba la tengok-tengok dulu. banyak lagi kain lain nih.". rasanya sebab ini lah perempuan kalau shopping sampai 5 jam.

isnin, kerja macam biasa. lemah dan penat. tapi alhamdulillah, semuanya ok hingga ke petang.
harapnya, lepas ni, semuanya ok. cekya tak larat nak fikir-fikir. tak larat nak saratkan kepala.

ops. ada kerja.

cinta, cekya.

nota kaki : cek man dah pun keluar dari hospital. dah rasa sihat sikit katanya. "cuma x leh lari laju2 lagi la..." itu jawabnya. hehe. siapa suruh lari. :P

i wish you good health!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 04:16:00 +0000

salam...

minggu lepas, we talked alot. through phone. through YM. we even played DJ as he & another colleague played ranges of music. dikir barat, hotel california. lagu biro tata negara pun ada. hehe. and we had so much fun laughing!

gambar di atas adalah gambar cek man yang buat-buat busy. hehehe.

cek man left our HQ office last 2 years, transfered by our evil boss. entah apa dengki, cekya pun tak tahu. since then, i missed a colleague, a friend, a brother. and his family is like family to me. his wife, a sister. his kids, my nephews and nieces.

and last monday, i was informed that he's in ICU.
unbelievable. i called some of the senior staffs and they informed me that yeah, it is true.

the story - he passed out, and fell full weight, on his HEAD. 2 other colleages who was with him tried to keep him awake and he started vomitting. then darah start keluar from his nose, and then dia muntah darah pulak. upon arrical at kemaman hospital, he was x-rayed and there was a 3 inches crack on his skull, at the back of his head. then, he was transfered to a medical center in kuantan.

8 of us, bertolak dari office to kuantan. cekya risau sangat. hati tak sedap and my mind is with his 4 kids. dah start rasa sebak and nak nangis tapi cepat-cepat tahan.

masa cekya sampai, he was conscious. cuma pening yang amat sangat. we let him rest and just waited for the doctor outside the ICU. and when i hugged his wife, i can feel that she's terrified and lonely. and she admits that after seeing us, their friends, she's a little relieved. well, i would feel the same way too. dah la merantau. no relatives around.

as at yesterday, cek man dah boleh bangun, shower and have his meals. apa pun, doctor is still observing him. and giving him medication untuk cairkan the blood clot in his head. or else, surgery...

cek man, cepat sembuh, ok?

love, cekya.

p/s : i hope kak lun will have all the strength that she can have. kita doa sama-sama, ok?

scrappy time!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 23 Jul 2008 04:00:00 +0000

salam!

i bought a few papers from craft haven @ one utama[http://www.craft-haven.com/] to do some origamies for a friend's birthday[will take photos and write about it in my next entry]. and of course, i have a few extra sheets to play with. another friend's birthday was just around the corner and decided to do some scrap-booking. things that are tedious and need lotsa patience, and in this case, only kak yati would have it. so i decided to give it a try, bought some scrapbook stuff, and some i just got it from the internet, and some leftover ribbons from the recent wedding. so here's my first scrapbook stuff - a birthday card! comments please.

and the birthday lady would be amilyn! she's a colleague of mine, we throw each other paperclips at all times. hehehe!

and here's what i got for her. a book - why men don't listen and women can't read maps. hell no! we can read maps. maps tu yang salah, ek ladies? huhuhuhu!

i'm so busy at work. penat sangat bila balik tu. will make some more entries nanti. next, origami!
love, cekya.

quite an update!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 02:41:00 +0000

#me, kak yati, julie, ejot, aan at my bro's reception.#
[beca ditaja oleh saloma bistro & restaurant]

salam!

pelik, dulu-dulu masa muda-muda, rajin betul update blog. what i had for breakfast, what i bought during lunch time, what happened during my trip back home from office. sekarang nih, malas yang amat though i have so much to tell. and i have not been keeping in touch with fellow bloggers, especially yang nun jauh di temasik. really, my apologies. :)

work is hectic as usually. the company's implementing SAP, a new erp software, which has created havoc. imagine, the system goes live but none of the support team[who are involved in SAP] is actually in HQ to give support. tinggal la cekya & the rest of the technical guys. it was really a stupid decision to place everyone in other places and let the consultant be here in HQ. staff will look for us, NOT the consultant. tak pakai otak, or their brains are too BIG to handle internal issues. i hate doing something i don't have any idea about. it made me look stupid.

#taman tasik taiping, one of SEPI's location, on one of my job visits to taiping.#

argh!

dah la. males nak cakap about something i can't solve. buat pening haku jek. annoyed sungguh. rasa dah memang tawar hati dah nak keje company nih. need to send more resumes la. ok. enough of the bebel2 eh.

my nights are getting better. good sleep. sangat best. sangat nyenyak. sebab siang sangat penat kot.

despite those very comfy sleeps, i have a few things in mind that i need to decide. cekya selalu cakap malas nak fikir but i will. owh i definitely will. it lingers and lingers. i hope that i shall make a decision yang tepat. what's best for me is the most important. sometimes, nak consider orang lain pun, will be wasted.

#i miss them so very much. i see them occasionally, but it was not like before. it will never be.#

this weekend, i get to rest and complete some uploadings of some photos in our website. lovely!

#they have the BEST chocolate department. heaven!#

have a rosey weekend, guys!

oh! i'm head over heels with this song, by afghan. terima kasih, cinta...eh awan, for embedding it in your blog.

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semua kesalahanku
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

love, cekya.

being remembered.

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:09:00 +0000

salam!
it's been 2 weeks since i last saw him on stage. musly ramlee. playing THE role. and all of the dances, makes me wanna go up the stage and dance as well! the steps, the synchronization. it's simply remarkable.

tapi, one part of the musical, is somewhat similar with me. p ramlee wondered about the future. whether he will be remembered. and how.

i always think of it, all the time. i wondered how people would accept my departure. how people would think of me. would i be remembered. would people laugh at my antics, my habits, my beings.

would i be remembered, and would they talk about me? but how? what about?
i'm getting ridiculous, maybe.

till later friends.

love, cekya.

i'm a rose-petal-covered lady...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 01:57:00 +0000

Paul Smith "Rose" a new fragrance for Women

Thursday 2 August 2007

Fresh. Modern. Airy. Individual. Addictive. Sensual. Not words you’d automatically associate with a rose fragrance. But the moment you mist Paul Smith Rose, you abandon all preconceptions. Because Paul Smith brings to this fragrance his signature skill – an instinctive knack of redefining the classics, introducing an unmistakable note of edgy elegance. This is, quite simply, a rose fragrance for a new generation.

It’s also infused with a personal story. The rose at the heart of this fragrance is one that bears his name. “My wife, Pauline, created a wonderful birthday gift - a rose cultivated specially for me. This proved to be an inspiration for the fragrance,” says Paul.

The Paul Smith Rose, a potently fragrant, cochineal pink bloom, with a tight peony centre and full outer flower, rambles and scrambles all summer long. Cultivated by the famous English botanist, Peter Beales, it was presented for the first time at the Chelsea Flower Show in 2006, after three years in development.

What’s more, a very modern technique has been used to capture its distinctive aroma. No blooms are harvested, crushed and distilled. Using technology called ScentTrek, the living flower is isolated in a glass bell and special equipment ‘inhales’ the scent molecules, which are then analysed and recreated in a laboratory. The resulting ‘note’ replicates exactly the scent of the rose as it nods and shakes its head in the breeze on a summer’s day – one of the reason’s this fragrance is so natural, authentic and spirit-liftingly fresh.

Antoine Maisondieu, the perfumer who worked with Paul on its creation explains: “I wanted to combine an airy quality with a soft, velvety feeling on the skin. I blended Paul Smith ScentTrek with Turkish rose oil and green tea, adding a sparking halo of violet and magnolia flowers. A woody accord, with touches of clear cedar, provides depth and structure, which along with soft musks, give it an addictive quality.”

The bottle and packaging are unexpected too.
“We wanted to turn the typical presentation of a rose fragrance on its head,” declares Creative Director, Alan Aboud. “To contrast with the petal-lightness of the fragrance, we designed a heavy glass bottle with a strong, functional shape. The thick, deep bottom fills the hand with reassuring weight - the juice then appears to float inside like a teardrop,” he explains.

“It’s topped off with an art deco inspired metal cap that feels quite industrial – almost masculine – in nature and each one is individually tooled, adding to a genuine feeling of craftsmanship. There’s certainly nothing ‘disposable’ about this bottle,” he says. Nor the soft cotton pouch featuring an exclusive Paul Smith rose print that hides the bottle within the box.

The logo – black and punchy - contrasts with the feminine, candy tones of the single rose stem on the outer packaging - a photo of the Paul Smith Rose itself, pushed so only the high contrast extremes of the image are visible.

To complement the eau de parfum in 50 and 100 mls, there’s a 150ml Perfumed Body Lotion and Bath and Shower Gel – dewy, delicious and delightfully different. Reminiscent of a rain shower on rose petals.

p/s : Felt like i'm showered with rose petals today. Huhuhu!

their wedding...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:56:00 +0000

salam all...

some photos of the wedding. will update more later!

emmm...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Tue, 06 May 2008 07:54:00 +0000

salam!

weekend was over the top. the weddings went well, alhamdulillah. but resulted with me having muscle pains for both thighs. tired? yeah! satisfied. belum puas lagi... hehe..

both couples were an enjoyable lot. and i just hope these feelings of enjoying photo session will remain.

take care dear friends!

for wedding photos viewing, please visit http://exquisimages.fotopages.com.

love, cekya.

twiddle dee!

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:22:00 +0000

salam!

may's gonna be a tiring month, which i look forward too. but can't stop thinking about the events that has been lined up for me and the team. it's mind boggling and making me nervous!

just for me, a quick mental note;

3rd may - wedding dinner reception @ dewan perdana felda
4th may - wedding reception @ ulu langat, outdoor shoot @ putrajaya
10th may - engagement @ dengkil
14th & 16th may - event @ impiana hotel
23rd, 24th, 31st may & 7th june - my brother's wedding
8th june - birthday party @ kelana mahkota

i'm drained. adeh!

office is getting ridiculous. with work, the people. rasa macam apa ntah. rasanya resolution untuk datang awal early this year, tak mendatangkan hasil. demotivated. macam nih agaknya rasa demotivated. sigh!

i need multivitamins.

love, cekya.

walimatul urus...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 03:54:00 +0000

salam..

would like to invite all of you to my brother's wedding,

on the 31st of May 2008, 12pm - 4pm.

love, cekya.

a little update...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 02:12:00 +0000

salam...

firstly, i wanna say thanx to all the well wishers. and also all the doas. thank you so much for praying for the little girls, as well as doas for my arwah auntie.

here are some pictures of the girls, taken 2 days ago, at pantai medical center.

here's ira...she's the active one. jalan ke sana ke mari...

and this is ika. she's still in bed, tak dapat bangun sangat coz her left wrist & arms patah.

and this is my little mai. she's so cheeky. pandai bebel2!

again, thanx for all the doas, friends.

wassalam.
love, cekya.

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:28:00 +0000

aku, mereka dan flu.

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:10:00 +0000

sneeze-sneeze here,

sneeze-sneeze there,

sneeze here,

sneeze there,

everywhere sneeze-sneeze!

lagu di atas, ditujukan pada wtl & biah, and to me too. sila nyanyi ikut tempo lagu paling lama berada di carta time kita kecik dulu - old mcdonald. huhuhu!

her day...

noreply@blogger.com (she-blocks) — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:23:00 +0000